Wendy, I have meltdowns nearly every day just reading this list. I can barely read the feline heart list at all. And yeah, I cry at work too. It isn't good...
Try explaining to your boss that you aren't crying over your own cat...you are crying over your Internet friends' cat that you've never met (the friend or the cat). Kelley On 4/3/07, wendy <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
Leah, In a twisted way, I am glad I'm not alone. Of course, in my own utopia, I would never wish those kinds of memories on anyone. You used the perfect term...agonizing. Prayers going out for peace for all of us. :) Wendy --- "Wolf, Leah R." <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > Wendy, > > You are not alone. It took two weeks for my Bubba > to die from felv and > watching him slip away inch by inch was agonizing. > When I think of him, I > have to force myself not to dwell on the experience > or else I will break > down all over again. > > > Leah > -----Original Message----- > From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] > [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On > Behalf Of wendy > Sent: Tuesday, April 03, 2007 11:05 AM > To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org > Subject: OT: Small meltdown > > Hey guys, > > Why is it that even a year and a half after > Cricket's passing, I can burst > into tears after having flashbacks of the night he > died? To a logical > person (being me), it sounds ridiculous and > overdramatic. > But the fact remains that when I allow myself to > remember what happened with > Cricket the night he died, and how horrible it was, > it sends me straight > into meltdown. I am at work for heaven's sake. > Usually, when I think about > Cricket, I don't think about that one day in his > life. But it seems so > unfair that he couldn't have a more peaceful death. > I will never forget his > suffering, even knowing that he is now at rest. Why > do some > people's/animal's last days of their lives have to > be filled with pain and > suffering? > I just don't understand it. I think maybe all the > recent losses, and sadly > there have been many, might be bringing my memories > back, but maybe that's a > good thing? Maybe we never really fully stop > grieving, but every little > meltdown we have allows us to heal a little more. > > Thanks for letting me ramble about my lack of > understanding of the meaning > of life. > :) > Wendy > > "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful > committed citizens can change > the world: Indeed it is the only thing that ever > has!" > > ~~~ Margaret Meade ~~~ > > > > > ____________________________________________________________________________ > ________ > Get your own web address. > Have a HUGE year through Yahoo! Small Business. > http://smallbusiness.yahoo.com/domains/?p=BESTDEAL > > > > "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful committed citizens can change the world: Indeed it is the only thing that ever has!" ~~~ Margaret Meade ~~~ ____________________________________________________________________________________ Never miss an email again! Yahoo! Toolbar alerts you the instant new Mail arrives. http://tools.search.yahoo.com/toolbar/features/mail/
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