I'm so sorry for your loss. I know exactly how you feel and how hard it is. When Koda passed a month ago, she was crying at the end as well. It is the most heartbreaking sound in the world. Take comfort in the fact you did all you could for her, and i'm sure she found it more peaceful to pass at home, surrounded by familiarity and love.
Cassandra ----- Original Message ----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] To: [email protected] Sent: Saturday, June 09, 2007 3:14 PM Subject: Charity (Crossed The Bridge) I don't know just "how" I can even write this, but my Charity DID cross...... I can only pray it was peaceful...... But, w/ her pitiful crying, I know she was in pain..... And, someone [sorry, memory is shot] mentioned getting a cab........ But, since I moved, my [wonderful] vet is in Md., & I'm in a small town in Pa. With NO cab service....... It all happened so [too] fast, I am in shock, besides myself...... Don't know "what" to do........... And, trust me, I DID try contacting many people.......As far as "house calls", well, no one was available. They all said "Wait 'til Monday"......Yeah, sure..... I deep down inside, knew Monday would be too late.... BUT, I DID pray for a miracle...... Didn't want to give up....... I can only be glad that she finally had a home & knew she was very much loved......{Lot of solace that brings me now....] And, it's Saturday, HOT & I want to have her cremated & vet's not in til Moday.....And, I also don't have a trunk freezer for her remains...... Can't get any worse....... And, being up w/ her the whole time, I'm just too devastated to even "try" to get some rest...... Thank you ALL for your prayers & suggestions.[This list has the BEST people. so caring. understanding.....The MAIN reason I never "left" after losing my Ethan....] I did write Belinda for the CLS separately........ Have to go. With my "vision problems" & with all these tears, I can't see at all now...... Much love, with tears, Patti & her [remaining] gang ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ See what's free at AOL.com. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ No virus found in this incoming message. Checked by AVG Free Edition. Version: 7.5.472 / Virus Database: 269.8.13/841 - Release Date: 6/9/2007 8:52 AM

