I, too mix, my positives and negatives. It's too hard to know if Coco had FeLV all along or if she picked it up in your home....but does that make a difference? They all leave us (and us, them). If you had not taken her or your other babies, what would have become of them?? Not one of my cats would be alive today if not for me taking and keeping them so FeLV or not, they have a better life. I'm know you feel a twinge of what if it was your fault...but it's not. Coco had a wonderful full life w/you and you gave her the best gift--a loving home and help when she needed it. As for running into the carrier...I had that happen with one of my cats, too. I could never handle Praline and yet when she got kidney failure, she went right into the carrier for her last trip to the vet....I think she knew it meant an end to her suffering.
Here's to Coco--she is once again fat and happy! Tracy Weese [EMAIL PROTECTED]
