> Why anyone would bother I do not know . . .
i can maybe guess, but that would be speculation which is not the same as fact...
 
 
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Joyce the facts happen
what they mean or how they appear
is speculative. . .
 
Let us hear your best speculations about who this person/persons are
what they are up to and why?
 
It is also fact that you are having
some factual distress which can be articulated . . .
(in terms of the causes) 
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i think many people would feel some manner of outrage if another person started using their own email ID and password and started sending out mail...
 
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Possibly
 
So we have someone who feeds on outrage perhaps?
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> it seems to do with past trauma
part of my reaction is i am sure a result of that, so yes, you are correct.
 
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Which parts?
Why should ts or I or you (on occasion) not offer analysis?
What is occurring?
 
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> Is it so difficult to resubscribe or do without Panhala?
 
LOL, i never unsubscribed - when i received that mail, i did not reply to it, so no unsubbing took place.
 
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Funny people
don't like to be laughed at
- a clue there . . .
 
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> If such a person or persons exist (which I really doubt)
 
well, i did not imagine or conjure up this mail so "someone" is behind it all
 
 
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No.
You are wrong.
The world exists
but someone may not be behind it.
 
Describe this someone
motive?
nature?
suspects?
 
What is your role in all this?
 
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> I would really feel so sorry for them
yes. if someone is angry with me for some reason, i would want them to be comfortable enough to approach me directly... so i would feel sorry that the person is that inhibited in their _expression_...
 
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OK we have an angry person
- (you can add me to the list of suspects)
someone who is inhibited in their _expression_?
 
Do you know I think it is me. . .
 
Only it is not.
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> - do you not see this as a very sad act (if true)
yes, i do.
 
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It is also possible that they do not exist
in the way that you envisage them
In fact they may not be a person at all
(I mean it could be other factors that you are interpreting)
A sort of poem or meaning created . . .
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> Are you really suggesting that someone wants to deny you
> access to poetry?
 
LOL, Lob - i don't know what their motivation is, but knowing me, don't you think that denying me access to poetry would be a harsh punishment....
 
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SO it is someone you know?
Someone who wishes to punish you
in a harsh and distressing way . . .
 
What else?
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> If someone is playing mind games
> then stop thinking 
excellent advice... easier said than done a lot of the time.
 
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What is it about someone being you
that is so terrible?
Do they still have poetry in books
rather than on line?
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> Perhaps you can tell us more about what this person
> is up to and what there eventual aim is?
 
i am not sure i can...
 
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Fear of fear . . .
Do you feel that the person or persons
has been about for a few years?
If I could send a picture of them
by email would you be prepared to delete it?
 
Where is my catalogue of scary monsters . . .
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> Or you could let them become you . . .
seems they have tried at least to some extent, by sending out mail from my account...
i think there are loads of more interesting people than myself for someone to want to become
 
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What aspects of 'victim' are you providing?
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> On occasion I think my computer is sentient
> But its just a loop of my own imagining . . .
 
Don't know about that, as your computer seems to have had a mind of it's own on occasion, too - seems like a very willful computer on occasion. LOL.
 
Was talking not to long ago with a friend about what we name our computers and whether or not that affects the computer or our relationship to them... He had named his something possibly to do with Satan - and his computer was acting evil, and i asked him if choosing that name could be affecting either the computer or his mood when he used it... And of course, i have one named Belle and her partner, Gaston - Beauty and the Beast... Beauty is a wonderful box, and the beast? He has been living up to his name... Am thinking of rechristening him to something more benign... I also have one named Nell Fenwick - the original helpless heroine from Rocky & Bullwinkle - fortunately, Nell acts anything but helpless - she is strong and quiet and consistent and fearless and i have done lots of learning in her very patient ambience.
 
Thanks for your observations and help here.
 
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Please have the courtesy to acknowledge that ts has been
offering you advice and help too . . .
 
- ah computer naming . . .
 
I think I will name my old computer. . .
 
. . . nope it is too weird . . .
 
LOL - nothing wrong with that . . .
 
We all name things
Love, Fear, Good, Bad
 
we even personify our internal patterns . . .
 
Metta to all Characters
 
Lobster computer
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