but why are you worried what god thinks ?

you don't trust him ? you think he may be a total nut ?


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actually I  asked God that question myselfone day///
I was takingout thetrash andsaid why are the autistic children and
Add//ocd so likethey are????

the answer i was told was..Tom...lookaroundyou..do you se a order to
nature..??i am veryunpredictible and yet there is a order to
it..thetrees are very add,fish, flowers,mountians...
he said there is nothing wrong with thekids they are just
supersenitiveto thiersurroundings..actually people are taught to be
blinded to whats happeningaroundthem////they get blinders on life...so
the add /ocd. autistic ,Dyslexic are actually aware//

so it calmed me with that answer...the eleite orproud dont get it..
however ifyou experiencechildren ..they calm  them svants..and act like
they are unusual...to me they are in Touch with life...
we are taoghthate, anger, pride, andall other things..yet whenwe are
taught love...it opens the heart and mid mostofus,,are ina sstae of
lessons and learning...i get new ones each day..
I think after we learn enough we graduate..or die fromthis life..into
the enext everlasting life at least it sound good to me....
Moses by the way  was nota good speaker..however he led the jews...he
had a lisp..so whenive considered i am not read. or literate like
many...I think its funny God would even consider me in his plan.
If i am crazy andjust imagine there is a loving God..that forgives and
helps all i can say is it feels better then thinking there is no hope
and all is lost or to think we allwillperish by a nuclear war or
worse....so illadmiti liketo think positive,,and hope my lkid andyours
have a future oflve and peace....
.but then being the studentofptBarnum..i think why not..as i have been
so much a part of show biz and we know its all smike and mirrors...so He
knows i want to help others...andi trust he will open doos and make it
happen ifi need to do it...that is his will...
it may be just i am a foolish man but I am only worried what God thinks
not humans..as i know we areallconfused and hurt..thats evident..so i am
tryingto pay my bills , stayindependent from a instiution or hospital
andhelpas manyas i can...but yes its very hard when you can see
well..and dont follow the typical world protocal..









On 2018-07-06 09:56, filip de volder wrote:
> so god is motivating you to write like this ?
>
> what's wrong with him ?
>
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>
> yes....its kind like art..if everyone could see it itwould not be
>  unique..
>
>  So in a way its lke blues. or jazz..you haveto look deep and see ifit
>
>  talks to yoursoul...some people consider me a lunatic ..and soem
>  consider me a idiot..
>
>  and want me to conform''
>  In 1971 i was expelled fomHigh school art class as i drew Led zepplin
>
>  because i loved music over drawing florals...
>
>  a kid bully came up and said Martin why do you be likethe rest ofus
> and
>  draw florals...??
>
>  I said thats the problem , I dontwant to be likethe rest
> ofyou...please
>  leave me alone and let me bein my suspended animation state and dream
>
>  about these rockers and marshall amps.as i was inlikea heavy metal
>  anaimation mindset and quite happy..
>  but he gotin my face andwas calling me naes because i was not lke
> him..
>  so i picked up the ketchup botle ofpurple yemura paint and squited
>  himright intheface with it...and threw up my papers and pucshed the
>  desk over and went weeeeeeeeee andthe art teacher came in and sai i
>  disrupted his class...next i was intheprinciplas office andhe said
> well
>  martin you win ill let you go.
>
>  as i was just16 and wanted to play music....not draw florals...
>
>  he said well i only expelled one other guy in my life as a principal
> his
>  name was mark farner ofa band called grand funk reailrod,.....so who
>  knows...
>
>  i said thank you youwont regret it sir...andi started playing
> nightclubs
>  a week later incountrywestern bands and by 17 i was in Johnnyand
>  thehurricanes who were famous inthe 1959 period...
>  theni stumbled onto movie memorabilai by the1976 andwas selling this
>  stuff since 77 I have made over 4-6million dollar ,,losta paid off
>  homeworked forabout everu movie studio inthe world..and yet cant tye
>  forshit...myex did thetyping...sotehmain reason is i am almosty
> blind..i
>  have 20.7- in one eye amd 20/200 I dontlookat the screen i look at
>  tehkeyboard wheni type...surei can do the talk inthe mic but it takes
>
>  time..andim getingold and cranky..I pay my bills andtry to treat
> other s
>  well andtry to help others wheni can....i havesomegrat prohect ideas
> i
>  hope to do so i can be able to fund my non profit ventures...i want
> to
>  doa book so i can tell kids how a 15 yearold expelled kid could build
> a
>  company as itwas really froma myriad ofppeple who mentored me inthe
>  entertainment busines..many were
>  illeiterete,dylexic..auticstic,OCD.add...
>
>  as i seem to havea bit ofit all.... but God uses some ofthecraziest
>  people todo his work andi just hopethat i am one...because manypeple
>  insult condemn and bbully others and make funofpeple
> withdisabilities..i
>  want to champion thepoor,the disabled..those with mentalillness..as i
> se
>  most ofus haveissues fromchildhood..you may know a few...they dont
> mean
>  bad they havbe anziety disorders somethey calptsd..i dig it..as i was
>
>  justa fatherless kid that had no role modele but movie stars androck
>  stars weher my role models....yet i saw kids who though they had role
>
>  models inthierdadas also get duped.by dads who beat thier moms, were
>  addicts ordrunks..were thieves, etc...so i was luckyas theones that
>  mentored me said donthate.dont hurt others.help everyone..protect the
>
>  weak...help animals...the earth...soyes my emails may be cryptic but
> if
>  you look careful...they are motivated by love and God not meant
> toharm a
>  soul...wheni lookat many emaisl i see people hate and spread lies and
>
>  miststuthe to confuse everyone..as thats how business has been done
>  forages..instead of being hones..i dontwant to be likethe
> rest...andther
>  are many who likethat as they also dontwant to be likethat..theyare
> my
>  friends..so hope you will see between the lines..all my best to
>  you..andhavea greatweekend
>
>  On 2018-07-06 08:24, Richard Auras wrote:
>  > Yeah Tom. You know I love you but sometimes reading the posts I
> feel
>  > like the guy in King Tuts tomb looking at the writing on the wall
> with
>  > pad in hand trying to figure out what it being said.
>  >
>  > Rick
>  >
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>  > FROM: Tom Martin <[email protected]>
>  > TO: [email protected]
>  > SENT: Friday, July 6, 2018 7:15 AM
>  > SUBJECT: Re: [MOPO] mope/ot-the movie industry state of affairs
>  >
>  > Free eyeball exercise from he dream Factory® no charge public
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>  >
>  > now your eyes are stronger..
>  >
>  > On 2018-07-06 03:09, filip de volder wrote:
>  >> i read it all and now my eyeballs hurt
>  >>
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>  >>
>  >> FROM: MoPo List <[email protected]> on behalf of Tom
>  > Martin
>  >> <[email protected]>
>  >> SENT: Thursday, July 5, 2018 4:16 PM
>  >> TO: [email protected]
>  >> SUBJECT: [MOPO] mope/ot-the movie industry state of affairs
>  >>
>  >> wiw...it dawned on me over the weekend..how so much has changed
>  > inthe
>  >> 41
>  >> years ive been doing this..how movies are distributed,,theway we
>  >> watch
>  >> them.the waywe access them.
>  >> wheni started in77 star wars was just pening..anmdold films you
> had
>  >> to
>  >> watch onTV..the lateshow or at film fests intheaters..midnight
>  >> mvies..withstogges retors....forign art house films..and
> colleges..
>  >> they were on 16mm mostlyas the interets was soslow...
>  >> I used to get films for free fromthepublic libraray and watch them
>  > in
>  >>
>  >> my office as a booking agent indown town Toledo..thats how i
>  >> discovered
>  >> a 1972 film called Hollywood The dream factory..Dick Cafett did
> the
>  >> narraaton anditwas about the1970 MGM auction of movie
> memorabilia..
>  >> I was hooked...i still havea 16mmprintofthat film....itwas
> siomberas
>  >> so
>  >> much history was disposed of ina few days..
>  >> I had tehacutioncatalogs at one timealongwith the 20th century
>  >> foxcatalogs,andotherstudios...O had a complete sui of AMor from
>  >> Benhur
>  >> thatwas screen worn witha helment,sword,breatplate..theywere made
> in
>  >> Italy...anditwas sold back to Hollywood....so its ina big
>  > collectioon
>  >> ..
>  >>
>  >> consider thew was no internet...wheni started..we
>  >> sentpaperlists...andthe technology to even do typeseting was a
> lineo
>  >> type andthen waxed...orhand written..vcrs didntcomeout till 1984 m
>  >> 1st
>  >> was abut500.00 and then beta came...then teh videodisc
>  >> liekcriterions...then dvd..and tehn blue ray..and now its
>  >> almostallstreamingand no dvds no videostres..no rental or
> hardware..
>  >> myson says they donteven sellVHS anymore...the TVs are all led
>  >> ,OrHD...4
>  >> k...andeven3 d...
>  >>
>  >> the audio has become onpat witha a digital theater...
>  >> I still likeanalog howeverdigital ispractical...
>  >>
>  >> still..I sell old technology...i haveold projectors andtheyare fun
>  > to
>  >>
>  >> watch d news reels or shortsas theyare mechanical......some old
>  > movie
>  >>
>  >> guys lketarentino andPaul allen agree and havesave70 mm film with
>  >> filmslikehateful 8...andcinerama..ther was a guy name John Harvey
>  >> fromDayton the new neon theater who saved the 70 mm..and Boston
>  >> lightand
>  >> sound revameped theold projectors..it even got Kodak to redo super
>  >> 8mm
>  >> film for artists wgo love film....
>  >> so its been a great journey...i staill havea tascam midi studio
> with
>  >> 8trackanalog..i plan o pull outand record musicc...Jack white
>  >> ofthewhite
>  >> stripes builta vibylpressing plant in detroit..so guys are into
>  > Vivyl
>  >>
>  >> records again...andpeople evenlikeold polaroid cameras...I
>  > haveem..if
>  >>
>  >> you need emmm..so ina way the fact the world has gone
>  > backwatds...has
>  >>
>  >> beenok for meas i haveabout the same stuffi had in 77 lol...I
> still
>  >> usea
>  >> floppy disc camera mavica,,i haveike 8 ofthem still havesomeofmy
>  > 35mm
>  >>
>  >> cameras likea Pentax superme.and olympus om1 and a few canons
>  >> andnikon..theywere all good camers...we juswent digital...andim
> ona
>  >> Imac
>  >> from 2006
>  >>
>  >> I still.have stuff as far bak as 1699s...and books ..that are
> notas
>  >> popular as theywere but I still buy them as i remberhow fun it is
> to
>  >> lookat a book and learn...so much has been lost in just the last18
>  >> years
>  >> ive been flounderingaround tryingto healandget back ntrack,,
>  >>
>  >> Its funny...as in a waythepopculture that by theway was coined
> inBG
>  >> ohio
>  >> as they wee the 1st to start saving it as a seriousstudy...along
>  >> withpulps and detective books,comics, Movie posters andall the
> stuff
>  >> we
>  >> saveinthe genres..
>  >> consider wheni stared i could buy actuall magazine coverart by
>  >> themasters likeJCleyandecker fora few hundred bucks..did i
> ??nope..i
>  >> did
>  >> savea few sat eveningposts as i like him...but back inthe80s the
>  >> stuffwas cheap and therwas warehouse fold stuffall over
>  >> theplace,,,toys..andyouname it as i foundmany many
>  >> finds..beforetheinternet...
>  >>
>  >> we used to just trade with each otheras one dealer would find
> sayold
>  >> tintoys..and anotherold billgram concert postersand so we
> wouldtrade
>  >> amounst each other toexpand the inventory..there is still fins as
>  >> manypeple boughtand horderd thestuff..then they getold..die..andit
>  >> gets
>  >> recycled..so much pepel dontcare anymore as yong people dont like
>  >> thesame stuffas babby boomers..yet...there are always
> exceptiona...
>  >>
>  >> so I thought ia way its comefullcircle..as thepeople that like it
>  >> stilllke it justmany aredown sizingtomake life more
> managable..andas
>  >> far
>  >> as new stuff i think peple are more selective...
>  >>
>  >> I havea few left ofa great boo from 1986 by dave bowerscalled
>  >> nickelodeons andthier music..ifyouwant to start at thebegging
>  >> ofmovies
>  >> before movie posters where evenused..this is it..itsfromtheperiod
>  >> ofaround 1913.loaded withpic..i have new unopend 1st editions ive
>  >> seen
>  >> offerd for over100..00 ill sell you for 40.00postpaid...and
> giveyou
>  >> soem
>  >> extras lije movie tickets and promice if you donthave i.itwill be
>  > one
>  >>
>  >> of the most treasured books ever in your collection asits one
>  >> ofmine..i
>  >> liked itso much back inthe90s i bought his remainder 400 copies..i
>  >> have
>  >> softboaud andill do the hadboound 1st with a DJ for 55.00 so act
>  >> sooon
>  >> they arealmostall gone..then you will have to buy on amazonand pay
>  >> 100s
>  >> david reprinted the book in 9-s as demand was so high..but these
> are
>  >> the original...we even supllied movie mags fromthe teens as
>  >> reference..andi bought thse nack too...so i have them ifyou like
> old
>  >> movie magazines loaded with info..
>  >>
>  >> yes itwill be funny to see whats ahead..as this world is
> funny..but
>  >> eentertainment has really morphed..andthekids have become
>  >> sofastatprocessing data...yet they long forsimple storys and want
> to
>  >> be
>  >> treated withlove and kindness..andhave peaceand simple living..i
> can
>  >> dig
>  >> it and soI think they want friends and family and conversation and
>  > to
>  >> be
>  >> treated honestly///so i hpe i can help hem do that..as
> theartificial
>  >> stuff has lost itsappeal andthere is nothing that beats friendship
>  >> ofall
>  >> things..kind was a longlesson for me..but its beautiful when
> people
>  >> shaeand help each other...it feels better then theopposite...haea
>  >> great
>  >> week folks..I have needed sometimeto reset my thoughts...but its
>  > been
>  >>
>  >> all good..and i thank you all..Gd bless.
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