NM:
I took a deep breath as a thought suddenly hit me. I frowned looking up into
his eyes, "is it my fault you're here?" I asked him,
"have I kept you here because I couldn't let go? I so wanted you be be a
peace...you and Connor."
OM:
"Hey.." he reached up and smoothed her brow "Why is it a 'fault'? There is
no fault. I'm here because I want to be and I do have peace, just as Connor
does. You bring me peace, sweetheart, just like you always have. One look
at you and I know there will be a time."
He chuckled a little at a memory "There's no such thing as time there,
Rachel. I feel like I did when I had to wait for the elevator during Kat's
delivery and got stuck in it. I had to wait until the damn thing was
working before getting to you and being a part of it all. And right now, I
get to wait and be with you too.. just in a different way."
Then he had a thought and asked quietly "Does it.. does it hurt you for me
to be here like this? to visit you when I can?"
