> OM:
> "Hey.." he reached up and smoothed her brow "Why is it a 'fault'? There
is
> no fault. I'm here because I want to be and I do have peace, just as
Connor
> does. You bring me peace, sweetheart, just like you always have. One
look
> at you and I know there will be a time."
>
> He chuckled a little at a memory "There's no such thing as time there,
> Rachel. I feel like I did when I had to wait for the elevator during
Kat's
> delivery and got stuck in it. I had to wait until the damn thing was
> working before getting to you and being a part of it all. And right now,
I
> get to wait and be with you too.. just in a different way."
>
> Then he had a thought and asked quietly "Does it.. does it hurt you for me
> to be here like this? to visit you when I can?"
Rachel
I listened as he spoke with a smile playing on my lips, if the roles were
reversed how would I be able to leave them? Why had I thought it would be
different for him? "No, it doesn't hurt," I said with a small shake of my
head. "It hurts when I wake up and you're not beside me, or when Kat does
some funny new thing and I want to share it with you...but this? No...this
I'll treasure."
