"I havent' been here since I was a child." he finally
commented.  He didn't know what do about this mess and
he hated that.  He hated feeling out of control of 
things.

Not that he wanted to, or even could, control Julia. 
This was more of an internal battle of his own.

"I came here to think." Julia admitted quietly before
opening the door and getting out to walk to the front
of the SUV and lean against the front of the car
"Especially after other times we've gone toe to toe."

It was even where she had gone after she had realized
and admitted to herself just how much she cared about
Derek, before Ireland.  She crossed her arms and
rubbed each, not cold on the outside but feeling a
kind of cold inside.

Amelia kicked just then and Julia smiled sadly,
reaching down to rub a hand against her extended
stomach and whisper "I'm trying, sweetie, I'm trying."

Their daughter had literally kicked up a fuss the last
time the two of them yelled at each other.


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