Derek got out of the car and came around to the front leaning beside her. He look around the area.
"That's why I used to come here too," he admitted to her. "To think...and be alone." Julia turned her gaze to look at him for a moment,then looked back out over the water. After a moment she spoke, voice low, thoughtful. "I know the fear you feel," she admitted slowly "and that's part of why I took the position with the Luna Foundation." "But Derek," she looked at him again, blue gaze showing both sadness and turmoil "It's a fear I have to deal with on a daily basis. Because you are the Precept, and you've never been one to stand back and let someone else put themselves as risk. "I... I just couldn't bare it if something were to happen to you." She lowered her gaze, tracing her hand over her stomach. "I'd go on.. but only because of Amelia." she admitted, swallowing a sudden lump in her throat "But I would die inside...." "And I know that you feel the same way, because you love me the same way." She looked at him, meeting his gaze "You can't ask me to ignore it when you're in trouble and I know I can do something to help. You wouldn't, and before you say what you would or wouldn't do isn't relevant, it is. And you know it is. You can't put limitations to how I feel, Derek." ===== __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? LAUNCH - Your Yahoo! Music Experience http://launch.yahoo.com
