> "Because something's wrong with you." he shrugged > before making a guess "Missing your son?" > She hesitated for a while, but his concerned look and his question hit the spot. "Yes," she said "I miss him and Patrick so much, it hurts. I couldn't help remembering his birth. God nick, you don't have any idea just how amazing this feeling is. Your first born. Patrick was beside me the whole time and when Conor came out it was the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me, besides Kat. I feel so ashamed. I couldn't help but feel a sting of envy back there." She covered her face with her hands.
"I'm so ashamed," she told him. "Please don't say anything to Derek or Julia. I don't want them to feel uncomfortable on account of me. I'll be fine." She turned away from him so he won't see the tears that filled her eyes. "I am dying for a drink," she said. She then took a deep breath and turned back to the young man. "But I won't take one," she said to him. She heard a few giggles coming out of Julia's room and told Nick, "You better go in there, so you won't miss all the fun. I'll be alright." __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Finance - Get real-time stock quotes http://finance.yahoo.com
