Bad night for me.
Started with my b-program that did not go well. Everything too firm and all the dig-stems just got me all sweating, and not feeling well from I assume mild AD. I didn't go / empty enough so I was going to try again in the morning. But at 3am I woke-up overheated. Then of course I started into the anxiety thing. Not enough air, what if this, what if that. I took something for it "Lorazepam" 0.5 mg. But not sure it helps a lot. I was told there are better meds for it if you need to take it all the time, but if you only need it now and then, it's a good one to use. I ended up getting out of bed at 4am. Pain, Pain meds causing constipation, and bowel-program, seen to be the cause of my anxiety. The sweating and long dig-stems really take a lot out of me. But I can't go without the pain meds. I spasm so bad and my chest hurts to breath. But I'm up so high now on my MS-Contin. Maybe it's time for the Pain Pump and or a Colostomy. Can't you still get constipated if you have a Colostomy? Is it true you still need to do mini bowel programs even with a Colostomy just to clean out the rectum area I have do things to make life start being easier in these areas. Greg
