[FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-26 Thread nablusoss1008
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Jason Spock [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:

  
 Chopra's father stabilised Maharishi when he was sick in 1992, in 
india and sent him to London.

 Do you think Maharishi is grateful to Chopra for that.??  Why 
erase all traces of his association with the TM mov 't.??

Maharishi was nowhere near India in 1992. If you want to be taken 
serious when you are spreading your poison, then better as a minimum 
stick to simple facts. 



[FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-26 Thread nablusoss1008
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Kenny H [EMAIL PROTECTED] 
wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote:
 
  and yet, because I'm posting here, I'm willing to bet
  that I cannot get a dome badge now.  
  
 
 Edg
 
 I used to post here fairly often, I was fairly critical about some
 things, and, in fact, I wrote letters to both Hagelin and Bevan
 telling them that I personally knew of instances where they had 
slept
 with married movement ladies and did not appreciate their lording it
 over others while being deceitful themselves, even got responses 
back
 from each of their assistants, and applied to go to Fairfield a few
 months ago when the big push was on, and was accepted to the 
course. 
 
 Kenny H. 

Exactly. Some people are so full of hate and selfloathing that they 
necessarily need to project it on to something/someone, otherwise 
they would crack up. For former Governors, most of whom never took 
the programme seriously anyway, the Movement is a natural place to 
dump their frustrations. 




RE: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-26 Thread Peter

--- Rick Archer [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

 From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED]
 On Behalf Of lurkernomore20002000
 Sent: Wednesday, April 25, 2007 9:07 PM
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10
 easy steps
 
  
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com , Duveyoung
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 I once went to give the movement a donation, and I
 ended up having 
 to give it to this guy whose name escapes me (he
 drowned in rapids in 
 Central America.) 
 
 Bobby Warren. His last words supposedly were, I'm
 the worlds 
 greatest diver
 
 Actually it was, Hey, did you know that I'm the
 world's greatest expert at
 swimming under waterfalls? He swam under the
 waterfall and the force of the
 water pushed him out and he drowned. Tim Jones had
 to carry his body out in
 a muddy 6 hour hike, along with some helpers, and
 then deal with all sorts
 of red tape to get his body out of Costa Rica and
 back to the US for burial.

Bobby Warren was irritating in life and apparently
irritating for some people in death! God bless Bobby,
but he was a pathological liar. Strange/interesting
dude to say the least.




 
 


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[FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-26 Thread new . morning
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

 
 --- Rick Archer [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
  From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
  [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED]
  On Behalf Of lurkernomore20002000
  Sent: Wednesday, April 25, 2007 9:07 PM
  To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
  Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10
  easy steps
  
   
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
  mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com , Duveyoung
  no_reply@ wrote:
  
  I once went to give the movement a donation, and I
  ended up having 
  to give it to this guy whose name escapes me (he
  drowned in rapids in 
  Central America.) 
  
  Bobby Warren. His last words supposedly were, I'm
  the worlds 
  greatest diver
  
  Actually it was, Hey, did you know that I'm the
  world's greatest expert at
  swimming under waterfalls? He swam under the
  waterfall and the force of the
  water pushed him out and he drowned. Tim Jones had
  to carry his body out in
  a muddy 6 hour hike, along with some helpers, and
  then deal with all sorts
  of red tape to get his body out of Costa Rica and
  back to the US for burial.
 
 Bobby Warren was irritating in life and apparently
 irritating for 
 some people 
 in death! God bless Bobby,
 but he was a pathological liar. Strange/interesting
 dude to say the least.

I have no reason to believe Judy is actually irritated by him. 



:)



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-26 Thread Bhairitu
Peter wrote:
 --- Rick Archer [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

   
 From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED]
 On Behalf Of lurkernomore20002000
 Sent: Wednesday, April 25, 2007 9:07 PM
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10
 easy steps

  

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com , Duveyoung
 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
 I once went to give the movement a donation, and I
 ended up having 
 to give it to this guy whose name escapes me (he
 drowned in rapids in 
 Central America.) 

 Bobby Warren. His last words supposedly were, I'm
 the worlds 
 greatest diver

 Actually it was, Hey, did you know that I'm the
 world's greatest expert at
 swimming under waterfalls? He swam under the
 waterfall and the force of the
 water pushed him out and he drowned. Tim Jones had
 to carry his body out in
 a muddy 6 hour hike, along with some helpers, and
 then deal with all sorts
 of red tape to get his body out of Costa Rica and
 back to the US for burial.
 

 Bobby Warren was irritating in life and apparently
 irritating for some people in death! God bless Bobby,
 but he was a pathological liar. Strange/interesting
 dude to say the least.
He introduced me to the Vivekananda Center in Seattle because it was a 
good place to get incense.   Bobby was a pretty decent guy until the 
TMO corrupted him



[FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-26 Thread Duveyoung
Kenny,

Thank you for giving me an alternate viewpoint -- I need all the
emotionally balancing stories I can get if I'm to give my intellect
enough space to create some clarity.  Your truth has at least somewhat
slowed Ego The Ninny's ricocheting from stress knot to stress knot
inside my cranium.

My personal movement karma is my own, and however it may swab my
vision with an opaque pastiche of recriminations, I cannot gainsay
anyone else's less tinted experiences. The very fact that the movement
has lasted this long is a proof that it DOES do things rightly most of
the time and doesn't trigger negativity in the minds of the true
believers.  So, all those well handled folks are going to naturally
think my experiences are odd, rare, and my own doings for the most
part.  Hey, maybe I really pissed Bobby Warren off just before I told
him about the donation, right?  Maybe he lost a loved one just before
I arrived. I didn't know jack about Bob.

Kenny, I'm thinking you're telling the straight truth, and, yep, I'm
not easily fitting it into my dataset of all things TMOish.  In fact,
I think it might be one of the most hopeful signs I've ever had about
Hagelin and Morris.  I should send them an apology, cuz I sure
would've put money down that you'd have lost your badge.  If J  B are
lurking here, sorry!

On the other hand, there's other stories like my own, much worse tales
than mine actually, and the movement just never clears them up for us.  

You'd think that the movement would show all the records of the Kaplan
money exchanges, get it all on the table, and show the world that it
is completely above any suspicions.  And, since it happened, Kaplan's
karma was deserved, but hey, the movement had the karma too, eh?  

But we get what from the movement on this issue?  

Here's what we get:  in the film Young Frankenstein we see Igor (Marty
Feldman) with his hunchback being offered corrective surgery for his
condition.  Igor says, What hump? 
http://youtube.com/watch?v=jvrqoCCia_g

What problems?  We don ga no steeenkink problems!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=HaxURLFn6jU

The movement's course office makes these decisions all the time that
are never explained to us.  As an American raised personality, habeas
corpus, until, you know, Bushco, was my common expectation whenever
I've found myself restricted; I've expected to be treated as an adult
and to have the grievances against me fully explained and that I would
be given a chance to rectify, clarify, challenge, etc.  

The fact that the movement cannot be bothered in most instances to
explain itself is certainly the way of the corporate world today,
but I gave my heart to the movement, it was a love affair, and the
public face of the movement was as welcoming as Amma's hugs, and
thousands of us bought into it and thought we'd arrived home where the
heart is, that troubles would be dealt with, that none would be
forsaken and tossed into the outer darkness.  Like that --
romantically naive to the hilt was me.  And now I have all the anger
of a jilted spouse.  My bad.  I set myself up for it.  Thank you,
Byron Katie.

But, really now, didn't we all have that expectation that Maharishi
would be the kindest of gurus, the most understanding, the most
forgiving, the most patient with stress ladened ignorance, THE ONE,
you know?  And, even if we knew he couldn't take the time to be a
personal guru, we expected that the movement would be his manifest
heart, right?  Again, my own romantic claptrap here, but didn't most
of us think this way when we first started out with the movement? 
Even those who'd love to have a good whack on the back from a Zen
master's stick have found that the movement's whacks don't always come
in a timely and proper fashion -- just when one's head is dipping in
meditation -- but rather, that they come without proven merit.

Of course, any corporation dealing with the masses will have to bear
the travail brought to it by those who are several standard deviations
from the marketing mean.  The very smart and able, and the very dull
and, well, goofy-assed, will be those who rub the movement with the
most friction, and how they're treated will be the bookending of the
movement's self-policing policy's spectrum.  I may be one of the
goofy-assed for all I know, and your experiences, not mine, are the
norm.  

In fact, yeah, I am goofy-assed, but my point remains, the movement
didn't know how to handle me such that I stayed in the movement -- nor
did it know how to keep any of the others it's tossed -- including
Kaplan with half a frickin billion dollar net worth and addicted to
being a movement insider with access to Maharishi, including Chopra
who sprang to international cred by delightfully fleshing out the
movement's mystic bones for the masses, including Jerry Jarvis,
including Charlie Lutes. 

Yet the movement showed tapes to all of us as Andy Rymer was telling
Maharishi about his experiences, and the movement never quashed the
hot blood blasting 

[FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-26 Thread Jason Spock
 
  My TM-tutor told me that this happened two years before King Nader made 
his epoch- making discovery of the presence of the Veda in the Human 
Physiology in 1994.
   
  Would you or anyone else in this group tell me of Maharishi's itenary for 
the year 1992.?
   
  Thanks.

nablusoss1008 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  Date: Thu, 26 Apr 2007 06:58:21 -
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps


Maharishi was nowhere near India in 1992. If you want to be taken 
serious when you are spreading your poison, then better as a minimum 
stick to simple facts. 

  --- Jason Spock jedi_spock@ ... wrote:
 
 Chopra's father stabilised Maharishi when he was sick in 1992, in 
india and sent him to London.
 
 Do you think Maharishi is grateful to Chopra for that.?? Why 
erase all traces of his association with the TM mov 't.??
   

   
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[FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-25 Thread Duveyoung
The TM fascists did this too.

 1. Invoke a terrifying internal and external enemy

The CIA was said to have infiltrated the TM movement, Christians were
openly trying to stop the movement in schools and were considered as
evil, L.B. was publishing a rag of unstressing.  Easy to make
enemies appear out of nowhere -- like aces in the hand of a card shark.

 2. Create a gulag

One loses one's dome badge, and one is instantly an outsider.  The
meditating kids sent to the public schools were, as if, sent to a
gulag.  The shame of our community is that it sent half the tuition
money to International instead of using it to keep all our kids inside
our group hug.  Many people were banned to such a degree that if one
was to associate with that person, one would get on the same
blacklist.  I was personally told -- immediately after becoming an
initiator -- that I was never to have anything to do with Johnny Gray.
 Why?  Don't ask, they warned.  The movement has never been shy about
telling us who was not to be listened to or otherwise one would be
sent to the psychological gulag of outside status.

 3. Develop a thug caste

The course office personnel.  Then there were those nazi-types in
Germany who tried to completely surround Maharishi and cut him off
from the rest of the movement.  Maharishi has treated many
international thugs-dictators with more respect than most meditators
EVER get from the movement. Try to get Bevan to listen to anything
negative about the movement and see if he doesn't immediately come off
as a dictator with all the rights and privileges thereof.  I once went
to give the movement a donation, and I ended up having to give it to
this guy whose name escapes me (he drowned in rapids in Central
America.)  Well, I come in the door, and I say, I'm here to give a
donation, and he snapped his fingers at me exactly like a Nazi
commandant and said, Give to me, in a very brusque voice.  He took
the check and never said or even hinted at a thank you.  I was
dismissed without another word from him.  That was one of my BETTER
moments with movement types.

 4. Set up an internal surveillance system

I was blacklisted during teacher training, and I got off by knowing
someone who had clout -- otherwise, I'd still be there -- wouldn't
have gotten my mantras.  When I was interviewed by Maharishi during a
pre-technique interview, he wrote next to my photo, clean now,
meaning my beard in the photo had been shaved.  Anyone in the movement
think they're not being watched?  I have had perfect status since I
got off the blacklist, was a very strong initiator, ran a center for
eight years, taught 3% of Napa, CA to meditate, and lived on almost
zero income, moved to Fairfield, did dome twice daily, raised my kids
with the dogma, and yet, because I'm posting here, I'm willing to bet
that I cannot get a dome badge now.  

 5. Harass citizens' groups

Ask L.B. about this.  Ask how almost anyone in power in the movement
can arch an eyebrow and say, Maharishi wouldn't like that, and
suddenly, one understands about the subtlety of harassment. 

 6. Engage in arbitrary detention and release

I was called on the carpet when I got on the blacklist.  I had to
explain myself, then I was released, and of course, I told my story
to others and the fear spread from that too.  Sigh.

 7. Target key individuals

So many cannot show their faces in Fairfield and have any hope of
comfort.  Anyone with a dome badge just cannot be free; the party
line is spewed by everyone or they're banned; the targeting of
individuals is done in the back room, and no one hardly ever is told
why or how to rectify the situation.

 8. Control the press

Ask L.B. how long his rag was allowed to be freely distributed on
campus.  Ask anyone who has ever worked on any TM publication if their
ideas had any chance of being sincerely attended to if it involved,
you know, suggesting less gold ink, or perhaps marketing might be
improved by using less photos of groups of smarmy looking Hindus who
were seemingly on the verge of death but who were on the stage and
posing as great health practitioners -- whatever, there was no freedom
to be creative outside the TM box.  
 
 9. Dissent equals treason

Ask John Lennon why he left India.  Once you cross the movement in
some serious way, it just becomes clear immediately that a bridge has
been burned forever, that the movement NEVER was really interested in
dialog -- only brainwashing and groveling.

 10. Suspend the rule of law

When I'd finally saved up enough credits by initiating to get on a
sidhi course, they said, All that money's been taken away.  Luckily,
it was just then a new policy, and I was able to squeak loudly
enough to get the course.  But the movement will make up any rule and
expect that if one is harmed by that that one much just suck it up and
shut completely up about it, and never, never, never expect the
movement to respect one for any amount of true believerism on one's
part.  Ask Chopra.  After 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-25 Thread MDixon6569
 
In a message dated 4/25/07 2:28:49 P.M. Central Daylight Time,  
[EMAIL PROTECTED] writes:

Well, I  come in the door, and I say, I'm here to give a
donation, and he snapped  his fingers at me exactly like a Nazi
commandant and said, Give to me, in  a very brusque voice. He took
the check and never said or even hinted at a  thank you. I was



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[FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-25 Thread Jason Spock
 
Chopra's father stabilised Maharishi when he was sick in 1992, in india and 
sent him to London.
   
Do you think Maharishi is grateful to Chopra for that.??  Why erase all 
traces of his association with the TM mov 't.??

Duveyoung [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
  Date: Wed, 25 Apr 2007 19:24:12 -
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

   
  The TM fascists did this too.

 1. Invoke a terrifying internal and external enemy

The CIA was said to have infiltrated the TM movement, Christians were
openly trying to stop the movement in schools and were considered as
evil, L.B. was publishing a rag of unstressing.  Easy to make
enemies appear out of nowhere -- like aces in the hand of a card shark.

 2. Create a gulag

One loses one's dome badge, and one is instantly an outsider. The
meditating kids sent to the public schools were, as if, sent to a
gulag. The shame of our community is that it sent half the tuition
money to International instead of using it to keep all our kids inside
our group hug. Many people were banned to such a degree that if one
was to associate with that person, one would get on the same
blacklist. I was personally told -- immediately after becoming an
initiator -- that I was never to have anything to do with Johnny Gray.
Why? Don't ask, they warned. The movement has never been shy about
telling us who was not to be listened to or otherwise one would be
sent to the psychological gulag of outside status.

 3. Develop a thug caste

The course office personnel. Then there were those nazi-types in
Germany who tried to completely surround Maharishi and cut him off
from the rest of the movement. Maharishi has treated many
international thugs-dictators with more respect than most meditators
EVER get from the movement. Try to get Bevan to listen to anything
negative about the movement and see if he doesn't immediately come off
as a dictator with all the rights and privileges thereof. I once went
to give the movement a donation, and I ended up having to give it to
this guy whose name escapes me (he drowned in rapids in Central America) 
  Well, I come in the door, and I say, I'm here to give a
donation, and he snapped his fingers at me exactly like a Nazi
commandant and said, Give to me, in a very brusque voice. He took
the check and never said or even hinted at a thank you. I was
dismissed without another word from him. That was one of my BETTER
moments with movement types.

 4. Set up an internal surveillance system

I was blacklisted during teacher training, and I got off by knowing
someone who had clout -- otherwise, I'd still be there -- wouldn't
have gotten my mantras. When I was interviewed by Maharishi during a
pre-technique interview, he wrote next to my photo, clean now,
meaning my beard in the photo had been shaved. Anyone in the movement
think they're not being watched? I have had perfect status since I
got off the blacklist, was a very strong initiator, ran a center for
eight years, taught 3% of Napa, CA to meditate, and lived on almost
zero income, moved to Fairfield, did dome twice daily, raised my kids
with the dogma, and yet, because I'm posting here, I'm willing to bet
that I cannot get a dome badge now. 

 5. Harass citizens' groups

Ask L.B. about this. Ask how almost anyone in power in the movement
can arch an eyebrow and say, Maharishi wouldn't like that, and
suddenly, one understands about the subtlety of harassment. 

 6. Engage in arbitrary detention and release

I was called on the carpet when I got on the blacklist. I had to
explain myself, then I was released, and of course, I told my story
to others and the fear spread from that too. Sigh.

 7. Target key individuals

So many cannot show their faces in Fairfield and have any hope of
comfort. Anyone with a dome badge just cannot be free; the party
line is spewed by everyone or they're banned; the targeting of
individuals is done in the back room, and no one hardly ever is told
why or how to rectify the situation.

 8. Control the press

Ask L.B. how long his rag was allowed to be freely distributed on
campus. Ask anyone who has ever worked on any TM publication if their
ideas had any chance of being sincerely attended to if it involved,
you know, suggesting less gold ink, or perhaps marketing might be
improved by using less photos of groups of smarmy looking Hindus who
were seemingly on the verge of death but who were on the stage and
posing as great health practitioners -- whatever, there was no freedom
to be creative outside the TM box. 

 9. Dissent equals treason

Ask John Lennon why he left India. Once you cross the movement in
some serious way, it just becomes clear immediately that a bridge has
been burned forever, that the movement NEVER was really interested in
dialog -- only brainwashing and groveling.

 10. Suspend the rule of law

When I'd finally saved up enough credits by initiating to get on a
sidhi course, they said, All that money's been taken away. Luckily

[FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-25 Thread Kenny H
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

 and yet, because I'm posting here, I'm willing to bet
 that I cannot get a dome badge now.  
 

Edg

I used to post here fairly often, I was fairly critical about some
things, and, in fact, I wrote letters to both Hagelin and Bevan
telling them that I personally knew of instances where they had slept
with married movement ladies and did not appreciate their lording it
over others while being deceitful themselves, even got responses back
from each of their assistants, and applied to go to Fairfield a few
months ago when the big push was on, and was accepted to the course. 

Kenny H. 



  5. Harass citizens' groups
 
 Ask L.B. about this.  Ask how almost anyone in power in the movement
 can arch an eyebrow and say, Maharishi wouldn't like that, and
 suddenly, one understands about the subtlety of harassment. 
 
  6. Engage in arbitrary detention and release
 
 I was called on the carpet when I got on the blacklist.  I had to
 explain myself, then I was released, and of course, I told my story
 to others and the fear spread from that too.  Sigh.
 
  7. Target key individuals
 
 So many cannot show their faces in Fairfield and have any hope of
 comfort.  Anyone with a dome badge just cannot be free; the party
 line is spewed by everyone or they're banned; the targeting of
 individuals is done in the back room, and no one hardly ever is told
 why or how to rectify the situation.
 
  8. Control the press
 
 Ask L.B. how long his rag was allowed to be freely distributed on
 campus.  Ask anyone who has ever worked on any TM publication if their
 ideas had any chance of being sincerely attended to if it involved,
 you know, suggesting less gold ink, or perhaps marketing might be
 improved by using less photos of groups of smarmy looking Hindus who
 were seemingly on the verge of death but who were on the stage and
 posing as great health practitioners -- whatever, there was no freedom
 to be creative outside the TM box.  
  
  9. Dissent equals treason
 
 Ask John Lennon why he left India.  Once you cross the movement in
 some serious way, it just becomes clear immediately that a bridge has
 been burned forever, that the movement NEVER was really interested in
 dialog -- only brainwashing and groveling.
 
  10. Suspend the rule of law
 
 When I'd finally saved up enough credits by initiating to get on a
 sidhi course, they said, All that money's been taken away.  Luckily,
 it was just then a new policy, and I was able to squeak loudly
 enough to get the course.  But the movement will make up any rule and
 expect that if one is harmed by that that one much just suck it up and
 shut completely up about it, and never, never, never expect the
 movement to respect one for any amount of true believerism on one's
 part.  Ask Chopra.  After he'd gotten so many media cameras to think,
 Hey, maybe this TM thing works, cuz look here's a very together guy
 espousing it -- with credentials no less -- the movement dumped him
 like he was radioactive and then tried revisionist history making as
 they erased all traces of his association with TM.
 
 Edg the Badgeless





[FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-25 Thread lurkernomore20002000
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

  I once went to give the movement a donation, and I ended up having 
to give it to this guy whose name escapes me (he drowned in rapids in 
Central America.)  

Bobby Warren.  His last words supposedly were, I'm the worlds 
greatest diver
 
lurk

P.S.  Great riff




RE: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

2007-04-25 Thread Rick Archer
From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED]
On Behalf Of lurkernomore20002000
Sent: Wednesday, April 25, 2007 9:07 PM
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascist America, in 10 easy steps

 

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com , Duveyoung [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

I once went to give the movement a donation, and I ended up having 
to give it to this guy whose name escapes me (he drowned in rapids in 
Central America.) 

Bobby Warren. His last words supposedly were, I'm the worlds 
greatest diver

Actually it was, Hey, did you know that I'm the world's greatest expert at
swimming under waterfalls? He swam under the waterfall and the force of the
water pushed him out and he drowned. Tim Jones had to carry his body out in
a muddy 6 hour hike, along with some helpers, and then deal with all sorts
of red tape to get his body out of Costa Rica and back to the US for burial.