[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread satvadude108
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jst...@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB no_reply@ wrote:
 snip
  Basically, the way I see it, all these TBs
  are melting down for two reasons. The first
  is because we're talking about sex as if it
  were normal to have sex. Many of these people
  are so uptight that they don't believe that.
  But the second reason is that we are talking
  about Maharishi the way we would talk about
  any other man on the planet, as if he weren't
  in any way special. We're cutting him no
  special breaks for being holy. 
  
  AND THAT MAKES THEM CRAZY.
 
 blahblahblahblah liar blahblahblahblahblahblahblah
 dishonest blahblahblahblahblah lie blahblahblahblah
 blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah lying
 blah hypocritical blahblahblahblahblah delusions blah
 blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
 malicious blahblah venting blahblahblahblahblah
 blahblah reprehensible.
 
 blahblahblahblahblah hallucinating blahblahblahblah
 translation blah paraniod blahblahblahblahblahblah
 blahblahblah disingenuous blahblah falsehood blah
 misrepresentation blah.
  
 blah stooopid blahblah reallystoopid blahblahblah
 reallySTOOPID blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
 REALLYREALLYSTOOPID blahblah.


*sigh*
Can it make 'em crazy if they already are?
And so it goes.



[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread Richard M
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jst...@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB no_reply@ wrote:
 snip
  Basically, the way I see it, all these TBs
  are melting down for two reasons. The first
  is because we're talking about sex as if it
  were normal to have sex. Many of these people
  are so uptight that they don't believe that.
  But the second reason is that we are talking
  about Maharishi the way we would talk about
  any other man on the planet, as if he weren't
  in any way special. We're cutting him no
  special breaks for being holy. 
  
  AND THAT MAKES THEM CRAZY.
 
 Uh, no, doesn't make me crazy, sorry. What *annoys*
 me is the lengths you and other TM critics will go
 to in order to find some excuse, no matter how
 ridiculous and far-fetched, to dump on him. Goodness
 knows he had plenty of very human faults; there's
 really no need to make any more up except as a way
 of venting one's spleen yet again.
 
 The fault you're making up here isn't homosexuality;
 that wouldn't be a fault. What you're doing is making
 up his purported homosexuality in order to make up the
 fault of hypocrisy, given his homophobic views. Those
 views themselves were bad enough.
 

Quite so Judy. 

Barry's hypothesis is that the heat generated in this topic is
caused by the view that MMY was not just a man. You're 
demonstrating the falsity of that I'd say.

I would say too that the charge of hypocrisy is rather glib 
(as is the whole topic IMO). It is NOT in itself hypocritical to
have homosexual tendencies and also to express the view that
homosexuality is a sin. It might be hypocrisy though to express
that view and actually indulge those tendencies (though from
a Christian view of sin, it may not be as simple as that).

You say What *annoys* me is the lengths you and other TM
critics will go to in order to find some excuse, no matter how
ridiculous and far-fetched, to dump on him. I think you make a 
valid point.

Is the topic an exercise in curiosity? In friendly discussion? An
attempt to get at the truth of something? Humour? Or is it purely
to push buttons?

Well that's a judgement call - who knows *The Truth* (as Barry might
say). We have our opinion that's all. If we intuit the latter - 
that it is just provocation with perhaps a lack of sincerity - then
annoyance is absolutely appropriate.

It's as if someone were to walk naked into a posh golf club dinner.
Oh my, see how these middle class, butt-clenched, up-tight folks
REACT to my freedom of expression. They are so sexually repressed
that they can't hack it. Ha! Ha! 

Well, no. That's just juvenile. The negative reaction is to the
INTENT to provoke. To the hostility behind the action, not to the
action itself. (They may be middle class, butt-clenched, up-tight
folks notwithstanding).

Pushing buttons? To my mind that's just bad manners. Why not 
retaliate?

But it is, as I say, something you judge - that is to say the
intention behind the action. I don't judge the same as you on
a lot of Barry's posts I suppose. 

So, let's see, how do I finish off? Just my opinion of course.

 Again, goodness knows he exhibited other hypocrisies.
 It looks as though you're bored with complaining
 about his real hypocrisies, so you have to conjure
 up a new one, on the basis of zero evidence.




[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread TurquoiseB
Richard,

I am NOT going to reply the way Judy would 
and try to vilify you for expressing your
opinion. Instead, I am going to piggyback
on your expressed opinion and offer mine.

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Richard M compost...@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote:
 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB no_reply@ wrote:
  snip
   Basically, the way I see it, all these TBs
   are melting down for two reasons. The first
   is because we're talking about sex as if it
   were normal to have sex. Many of these people
   are so uptight that they don't believe that.
   But the second reason is that we are talking
   about Maharishi the way we would talk about
   any other man on the planet, as if he weren't
   in any way special. We're cutting him no
   special breaks for being holy. 
   
   AND THAT MAKES THEM CRAZY.
  
  Uh, no, doesn't make me crazy, sorry. What *annoys*
  me is the lengths you and other TM critics will go
  to in order to find some excuse, no matter how
  ridiculous and far-fetched, to dump on him. Goodness
  knows he had plenty of very human faults; there's
  really no need to make any more up except as a way
  of venting one's spleen yet again.
  
  The fault you're making up here isn't homosexuality;
  that wouldn't be a fault. What you're doing is making
  up his purported homosexuality in order to make up the
  fault of hypocrisy, given his homophobic views. Those
  views themselves were bad enough.
 
 Quite so Judy. 
 
 Barry's hypothesis is that the heat generated in this topic is
 caused by the view that MMY was not just a man. You're 
 demonstrating the falsity of that I'd say.

I would say instead that the heat WITH 
WHICH she responds and the WAY she responds
rather confirms my theory. 

The bottom line of my thesis (which I will
address in some length below, where approp-
riate), is that you and Judy seem to see 
nothing either questionable or wrong with
getting your buttons pushed and retaliating.

My thesis is that such retaliation, and the
seemingly compulsive need to indulge in it,
reveals a great deal more about the retaliator
than it does the person being retaliated
against. 

 I would say too that the charge of hypocrisy is rather glib 
 (as is the whole topic IMO). 

I should point out, just for the record, that
I have not made that charge in any of the
posts in these threads. That's Curtis' schtick,
not mine. 

I have been merely looking at the phenomenon
of guru-bhakti from a different angle, without
trying to color it in the ways that spiritual
traditions color it. I think that to do so is
instructive and valuable. YMMV.

I am NOT, in any of these intellectual explor-
ations, trying to suggest that my alternative
view of guru-bhakti is the ONLY way to see the
phenomenon, or the right way to see the 
phenomenon, merely a different way. I present
it only as a different way of looking at the
phenomenon. I have done so *consistently* in
my contributions to the thread.

And yet many here have responded by getting
their buttons pushed and feeling a need to
retaliate.

My contention is that these people are idea-
phobic in the exact same way that some men
are homophobic. Their first reaction when they
hear a way of looking at the phenomenon of
guru-bhakti that disagrees with the way they
see it is to 1) get their emotional buttons
pushed, and 2) retaliate.

I'm sorry, but I'm Buddhist enough to believe
that anyone who reacts to a mere idea by not
only allowing that idea to push their emotional
buttons but allowing the idea to push them so
strongly that they feel the need to retaliate
is pretty lost in Maya.

 It is NOT in itself hypocritical to
 have homosexual tendencies and also to express the view that
 homosexuality is a sin. 

I would agree with this. I consider the current
Pope a closet homosexual, or at the very least
a man with *strong* homosexual tendencies him-
self. However, his belief system (and, from
stories we hear about him, his level of fanaticism)
is probably so strong that he would never ACT on
those tendencies himself. Therefore, if he were
to use his office to condemn homosexuality as a
sin, I would not see that as inherently hypocritical.

However, if that same Pope had, say, an emotional
connection with a male saint, one that periodically
reduced him to blubbering about him or becoming so
emotionally out of control when talking about him
that the *intensity* of his relationship with this
male saint and its possible deeper nature became
apparent, and *then* decried similar emotional
behavior between two men on the street, I might
consider that a little hypocritical.

My contention is that men in cloistered guru-
bhakti traditions often act in ways that would be
considered in *any other environment* gayer than
Liberace. They *weep* for the gurus they adore;
they compose syrupy songs and poems about them;
they treat them (and even refer to them) as their
masters. 

So what do you think is the 

[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread enlightened_dawn11
all the words in the world cannot help you escape the label of hypocrite.

to pretend as you so often and tiresomely do, that your motives here are 
tantric  and that you are merely expressing lofty and exceptional views and 
that those who respond to them negatively are lost in maya is just plain 
stupidity, imo.

it may work once or twice if you presented balanced views, but your intentions 
over the years have clearly been to denigrate and insult those who have a 
positive and unvarnished view of TM and the Maharishi. you delude yourself into 
thinking somehow that you are forcing us to consider another point of view and 
that we can't take it.

what we can't take is the juvenile rhetoric of a 60 year old man who thinks 
foolishly that he is broadening anyone's mind, when it is clear that he is 
expressing his prejudices and expecting those here to fawn all over this faux 
consciousness raising exercise.

you are someone who delights in pushing others' buttons and finding fault with 
their beliefs. so be it. but don't try to hide this as your opinion, when in 
fact it is your agenda. 

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB no_re...@... wrote:

 Richard,
 
 I am NOT going to reply the way Judy would 
 and try to vilify you for expressing your
 opinion. Instead, I am going to piggyback
 on your expressed opinion and offer mine.
 
snip



[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread TurquoiseB
I think that it is worth pointing out that I
did my best to reply unemotionally and without
vilification to Richard M's opinions, merely
bouncing off his opinion with my own.

Compare and contrast to what the man in the
dress (Jim, still maintaining the pretense that
he is not ed11 and that ed11 is a woman) does 
when commenting on my post. 

He DEMONSTRATES *everything* I talked about 
in my post to Richard M. He *clearly* has his 
emotional buttons pushed. He *clearly* is in 
retaliation mode. He *clearly* means to vilify 
me and attack me personally for the sin of 
expressing ideas that have pushed his buttons. 
And he *clearly* feels justified in doing so, 
as if such retaliation were acceptable and 
appropriate.

Not to mention that the man is pretending to be
a woman while commenting on a thread about the
possibly gay-tinted aspects of the guru-student
relationship.  :-)

There is NO NEED for me to denigrate and insult
people who hold *this kind* of positive view of 
TM and Maharishi. All I have to do is let them
speak. Especially the enlightened ones.  :-)

How's that private mailing list of yours working
out, Jimbo? Have you trained them to talk about
you the way that Maharishi talked about Guru Dev
yet? With that on your track record you're not
exactly in a position to claim that anyone else
has an agenda of wanting to be fawned over.


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, enlightened_dawn11 no_re...@... wrote:

 all the words in the world cannot help you escape the label 
 of hypocrite.
 
 to pretend as you so often and tiresomely do, that your 
 motives here are tantric  and that you are merely 
 expressing lofty and exceptional views and that those 
 who respond to them negatively are lost in maya is just 
 plain stupidity, imo.
 
 it may work once or twice if you presented balanced views, 
 but your intentions over the years have clearly been to 
 denigrate and insult those who have a positive and 
 unvarnished view of TM and the Maharishi. you delude 
 yourself into thinking somehow that you are forcing us 
 to consider another point of view and that we can't take it.
 
 what we can't take is the juvenile rhetoric of a 60 year 
 old man who thinks foolishly that he is broadening anyone's 
 mind, when it is clear that he is expressing his prejudices 
 and expecting those here to fawn all over this faux 
 consciousness raising exercise.
 
 you are someone who delights in pushing others' buttons 
 and finding fault with their beliefs. so be it. but don't 
 try to hide this as your opinion, when in fact it is your 
 agenda. 
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB no_reply@ wrote:
 
  Richard,
  
  I am NOT going to reply the way Judy would 
  and try to vilify you for expressing your
  opinion. Instead, I am going to piggyback
  on your expressed opinion and offer mine.
  
 snip





[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread Richard M
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB no_re...@... wrote:
[snip]
 The bottom line of my thesis (which I will
 address in some length below, where approp-
 riate), is that you and Judy seem to see 
 nothing either questionable or wrong with
 getting your buttons pushed and retaliating.
 
 My thesis is that such retaliation, and the
 seemingly compulsive need to indulge in it,
 reveals a great deal more about the retaliator
 than it does the person being retaliated
 against. 

[snip]

 I'm sorry, but I'm Buddhist enough to believe
 that anyone who reacts to a mere idea by not
 only allowing that idea to push their emotional
 buttons but allowing the idea to push them so
 strongly that they feel the need to retaliate
 is pretty lost in Maya.

[snip]

 Here is where we disagree, and disagree strongly.
 This is where you start to build up to your view
 that retaliation is somehow JUSTIFIED when
 you or someone else gets their emotional buttons 
 pushed as the result of hearing an idea that 
 they don't like. 
 
 You state above that such annoyance and (below)
 feeling a need to retaliate is absolutely
 appropriate.
 
 I disagree. I think that it's an indication of
 intellectual and emotional rigidity, and a kind
 of spiritual fascism that compels one to lash
 out at the people who hold ideas you don't like.

I do think that that a lot of the hard work of what you are saying 
here is done by the form of words you choose:

(push) emotional buttons + retaliatation + lash out

The form of words is itself a set of tinted spectacles IMO, an irony 
considering the title of the topic.

Hence the point of the nudist in the golf club analogy. It is possible 
to object to such provocation quite coolly and reasonably (someone 
just swinging his dick as you say. Whoever said it was a he? Not a 
dick-fancying Freudian slip there by any chance? ;-) ). i.e. the 
response could be one to which the words buttons pushed and 
retaliation would NOT be reasonable descriptions. 

Should such club members as are buddhists be required to be quietists 
in the face of such provocation? No, I don't see why. As long as they 
don't become overwhelmed by their reaction, become attached to the 
retaliation as one might say. 

By the same token they would be quite wrong to react disproprtionately. 
And wrong to react at all if they completely misjudged the situation. I 
once went to a very posh wedding in London where the father of the 
bride was a wealthy, retired dick-doctor. Unfortunately he was loosing 
his marbles and had the habit of undressing in public 
inappropriately.  Sure enough, in the middle of the ceremony, he had 
to be quietly ushered out, and everyone politely pretended not to 
notice. The *same* behaviour as in the golf club analogy was viewed 
quite differently in this case - and probably by quite similar sets of 
people! Its the perceived intent, not the thing itself that counts.

Actually I have loads of emotional buttons just waiting to be pushed. 
(but this topic didn't cut it for me in that way). Sometimes that's a 
problem; sometimes not. It's just not that simple.

As my guru would have it:

My yellow in this case is not so mellow
In fact I'm trying to say, it's frightened like me
And all of these emotions of mine keep holding me from
Giving my life to a rainbow like you

Maybe one day when I am enlightened ALL I AM will be buttons being 
pushed (or pushing themselves). Man, life will be good then...



[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread Richard J. Williams
  Barry's hypothesis is that the heat generated 
  in this topic is caused by the view that MMY was 
  not just a man. You're demonstrating the falsity 
  of that I'd say.
  
TurquoiseB wrote:
 I am NOT going to reply the way Judy would 
 and try to vilify you for expressing your
 opinion. Instead, I am going to piggyback
 on your expressed opinion and offer mine.
 
The guilty always scream the loudest. - John Manning

 I would say instead that the heat WITH 
 WHICH she responds and the WAY she responds
 rather confirms my theory. 
 
 The bottom line of my thesis (which I will
 address in some length below, where approp-
 riate), is that you and Judy seem to see 
 nothing either questionable or wrong with
 getting your buttons pushed and retaliating.
 
 My thesis is that such retaliation, and the
 seemingly compulsive need to indulge in it,
 reveals a great deal more about the retaliator
 than it does the person being retaliated
 against. 
 
 I should point out, just for the record, that
 I have not made that charge in any of the
 posts in these threads. That's Curtis' schtick,
 not mine. 
 
 I have been merely looking at the phenomenon
 of guru-bhakti from a different angle, without
 trying to color it in the ways that spiritual
 traditions color it. I think that to do so is
 instructive and valuable. YMMV.
 
 I am NOT, in any of these intellectual explor-
 ations, trying to suggest that my alternative
 view of guru-bhakti is the ONLY way to see the
 phenomenon, or the right way to see the 
 phenomenon, merely a different way. I present
 it only as a different way of looking at the
 phenomenon. I have done so *consistently* in
 my contributions to the thread.
 
 And yet many here have responded by getting
 their buttons pushed and feeling a need to
 retaliate.
 
 My contention is that these people are idea-
 phobic in the exact same way that some men
 are homophobic. Their first reaction when they
 hear a way of looking at the phenomenon of
 guru-bhakti that disagrees with the way they
 see it is to 1) get their emotional buttons
 pushed, and 2) retaliate.
 
 I'm sorry, but I'm Buddhist enough to believe
 that anyone who reacts to a mere idea by not
 only allowing that idea to push their emotional
 buttons but allowing the idea to push them so
 strongly that they feel the need to retaliate
 is pretty lost in Maya.
 
 I would agree with this. I consider the current
 Pope a closet homosexual, or at the very least
 a man with *strong* homosexual tendencies him-
 self. However, his belief system (and, from
 stories we hear about him, his level of fanaticism)
 is probably so strong that he would never ACT on
 those tendencies himself. Therefore, if he were
 to use his office to condemn homosexuality as a
 sin, I would not see that as inherently hypocritical.
 
 However, if that same Pope had, say, an emotional
 connection with a male saint, one that periodically
 reduced him to blubbering about him or becoming so
 emotionally out of control when talking about him
 that the *intensity* of his relationship with this
 male saint and its possible deeper nature became
 apparent, and *then* decried similar emotional
 behavior between two men on the street, I might
 consider that a little hypocritical.
 
 My contention is that men in cloistered guru-
 bhakti traditions often act in ways that would be
 considered in *any other environment* gayer than
 Liberace. They *weep* for the gurus they adore;
 they compose syrupy songs and poems about them;
 they treat them (and even refer to them) as their
 masters. 
 
 So what do you think is the *difference* that makes
 the expression of such emotional over-the-topness
 mere gay behavior when practiced by two men on 
 the street, but that somehow changes this SAME
 emotional over-the-topness into something else,
 something loftier or more spiritual when done
 in an ashram or a monastery or the Vatican?
 
 I'm just curious. Really. I don't see any difference.
 
 Then again, I'm Tantric. I think that two gay men
 expressing their deep and spiritual love for each
 other are IN NO WAY lesser or less spiritual than
 a student expressing bhaktied-out love for his
 guru or teacher. I see both as exactly the same
 phenomenon, colored by different ways of inter-
 preting the phenomenon depending on context.
 
 But she makes the point BASED ON A FALSE
 ASSUMPTION. That is, that someone expressing
 an idea about Maharishi that is contrary to
 the TMO's dogma about him or her view of him
 is de facto dumping on him.
 
 That is FUNDAMENTALISM. The overreaction 
 to it, in the form of getting your buttons 
 pushed by the idea and feeling the need to
 retaliate, is just that, an overreaction.
 The *perception* that someone who expresses
 an idea that you don't like about Maharishi
 is dumping on him is FALLACIOUS. It 
 assumes that the way YOU like to see 
 Maharishi is somehow the truth, or the 
 correct way of seeing him. 
 
 There is no correct way of seeing him. My
 sin in these 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread Vaj


On Apr 15, 2009, at 8:37 AM, TurquoiseB wrote:


How's that private mailing list of yours working
out, Jimbo? Have you trained them to talk about
you the way that Maharishi talked about Guru Dev
yet? With that on your track record you're not
exactly in a position to claim that anyone else
has an agenda of wanting to be fawned over.



It's not his private list, it's a private list of Rick and Tom's for  
enlightened TMers (etc.) that he's on.


As per my previous description, it mostly people talking about I, Me  
and Mine. A kind of epitome of the Me Decade...decades later.  
People who've been meditating for 30+ years, still talking about Me.  
Still talking about experiences. It's not unusual for someone to  
chime in 'I just had the most incredible experience of the  
relative...more later' as if we're all supposed to wait with baited  
breath for the details. It's kinda like having a window into where I  
was years and years ago, so anxious to talk about experiences and  
have people reinforce them. Or defend them. There's a limited span  
that is acceptable, outside of that, there's seems to be little  
understanding and the group seems more like a spiritual codependent  
group--a common pattern in similar satsangs. Jim mainly seems to dish  
out his typical regurgitated SCI, albeit to adoring fans of others  
still stuck in the SCI cum Neoadvaita Fairytale.


Don't worry, if you missed that you can always tune into Rory TV  
LIVE or recorded from Fairfield, IA and watch Rory get in touch with  
his inner cockroach (no, I'm not kidding), the Rory holidays and high  
days, all based on--you guessed it--the Rory calendar. There's  
nothing that says more about Me-ness that having your own calendar.  
He also has a well-spoken friend who does the same (although he  
doesn't have his own calendar or holidays yet). Other than  
masturbating into a mirror on TV, there's just no way to get more Me- 
ness that this.


Apparently this is what goes for spirituality in FF these daze...

[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread TurquoiseB
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradh...@... wrote:

 
 On Apr 15, 2009, at 8:37 AM, TurquoiseB wrote:
 
  How's that private mailing list of yours working
  out, Jimbo? Have you trained them to talk about
  you the way that Maharishi talked about Guru Dev
  yet? With that on your track record you're not
  exactly in a position to claim that anyone else
  has an agenda of wanting to be fawned over.
 
 
 It's not his private list, it's a private list of Rick and 
 Tom's for enlightened TMers (etc.) that he's on.

Ah, my mistake, and my apologies to Jimbo.
I misunderstood what you wrote about it some
time ago.

 As per my previous description, it mostly people talking 
 about I, Me and Mine. A kind of epitome of the Me 
 Decade...decades later.  
 People who've been meditating for 30+ years, still talking 
 about Me.  
 Still talking about experiences. It's not unusual for someone to  
 chime in 'I just had the most incredible experience of the  
 relative...more later' as if we're all supposed to wait with 
 baited breath for the details. It's kinda like having a window 
 into where I was years and years ago, so anxious to talk about 
 experiences and have people reinforce them. Or defend them. 
 There's a limited span that is acceptable, outside of that, 
 there's seems to be little understanding and the group seems 
 more like a spiritual codependent group--a common pattern in 
 similar satsangs. 

I've seen a few like that.

 Jim mainly seems to dish out his typical regurgitated SCI, 
 albeit to adoring fans of others still stuck in the SCI cum 
 Neoadvaita Fairytale.

I'm happy for him. That's the kind of If I say
I'm enlightened they will come environment he 
seems to have been hoping that FFL would be.

 Don't worry, if you missed that you can always tune into 
 Rory TV LIVE or recorded from Fairfield, IA and watch 
 Rory get in touch with his inner cockroach (no, I'm not 
 kidding), the Rory holidays and high days, all based on--
 you guessed it--the Rory calendar. There's nothing that 
 says more about Me-ness that having your own calendar.  

I dunno. Having a Rory clock telling Rory time
would probably be a little more Me.  :-)

Hi boys and girls...what time is it?

 Response from the audience  It's Rory time!!!

 He also has a well-spoken friend who does the same 
 (although he doesn't have his own calendar or holidays 
 yet). Other than masturbating into a mirror on TV, there's 
 just no way to get more Me-ness that this.

I'm still thinking you have overlooked the Me-
potential of the Ro(ry)lex. :-)

 Apparently this is what goes for spirituality in FF 
 these daze...

It actually sounds tame and fairly harmless compared
to what passed for spirituality in Santa Fe. Now THAT
was a Me-Zoo. The difference being that many of the
animals in that particular Zoo were not merely small-
town Me-gos. They were *name* Me-gos. They had large
followings and speaking tours and book contracts. 

So you tended to get Me-Wars. Very entertaining. Once,
after a particularly trying day with work, I felt the
need for a cathartic purge of some kind. So I looked
at the local Santa Fe paper to see what kind of good
Clockwork Orangean ultraviolence might be in town for
me to watch. I had a choice between going to see a
Toby Hooper (creator of The Texas Chainsaw Massacre)
horror film or going to a big public satsang that put
about a dozen of these folks on the same stage at the
same time. I went for the satsang, figuring it would
be more violent. I was not disappointed. Two of the
famous spiritual teachers actually got into a shoving
match and one pushed the other off the stage into the
orchestra pit of the theater. Now *that* is Me-ness. :-)

 




Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread Kirk


 you are someone who delights in pushing others' buttons and finding fault 
 with their beliefs. so be it. but don't try to hide this as your opinion, 
 when in fact it is your agenda.

-Barry is very intelligent and a great writer. I think he is pushing 
buttons to engage others not for any other reason than for entertainment. 
It's pretty clear to me that Barry is more at home in the gray areas of 
paradox and the uncertain than most others. Thus he likes to pome fun at 
people's certainty about unknowable subjects.  People's buttons get pushed. 
He has never pushed mine, so I am guessing that some people have bigger 
buttons than others. At any rate I believe that Barry finds any certainty in 
the mystical arena to be fodder for fools and subject for exploitation.  I 
am quite certain that Barry finds it a form of entertainment. Or else he 
couldn't have possibly interacted with Judy and the other AMT OG's for as 
long as he has.

Also it's quite obvious that TM and its cult environs have made a big 
impression upon him, or else he would have long ago moved on.  Like many, if 
not most TMers nowadays the shambles of the TM Movement were for them like a 
death resulting in the usual steps of acceptance starting with shock, then 
anger, and so on. we are most still caught up in that cycle somewhere, and 
few of us have adapted to the new and 'improved' TM Org.  Starting with the 
price increase of a few years back.

We are all exploring within ourselves whether we can support the Movement as 
it now stands with the emphasis on materialism and beurocratic rank and 
file.  The TMO is a Pandora's Box and it stands to reason that we are the 
forerunners of the old movement insofar as we at FFLife are the morphagenic 
meme explorers, each trying to cogitate through the extremely radical and 
controversial views of the Movement. So much of the Movement is merely 
supposition without any real solid basis in anyones experience.

I have been reading Psychoanalysis and Buddhism (Jeremy Saffran, 2003). 
In this book one of the authors discusses the differences of Zen systems, 
explaining two entirely discrete methodologies.  One of them the author 
describes as 'top down' and the other as 'bottom up.'  The top down system 
uses certain phrases, such as 'Mu' which means 'not' to arrive at the 
experience of oneness.  The bottom up system uses sitting meditation.  The 
former system can lead to experiences of onesess which can have a narcissism 
furthering tendency because one takes those experiences and feels 
condisention to others.  While the bottom up system takes one through a very 
hard system of rigorous sitting contemplation which is very painful, but 
which allows one to sit with their pain and thus start to feel a closeness 
to others through shared pain.

What I am arriving at, through this analogical view of Zen is that TM 
because it gives one mystical and profound experiences tends to make one 
feel superior to others. And this is clearly shown in the way Movement 
frontrunners show little compassion towards other people in general.

It is my thought that Barry constantly tries to open people's minds and 
hearts by elasticising them, which itself is bound to stir up trouble 
especially in those who hold onto a discursive and epistimological ethos 
separate from hard reality.

Hard reality is that we're all in the same boat and that this reality we 
face now is pretty much the only reality we can know.  Heaven on Earth, life 
after death, Gods and so on are really not subjects which can be answered, 
or if they can be, they are not answered in any systematic procedure for all 
people. This stream of thought alone tends to run counterindicatory to the 
whole basic premis of TM which is that anyone who can think a thought can 
reach unity consciousness through TM alone.

The history of the Movement proves otherwise, and that fact blows down the 
whole house of cards which Maharishi built.  In fact, nothing Maharishi 
taught is entirely the whole truth.  Much of what he accomplished he did so 
by playing on people's fears and former religious teachings.  The concept of 
heaven walking on earth is a Christian fundamental and Zionistic notion and 
is found nowhere in the Vedas except insofar as it pertains historically or 
mysthologically.  Nowhere in the Vedas does it say we can open a door onto 
sat Yuga.

My point is that anything less than full disclosure in a religious system is 
suspect, and so fair game to anyone who wishes to look into it.

Certainly one need not disrespect Maharishi to make such points, so maybe 
Barry crosses the line of good taste, and yet, as I noted heretofor, we are 
all ion a state of shock, anger, or suspended belief, at the death of 
Maharishi but moreso at the death of the TM Movement which we helped create 
through our blood sweat and tears, and calloused asses.

I don't blame Barry for his speaking volumns of irony.  I don't see why 
anyone does get shaken up by it.  

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread Vaj


On Apr 15, 2009, at 10:18 AM, TurquoiseB wrote:


Apparently this is what goes for spirituality in FF
these daze...


It actually sounds tame and fairly harmless compared
to what passed for spirituality in Santa Fe. Now THAT
was a Me-Zoo. The difference being that many of the
animals in that particular Zoo were not merely small-
town Me-gos. They were *name* Me-gos. They had large
followings and speaking tours and book contracts.



It is a relatively harmless, feel-good kinda thang. In fact, since  
these are enlightened TMers, expressing negativity is very verboten-- 
even talking about wrathful enlightened activity is sure to cause some  
disapproving messages.


(Incidentally I was tossed off without a word after the last message  
on Jim)


In fact, all of the TM we're enlightened satsangs I've attended were  
pretty harmless, relatively speaking, but on another level they were  
clear aberrations of authentic spirituality for the most part, serious  
departures from the traditions they claimed to be from. I remember the  
first one I went to was when a friend, an old time TM teacher,  
declared he was enlightened. He felt it was so important to share with  
others (even though almost no one was interested). Shortly thereafter  
he rented a hotel conference room and then begged all of his friends  
to come to a weekend lecture series. Needless to say, we all wondered  
why he just couldn't come to our house (or we could go to his) and he  
could tell us all about it for free. No, this knowledge was special  
and the teaching was meant to be shared and perpetuated with others.  
The money would help him share his message, which was how to get  
enlightened in a way that was easily understandable to all TM initiates.


Well, after much begging, we dished out a couple of hundred dollars  
and went. It was amazing how it was presented in very familiar TM  
instruction format and how the primary diagram looked suspiciously  
like the bubble diagram, but definitely unique in some ways. It  
turned out, most if not all of us learned nothing really new, and were  
out a couple hundred bucks. The only people who bought that he was  
actually enlightened was a couple of whom the husband thought he was  
enlightened and had some popular books out on crystals. They used to  
channel together. sigh It's too bad there wasn't a video-capable  
internet back then. He could have just set up a chat room like Rory  
does (and I could have been 300 dollars richer).


Shortly thereafter another person began claiming the same thing. This  
time it had something to do with the virgin Mary and grounding the  
energy into the world. She proselytized to all her friends, lectured  
wherever she could and would show up at any conference or new age  
gathering if they would let her in. Eventually her enlightenment got  
in the way of her marriage--or her marriage got in the way of her  
enlightenment--and her mission, and she and her husband went through a  
nasty divorce. I always enjoyed talking to her, but as her mission  
grew I found she really stopped listening to what others wanted to  
share and just wanted to preach her message. You couldn't just  
talk to her anymore. If you were around her, you were a potential  
part of spreading that message, that all.


Having seen all these kinda trips, it really helped me understand how,  
in an earlier era when seances were considered in, you could  
actually found something like the Theosophical Society. Both scenes  
ring with a similar level of authenticity (although the THeosophical  
Society was obviously much bigger and did some good work at the same  
time).

[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-15 Thread TurquoiseB
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Kirk kirk_bernha...@... wrote:

 Am I anyway close to the truth here Barry? Only you can tell me.

Nh. I'm just a liar and a minion of Satan with
an agenda straight from the bowels of Hell. Nabby 
and Judy are right. I am the very personification 
of evil.

But thanks for the balanced thoughts. They are a 
rarity on this forum. 





[FairfieldLife] Re: Viewing the world through desperate-colored glasses

2009-04-14 Thread authfriend
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB no_re...@... wrote:
snip
 Basically, the way I see it, all these TBs
 are melting down for two reasons. The first
 is because we're talking about sex as if it
 were normal to have sex. Many of these people
 are so uptight that they don't believe that.
 But the second reason is that we are talking
 about Maharishi the way we would talk about
 any other man on the planet, as if he weren't
 in any way special. We're cutting him no
 special breaks for being holy. 
 
 AND THAT MAKES THEM CRAZY.

Uh, no, doesn't make me crazy, sorry. What *annoys*
me is the lengths you and other TM critics will go
to in order to find some excuse, no matter how
ridiculous and far-fetched, to dump on him. Goodness
knows he had plenty of very human faults; there's
really no need to make any more up except as a way
of venting one's spleen yet again.

The fault you're making up here isn't homosexuality;
that wouldn't be a fault. What you're doing is making
up his purported homosexuality in order to make up the
fault of hypocrisy, given his homophobic views. Those
views themselves were bad enough.

Again, goodness knows he exhibited other hypocrisies.
It looks as though you're bored with complaining
about his real hypocrisies, so you have to conjure
up a new one, on the basis of zero evidence.