Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-25 Thread awoelfleba...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 

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---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :

 

 From: awoelflebater@... [FairfieldLife] FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Thursday, June 25, 2015 3:58 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote : ---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote : ---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :
 

 

 So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation,
 

 What, on the whole internet? I realize you don't get out much but this is 
rather far fetched.
 

 I am talking about spiritual groups related to TM
 

 

 I must say I'm impressed at your patience with this bullshit Xeno. But perhaps 
it's time to point out the irony in what's happening. Here we have a bunch of 
people with not much to say about anything claiming that mean old Bawee 
stopped them from posting because he was such a mean old meanie.
 

 And here they are pouring abuse on you in the same way they claim he used to 
get at them! I've said these people have no sense of awareness but isn't this 
taking it too far? I think that amoeba I posted about yesterday has a better 
grasp of what's going on than Ms Back for More.
 

 Lets make a challenge out of it. If it was the Big Bad Wolf stopping 
conversations here then why haven't they started again? How come it's looking 
more like a teenage girl's facebook page every day?
 

 If you were being prevented from posting, start posting. Start a thread, say 
something interesting, tell us something we didn't know, give us an insight 
into something - anything.
 But stop this dumb harassment of Xeno, you're just making yourself look 
stupid, he's got more to say than the rest of us put together. 
 

 If you can't manage a whole thread you can share brain cells until you've 
thought of something. Better still, have a look back through the archives at 
some of Barry's pieces about creative writing. He posted some good essays on 
how to get started on the subject because, like me, he got fed up of the lack 
of participation and one line posts that add nothing that infest this place. 
 

 But any appreciation of Barry's writing and contributions about archaeology, 
travel or history or even TV reviews would be a way of admitting that he made 
up a huge part of what was worth reading. Can't have that eh? Got to paint him 
bad and use him to blame your lack of meaningful participation on.
 

 When was the last time Judy started a thread? Hell, when was the first time 
Judy started a thread!
 

 Make an effort, stop the hypocritical bullshit or this place will drown in 
bland your pap.
 

 Sally Ann, it's time to ditch your blinkers and take a good look at what you 
write and why you write it. You're so full of shit half of the time and full of 
hypocrisy the other half all the while masquerading as this know-it-all, cocky 
Brit who could have a decent sense of humour if he wasn't so invested in being 
right so much of the time. Your attempt to play your buddy's mean card just 
makes you look like a shmuck when, in fact, you sometimes have worthwhile stuff 
to say. Stick to the worthwhile, I can be friendly and why bother about me if I 
don't have anything useful to say beyond what you find on your FB page (you are 
a member of FB, why? And why blame pap on FB as teenage girl, your misogyny is 
showing.)?
 

 At any rate, you can no more be objective about what I post than you can 
recognize your buddy as a troll. Why you're bringing Judy into this as somehow 
lacking based on her record of thread starting is the lamest thing I have 
seen in a while. What the hell are you saying? Carry on ignoring me, Sally, you 
are not someone who evidently has enough honesty and openness to really want 
answers or feedback to your rants.
 

 

 

 Xeno, until we removed the biggest impediment to a real conversation this 
place was being relentlessly moderated by that impediment. No one was exempt 
from his malicious and twisted lies and false allegations, not to mention 
bone-headed conclusions, except those who agreed with and stroked his ego. For 
you to assert that FFL, of all places, was the best place to find a decent 
conversation, is perverse if not simply bizarre.
 

 It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, or make out of them, not the 
people that propose them that I find interesting. What you do not like, skip 
over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps all of us have had an idol 
that did not live up to the image we pretended to ourselves that they were. In 
the movement, even shortly after one started to get involved with TM, there 
were strange warning signs something was amiss, and we would ignore it. The 
main problem is human beings are never ever really a match for the ideals they 
create. Still, we can sometimes extract value

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-25 Thread curtisdeltabl...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 You are really on to something.

FFL #1 Barrry is bad and keeps me from having interesting discussions here.
FFL #2 OK Barry is gone now, what do you want to say?
FFL #1 That Barry is bad.
FFL#2 Feel better now?



---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote :

 
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :

 

 From: awoelflebater@... [FairfieldLife] FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Thursday, June 25, 2015 3:58 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote : ---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote : ---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :
 

 

 So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation,
 

 What, on the whole internet? I realize you don't get out much but this is 
rather far fetched.
 

 I am talking about spiritual groups related to TM
 

 

 I must say I'm impressed at your patience with this bullshit Xeno. But perhaps 
it's time to point out the irony in what's happening. Here we have a bunch of 
people with not much to say about anything claiming that mean old Bawee 
stopped them from posting because he was such a mean old meanie.
 

 And here they are pouring abuse on you in the same way they claim he used to 
get at them! I've said these people have no sense of awareness but isn't this 
taking it too far? I think that amoeba I posted about yesterday has a better 
grasp of what's going on than Ms Back for More.
 

 Lets make a challenge out of it. If it was the Big Bad Wolf stopping 
conversations here then why haven't they started again? How come it's looking 
more like a teenage girl's facebook page every day?
 

 If you were being prevented from posting, start posting. Start a thread, say 
something interesting, tell us something we didn't know, give us an insight 
into something - anything.
 But stop this dumb harassment of Xeno, you're just making yourself look 
stupid, he's got more to say than the rest of us put together. 
 

 If you can't manage a whole thread you can share brain cells until you've 
thought of something. Better still, have a look back through the archives at 
some of Barry's pieces about creative writing. He posted some good essays on 
how to get started on the subject because, like me, he got fed up of the lack 
of participation and one line posts that add nothing that infest this place. 
 

 But any appreciation of Barry's writing and contributions about archaeology, 
travel or history or even TV reviews would be a way of admitting that he made 
up a huge part of what was worth reading. Can't have that eh? Got to paint him 
bad and use him to blame your lack of meaningful participation on.
 

 When was the last time Judy started a thread? Hell, when was the first time 
Judy started a thread!
 

 Make an effort, stop the hypocritical bullshit or this place will drown in 
bland your pap.
 

 

 

 

 

 Xeno, until we removed the biggest impediment to a real conversation this 
place was being relentlessly moderated by that impediment. No one was exempt 
from his malicious and twisted lies and false allegations, not to mention 
bone-headed conclusions, except those who agreed with and stroked his ego. For 
you to assert that FFL, of all places, was the best place to find a decent 
conversation, is perverse if not simply bizarre.
 

 It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, or make out of them, not the 
people that propose them that I find interesting. What you do not like, skip 
over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps all of us have had an idol 
that did not live up to the image we pretended to ourselves that they were. In 
the movement, even shortly after one started to get involved with TM, there 
were strange warning signs something was amiss, and we would ignore it. The 
main problem is human beings are never ever really a match for the ideals they 
create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of a 
much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.

 

 Funny, I wrote a post about this very thing to MJ. The big difference was I 
made it personal, I used I a lot whereas you tend to keep things in the 
abstract. Dry and brittle, a tad pedantic; I'm hoping you weren't a teacher or 
professor in your working days - the class would have been on snooze fer sure. 
Sorry, but it's true.
 

 No, I was not a teacher or a professor, so no one had to fall asleep on my 
account. I used to live next to a professor of engineering. He would come over 
and talk for hours in a monotone. Most of the time, in 'person' I don't talk 
that much. As for an 'I', you think you are a person. Too bad, what a loss.

 

 Ho, ho, hee, hee, snort. That is fucking hilarious!! And thank you for that. 
You have seriously missed the boat, lost the thread, stumbled off the platform. 
There is no loss Xeno, you evidently misunderstood something

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-25 Thread salyavin808

 

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 From: awoelflebater@... [FairfieldLife] FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Thursday, June 25, 2015 3:58 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote : ---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote : ---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :
 

 

 So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation,
 

 What, on the whole internet? I realize you don't get out much but this is 
rather far fetched.
 

 I am talking about spiritual groups related to TM
 

 

 I must say I'm impressed at your patience with this bullshit Xeno. But perhaps 
it's time to point out the irony in what's happening. Here we have a bunch of 
people with not much to say about anything claiming that mean old Bawee 
stopped them from posting because he was such a mean old meanie.
 

 And here they are pouring abuse on you in the same way they claim he used to 
get at them! I've said these people have no sense of awareness but isn't this 
taking it too far? I think that amoeba I posted about yesterday has a better 
grasp of what's going on than Ms Back for More.
 

 Lets make a challenge out of it. If it was the Big Bad Wolf stopping 
conversations here then why haven't they started again? How come it's looking 
more like a teenage girl's facebook page every day?
 

 If you were being prevented from posting, start posting. Start a thread, say 
something interesting, tell us something we didn't know, give us an insight 
into something - anything.
 But stop this dumb harassment of Xeno, you're just making yourself look 
stupid, he's got more to say than the rest of us put together. 
 

 If you can't manage a whole thread you can share brain cells until you've 
thought of something. Better still, have a look back through the archives at 
some of Barry's pieces about creative writing. He posted some good essays on 
how to get started on the subject because, like me, he got fed up of the lack 
of participation and one line posts that add nothing that infest this place. 
 

 But any appreciation of Barry's writing and contributions about archaeology, 
travel or history or even TV reviews would be a way of admitting that he made 
up a huge part of what was worth reading. Can't have that eh? Got to paint him 
bad and use him to blame your lack of meaningful participation on.
 

 When was the last time Judy started a thread? Hell, when was the first time 
Judy started a thread!
 

 Make an effort, stop the hypocritical bullshit or this place will drown in 
bland your pap.
 

 

 

 

 

 Xeno, until we removed the biggest impediment to a real conversation this 
place was being relentlessly moderated by that impediment. No one was exempt 
from his malicious and twisted lies and false allegations, not to mention 
bone-headed conclusions, except those who agreed with and stroked his ego. For 
you to assert that FFL, of all places, was the best place to find a decent 
conversation, is perverse if not simply bizarre.
 

 It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, or make out of them, not the 
people that propose them that I find interesting. What you do not like, skip 
over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps all of us have had an idol 
that did not live up to the image we pretended to ourselves that they were. In 
the movement, even shortly after one started to get involved with TM, there 
were strange warning signs something was amiss, and we would ignore it. The 
main problem is human beings are never ever really a match for the ideals they 
create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of a 
much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.

 

 Funny, I wrote a post about this very thing to MJ. The big difference was I 
made it personal, I used I a lot whereas you tend to keep things in the 
abstract. Dry and brittle, a tad pedantic; I'm hoping you weren't a teacher or 
professor in your working days - the class would have been on snooze fer sure. 
Sorry, but it's true.
 

 No, I was not a teacher or a professor, so no one had to fall asleep on my 
account. I used to live next to a professor of engineering. He would come over 
and talk for hours in a monotone. Most of the time, in 'person' I don't talk 
that much. As for an 'I', you think you are a person. Too bad, what a loss.

 

 Ho, ho, hee, hee, snort. That is fucking hilarious!! And thank you for that. 
You have seriously missed the boat, lost the thread, stumbled off the platform. 
There is no loss Xeno, you evidently misunderstood something when you became 
enlightened or read the wrong book or misinterpreted some sage. There is no 
too bad for living amid personhood. I can vouch for that. Whatever you have 
lost, you need to find it again, and soon before you leave that body of yours.
 

 It's all in the eye of the beholder

[FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread jason_gre...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 
Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me 
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech 
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an 
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly 
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to 
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's 
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along with Salyavin, MJ, Curtis 
move over to the abyss.  Let 'the abyss' be the mirror of 
fairfieldlife.

Hell, I wish someone like gullible fool comes back and 
takes over the moderatership from Buck.

Barry's posts were never designed to give people clarity. 
Barry's posts were designed to hurt people at the tender 
feeling level and make them look like idiots. There was a 
sadistic streak in his posts that befuddled people.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :

 No, he doesn't appear to be a psychopath. If anything, I am closer to being 
one than him. His career path, and the people he lives with probably would not 
have worked out that way if he were a psychopath. Psychopaths tend to be 
ingratiating, they have an ability to make you like them. Turq does not seem to 
have that ability to create a fake, loving façade that will fool most people, 
if anything, he is the opposite, an acquired taste that many here cannot 
stomach. You were trying to get Yahoo to interfere with freedom of speech here, 
and Rick did not care for such a threat. But now of course, freedom of speech 
is curtailed, just in another direction, a bit more in the direction of 
insanty, as he gave moderation to the one here most infected with religion. 
Religious people tend not to enjoy free speech when it comes to their sacred 
cows. I think all people who believe in a religion are insane, so apparently 
you would fall into that category. But it is a limited insanity. For example, 
you might know how to make a good cup of coffee, and know precisely how to 
proceed to accomplish that and have other skills. But the human mind comes to a 
strange disconnect when it comes to religious beliefs. It is felt they must be 
protected and that somehow they are different from other beliefs. But all 
beliefs have one characteristic, they are a pretence to knowledge which one 
does not really have, and religious beliefs tend to be programmed into the mind 
at an early age where the mind is very plastic and vulnerable and gullible. It 
is a form of conditioning that results in a mechanical response to certain 
kinds of input later in life. A spiritual life is one in which those 
conditioned beliefs are unwound and are replaced by something you would never 
in a million years expect.


 --- jason_green@... wrote :
 

 Too bad things ended this way for 'uncle tantra'. He is a 
high calibre intellectual, but unfortunately a horrendous 
psychopath. As Judy pointed out, he is so focussed on 
displaying his dazzling language skills that he loses 
objectivity.

This is what he said when I got bounced by Rick,

So IMO during this latest kerfuffle Jedi was just being an 
annoying Internet troll by trolling religious fanatic Jews. 
Dan, on the other hand, was trying to be a dictatorial 
bastard by trying to threaten Rick for not silencing him. 
Jedi was merely willing to diss religious fanatics. Dan was 
being *such* a dictatorial bastard that he was willing to 
try to get Yahoo to censure Fairfield Life or take it down 
because people on it were saying some things he didn't like. 
*That*, I am pretty sure, is what pushed Rick to act. In his 
own sick, twisted way, Dan was trying to do exactly the same 
thing that other asshole from the past was doing when he 
posted porn to FFL and then reported it to Yahoo, again in 
an attempt to get it taken down, and again for the same 
reason -- he didn't like what some people were saying about 
things he was attached to.

Jedi was merely expressing his opinion, no matter how 
crudely or stupidly. Dan was trying to force other people to 
do what *he* wanted them to do. Given a choice, I'd rather 
live with foul-mouthed critics like Jedi than live with the 
insane people like Dan. But Rick made the wisdom of 
Solomon choice and got rid of BOTH of them. Win-win. 
Congratulations, Rick.
399695 
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/FairfieldLife/conversations/messages/399695?soc_src=mailsoc_trk=ma

Agreed. Very Solomon-like, getting rid of both the 
12-year-old and the whiner. I don't auto delete jedi's 
posts, just nuke them at the first glimpse of crazy, which 
is much of the time. Dan, however, has been on my DNR list 
since he reappeared, but he *still* required maintenance, 
just to empty the folder collecting his posts. It's been 
like living alone but having to flush the toilet 100 times a 
day to get rid of someone else's shit. Good riddance.
399571 
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/FairfieldLife/conversations/messages/399571?soc_src=mailsoc_trk=ma


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Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]
Ha ha! Maybe I will.

  From: jason_gre...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 2:34 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
   
    

You know Xeno, about 14 years ago 'Uncle Tantra' was like a 
giant to me, battling the TM-mov't and other cults. As all 
three of us are basically on the same page philosophically, 
I did learn a lot from him.

But, as years of interaction showed he is not as perfect as 
I thought him to be.  I guess we all are human.  But, it's a 
fact that I learnt quite a number of valuable things from 
him.  

What I tried to explain is that his reaction when I was 
bounced, was almost brazen and callous. Some of his 
critiques about the TM-mov't a decade ago were well written 
and should be read by the people on the highest level in the 
mov't.  It seemed, he began to slowly deterioriate mentally 
as years rolled by.

Time is time, it eventually catches you, and you are 
history.

By the way, don't you think MJ should start the_abyss 
group.  The peak can be the north pole. The FairfieldLife 
the equator, and 'the abyss' the south pole.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :


Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend would 
root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not see 
the forest for the trees, and did not expound much on what she actually knew 
about the subjects she was criticising were discussing. It was all dissection 
and no integration. If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 years, you will 
find he also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend tried made people 
look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.


--- jason_green2@... wrote :


Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me 
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech 
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an 
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly 
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to 
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's 
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along with Salyavin, MJ, Curtis 
move over to the abyss.  Let 'the abyss' be the mirror of 
fairfieldlife.

Hell, I wish someone like gullible fool comes back and 
takes over the moderatership from Buck.

Barry's posts were never designed to give people clarity. 
Barry's posts were designed to hurt people at the tender 
feeling level and make them look like idiots. There was a 
sadistic streak in his posts that befuddled people.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :

No, he doesn't appear to be a psychopath. If anything, I am closer to being one 
than him. His career path, and the people he lives with probably would not have 
worked out that way if he were a psychopath. Psychopaths tend to be 
ingratiating, they have an ability to make you like them. Turq does not seem to 
have that ability to create a fake, loving façade that will fool most people, 
if anything, he is the opposite, an acquired taste that many here cannot 
stomach. You were trying to get Yahoo to interfere with freedom of speech here, 
and Rick did not care for such a threat. But now of course, freedom of speech 
is curtailed, just in another direction, a bit more in the direction of 
insanty, as he gave moderation to the one here most infected with religion. 
Religious people tend not to enjoy free speech when it comes to their sacred 
cows. I think all people who believe in a religion are insane, so apparently 
you would fall into that category. But it is a limited insanity. For example, 
you might know how to make a good cup of coffee, and know precisely how to 
proceed to accomplish that and have other skills. But the human mind comes to a 
strange disconnect when it comes to religious beliefs. It is felt they must be 
protected and that somehow they are different from other beliefs. But all 
beliefs have one characteristic, they are a pretence to knowledge which one 
does not really have, and religious beliefs tend to be programmed into the mind 
at an early age where the mind is very plastic and vulnerable and gullible. It 
is a form of conditioning that results in a mechanical response to certain 
kinds of input later in life. A spiritual life is one in which those 
conditioned beliefs are unwound and are replaced by something you would never 
in a million years expect.

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Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]
Reading your post about the warning signs soon after beginning TM - can you 
believe that when I first started I was so stupid I really believed that all 
the local TM teachers were enlightened???

  From: Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartax...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 3:12 PM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
   
    None of us are perfect, and there does seem to be a narrowing of one's 
focus on certain things as we move into older age. I wasn't on FFL in the early 
days, but sniping back and forth did seem to be increasing, it's basically a 
lower brain function. Maharishi seemed to be in much better form when he was 
younger too. Each conversation has two sides. I cannot see that those that 
opposed Turq so vociferously here really acted much better or more 
intelligently. I cannot see that the Peak with its absurd discussions of crop 
circles etc., is a Peak of intelligence. The goal, if you will, is to have the 
extremes of existence all functioning within that existence, not as separated 
things. 
So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation, but there is a dark 
cloud of suppression overhead at the moment, and so far it has been what seems 
to be personally selective. It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, 
or make out of them, not the people that propose them that I find interesting. 
What you do not like, skip over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps 
all of us have had an idol that did not live up to the image we pretended to 
ourselves that they were. In the movement, even shortly after one started to 
get involved with TM, there were strange warning signs something was amiss, and 
we would ignore it. The main problem is human beings are never ever really a 
match for the ideals they create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of 
a much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.
 

 From: jason_gre...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 6:34 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
   
    

You know Xeno, about 14 years ago 'Uncle Tantra' was like a 
giant to me, battling the TM-mov't and other cults. As all 
three of us are basically on the same page philosophically, 
I did learn a lot from him.

But, as years of interaction showed he is not as perfect as 
I thought him to be.  I guess we all are human.  But, it's a 
fact that I learnt quite a number of valuable things from 
him.  

What I tried to explain is that his reaction when I was 
bounced, was almost brazen and callous. Some of his 
critiques about the TM-mov't a decade ago were well written 
and should be read by the people on the highest level in the 
mov't.  It seemed, he began to slowly deterioriate mentally 
as years rolled by.

Time is time, it eventually catches you, and you are 
history.

By the way, don't you think MJ should start the_abyss 
group.  The peak can be the north pole. The FairfieldLife 
the equator, and 'the abyss' the south pole.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :


Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend would 
root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not see 
the forest for the trees, and did not expound much on what she actually knew 
about the subjects she was criticising were discussing. It was all dissection 
and no integration. If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 years, you will 
find he also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend tried made people 
look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.


--- jason_green2@... wrote :


Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me 
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech 
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an 
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly 
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to 
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's 
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along with Salyavin, MJ, Curtis 
move over to the abyss.  Let 'the abyss' be the mirror of 
fairfieldlife.

Hell, I wish someone like gullible fool comes back and 
takes over the moderatership from Buck.

Barry's posts were never designed to give people clarity. 
Barry's posts were designed to hurt people at the tender 
feeling level and make them look like idiots. There was a 
sadistic streak in his posts that befuddled people.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :

No, he doesn't appear to be a psychopath. If anything, I am closer to being one 
than him. His career path, and the people he lives with probably would not have 
worked out that way if he were a psychopath. Psychopaths tend to be 
ingratiating

[FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread anartax...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend 
would root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not 
see the forest for the trees, and did not expound much on what she actually 
knew about the subjects she was criticising were discussing. It was all 
dissection and no integration. If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 
years, you will find he also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend 
tried made people look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jason_green2@... wrote :

 
 
Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me 
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech 
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an 
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly 
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to 
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's 
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along with Salyavin, MJ, Curtis 
move over to the abyss.  Let 'the abyss' be the mirror of 
fairfieldlife.

Hell, I wish someone like gullible fool comes back and 
takes over the moderatership from Buck.

Barry's posts were never designed to give people clarity. 
Barry's posts were designed to hurt people at the tender 
feeling level and make them look like idiots. There was a 
sadistic streak in his posts that befuddled people.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :

 No, he doesn't appear to be a psychopath. If anything, I am closer to being 
one than him. His career path, and the people he lives with probably would not 
have worked out that way if he were a psychopath. Psychopaths tend to be 
ingratiating, they have an ability to make you like them. Turq does not seem to 
have that ability to create a fake, loving façade that will fool most people, 
if anything, he is the opposite, an acquired taste that many here cannot 
stomach. You were trying to get Yahoo to interfere with freedom of speech here, 
and Rick did not care for such a threat. But now of course, freedom of speech 
is curtailed, just in another direction, a bit more in the direction of 
insanty, as he gave moderation to the one here most infected with religion. 
Religious people tend not to enjoy free speech when it comes to their sacred 
cows. I think all people who believe in a religion are insane, so apparently 
you would fall into that category. But it is a limited insanity. For example, 
you might know how to make a good cup of coffee, and know precisely how to 
proceed to accomplish that and have other skills. But the human mind comes to a 
strange disconnect when it comes to religious beliefs. It is felt they must be 
protected and that somehow they are different from other beliefs. But all 
beliefs have one characteristic, they are a pretence to knowledge which one 
does not really have, and religious beliefs tend to be programmed into the mind 
at an early age where the mind is very plastic and vulnerable and gullible. It 
is a form of conditioning that results in a mechanical response to certain 
kinds of input later in life. A spiritual life is one in which those 
conditioned beliefs are unwound and are replaced by something you would never 
in a million years expect.








Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread awoelfleba...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote :

 Reading your post about the warning signs soon after beginning TM - can you 
believe that when I first started I was so stupid I really believed that all 
the local TM teachers were enlightened???

I think many who started TM were optimists and definitely had the 
characteristic of seeking to optimize their own personhood through a practice 
(in this case TM) that could somehow transform their mediocre state of 
physiology and psychology into something deeper and greater and healthier. All 
of us wanted those things and we believed that it was possible. There is 
nothing embarrassing about that. I think, for me, I did what I did with regard 
to TM and it was fine. I was initiated at 14, took SCI at Livingston Manor in 
the summer of 1975, went to MIU for four years, left FF and moved to the East 
Coast and worked for a while until I stumbled into Robin Carlsen who was this 
Movement renegade which I loved the idea of. Revolution! Great idea, lots of 
fun. I regret nothing. I let those who want to remain believing or who simply 
need community in FF to do their thing as they see fit. I'm doing mine and I 
still carry forward aspects of that initial optimism with regard to improving 
and deepening, maybe even having glimpses of what this is all about in random 
moments walking in the countryside somewhere in Greater Victoria or maybe 
strolling down a street in Havana. It's all so incredible - this life - but I 
say never kick yourself for being an optimist, for being an idealist. These are 
not negative qualities and, later, when we have all had various hopes dashed or 
plans gone awry we can find ourselves more balanced in our viewpoints but 
hopefully not angry and jaded.
 

 From: Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartaxius@... [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 3:12 PM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
 
 
   
 None of us are perfect, and there does seem to be a narrowing of one's focus 
on certain things as we move into older age. I wasn't on FFL in the early days, 
but sniping back and forth did seem to be increasing, it's basically a lower 
brain function. Maharishi seemed to be in much better form when he was younger 
too. Each conversation has two sides. I cannot see that those that opposed Turq 
so vociferously here really acted much better or more intelligently. I cannot 
see that the Peak with its absurd discussions of crop circles etc., is a Peak 
of intelligence. The goal, if you will, is to have the extremes of existence 
all functioning within that existence, not as separated things. 
 

 So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation, but there is a 
dark cloud of suppression overhead at the moment, and so far it has been what 
seems to be personally selective. It is the ideas and what you can learn from 
them, or make out of them, not the people that propose them that I find 
interesting. What you do not like, skip over or delete (if you interact by 
email). Perhaps all of us have had an idol that did not live up to the image we 
pretended to ourselves that they were. In the movement, even shortly after one 
started to get involved with TM, there were strange warning signs something was 
amiss, and we would ignore it. The main problem is human beings are never ever 
really a match for the ideals they create. Still, we can sometimes extract 
value out of a much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.

 


 From: jason_green2@... [FairfieldLife] FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 6:34 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
 
 
   

You know Xeno, about 14 years ago 'Uncle Tantra' was like a 
giant to me, battling the TM-mov't and other cults. As all 
three of us are basically on the same page philosophically, 
I did learn a lot from him.

But, as years of interaction showed he is not as perfect as 
I thought him to be.  I guess we all are human.  But, it's a 
fact that I learnt quite a number of valuable things from 
him.  

What I tried to explain is that his reaction when I was 
bounced, was almost brazen and callous. Some of his 
critiques about the TM-mov't a decade ago were well written 
and should be read by the people on the highest level in the 
mov't.  It seemed, he began to slowly deterioriate mentally 
as years rolled by.

Time is time, it eventually catches you, and you are 
history.

By the way, don't you think MJ should start the_abyss 
group.  The peak can be the north pole. The FairfieldLife 
the equator, and 'the abyss' the south pole.


 

--- anartaxius@... wrote :

 
 Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend 
would root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not 
see the forest

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread awoelfleba...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :

 None of us are perfect, and there does seem to be a narrowing of one's focus 
on certain things as we move into older age. I wasn't on FFL in the early days, 
but sniping back and forth did seem to be increasing, it's basically a lower 
brain function. Maharishi seemed to be in much better form when he was younger 
too. Each conversation has two sides. I cannot see that those that opposed Turq 
so vociferously here really acted much better or more intelligently. I cannot 
see that the Peak with its absurd discussions of crop circles etc., is a Peak 
of intelligence. The goal, if you will, is to have the extremes of existence 
all functioning within that existence, not as separated things. 
 

 So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation,
 

 What, on the whole internet? I realize you don't get out much but this is 
rather far fetched.
 

  but there is a dark cloud of suppression overhead at the moment, and so far 
it has been what seems to be personally selective.
 

 Paranoia runs deep, into your heart it will creep. It starts when you're 
always afraid, you step out of line the man come and take you away... (Buffalo 
Springfield).
 

  It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, or make out of them, not 
the people that propose them that I find interesting. What you do not like, 
skip over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps all of us have had an 
idol that did not live up to the image we pretended to ourselves that they 
were. In the movement, even shortly after one started to get involved with TM, 
there were strange warning signs something was amiss, and we would ignore it. 
The main problem is human beings are never ever really a match for the ideals 
they create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of a 
much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.

 

 Funny, I wrote a post about this very thing to MJ. The big difference was I 
made it personal, I used I a lot whereas you tend to keep things in the 
abstract. Dry and brittle, a tad pedantic; I'm hoping you weren't a teacher or 
professor in your working days - the class would have been on snooze fer sure. 
Sorry, but it's true.

 From: jason_green2@... [FairfieldLife] FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 6:34 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
 
 
   

You know Xeno, about 14 years ago 'Uncle Tantra' was like a 
giant to me, battling the TM-mov't and other cults. As all 
three of us are basically on the same page philosophically, 
I did learn a lot from him.

But, as years of interaction showed he is not as perfect as 
I thought him to be.  I guess we all are human.  But, it's a 
fact that I learnt quite a number of valuable things from 
him.  

What I tried to explain is that his reaction when I was 
bounced, was almost brazen and callous. Some of his 
critiques about the TM-mov't a decade ago were well written 
and should be read by the people on the highest level in the 
mov't.  It seemed, he began to slowly deterioriate mentally 
as years rolled by.

Time is time, it eventually catches you, and you are 
history.

By the way, don't you think MJ should start the_abyss 
group.  The peak can be the north pole. The FairfieldLife 
the equator, and 'the abyss' the south pole.


 

--- anartaxius@... wrote :

 
 Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend 
would root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not 
see the forest for the trees, and did not expound much on what she actually 
knew about the subjects she was criticising were discussing. It was all 
dissection and no integration. If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 
years, you will find he also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend 
tried made people look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.


--- jason_green2@... wrote :
 
 
Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me 
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech 
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an 
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly 
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to 
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's 
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along with Salyavin, MJ, Curtis 
move over to the abyss.  Let 'the abyss' be the mirror of 
fairfieldlife.

Hell, I wish someone like gullible fool comes back and 
takes over the moderatership from Buck.

Barry's posts were never designed to give people clarity. 
Barry's posts were designed to hurt people at the tender 
feeling level and make them look like idiots. There was a 
sadistic streak in his posts that befuddled people.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :

 No, he doesn't appear to be a psychopath. If anything, I am

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread Bhairitu noozg...@sbcglobal.net [FairfieldLife]
By the time I got around to learning TM I already knew enough about 
meditation and enlightenment that I did not expect TM teachers to be 
enlightened at all.  I had already learned it was quite an achievement 
if not the ultimate goal of life.  I had fun with the organization until 
sometime after I got back from TTC and the self-appointed TM police 
began ruining things.


On 06/24/2015 02:46 PM, Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com 
[FairfieldLife] wrote:
Reading your post about the warning signs soon after beginning TM - 
can you believe that when I first started I was so stupid I really 
believed that all the local TM teachers were enlightened???



*From:* Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartax...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com

*To:* FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
*Sent:* Wednesday, June 24, 2015 3:12 PM
*Subject:* Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond 
Dispatch #2)


None of us are perfect, and there does seem to be a narrowing of one's 
focus on certain things as we move into older age. I wasn't on FFL in 
the early days, but sniping back and forth did seem to be increasing, 
it's basically a lower brain function. Maharishi seemed to be in much 
better form when he was younger too. Each conversation has two sides. 
I cannot see that those that opposed Turq so vociferously here really 
acted much better or more intelligently. I cannot see that the Peak 
with its absurd discussions of crop circles etc., is a Peak of 
intelligence. The goal, if you will, is to have the extremes of 
existence all functioning within that existence, not as separated things.


So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation, but there 
is a dark cloud of suppression overhead at the moment, and so far it 
has been what seems to be personally selective. It is the ideas and 
what you can learn from them, or make out of them, not the people that 
propose them that I find interesting. What you do not like, skip over 
or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps all of us have had an 
idol that did not live up to the image we pretended to ourselves that 
they were. In the movement, even shortly after one started to get 
involved with TM, there were strange warning signs something was 
amiss, and we would ignore it. The main problem is human beings are 
never ever really a match for the ideals they create. Still, we can 
sometimes extract value out of a 
much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.





*From:* jason_gre...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com

*To:* FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
*Sent:* Wednesday, June 24, 2015 6:34 PM
*Subject:* [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)



You know Xeno, about 14 years ago 'Uncle Tantra' was like a
giant to me, battling the TM-mov't and other cults. As all
three of us are basically on the same page philosophically,
I did learn a lot from him.

But, as years of interaction showed he is not as perfect as
I thought him to be.  I guess we all are human. But, it's a
fact that I learnt quite a number of valuable things from
him.

What I tried to explain is that his reaction when I was
bounced, was almost brazen and callous. Some of his
critiques about the TM-mov't a decade ago were well written
and should be read by the people on the highest level in the
mov't.  It seemed, he began to slowly deterioriate mentally
as years rolled by.

Time is time, it eventually catches you, and you are
history.

By the way, don't you think MJ should start the_abyss
group.  The peak can be the north pole. The FairfieldLife
the equator, and 'the abyss' the south pole.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :


Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true 
authfriend would root out various kinds of errors in what people 
wrote, she often did not see the forest for the trees, and did not 
expound much on what she actually knew about the subjects she was 
criticising were discussing. It was all dissection and no integration. 
If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 years, you will find he 
also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend tried made people 
look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.



--- jason_green2@... wrote :


Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along with Salyavin, MJ, Curtis
move over to the abyss. Let 'the abyss' be the mirror of
fairfieldlife.

Hell, I wish someone like

[FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread anartax...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]
---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote : ---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :
 
 Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend 
would root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not 
see the forest for the trees, and did not expound much on what she actually 
knew about the subjects she was criticising were discussing. It was all 
dissection and no integration. If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 
years, you will find he also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend 
tried made people look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.
 

 I would say, based on this post of yours, the last sentence, after the comma, 
is an astute description of yourself. You just keep proving it over and over. 
Don't know about the senility part, I haven't gotten there yet.
 

 One of the first signs of senility is you don't understand the first part of a 
paragraph you read.

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jason_green2@... wrote :

 


 





[FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread awoelfleba...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :

 
 Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend 
would root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not 
see the forest for the trees, and did not expound much on what she actually 
knew about the subjects she was criticising were discussing. It was all 
dissection and no integration. If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 
years, you will find he also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend 
tried made people look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.
 

 I would say, based on this post of yours, the last sentence, after the comma, 
is an astute description of yourself. You just keep proving it over and over. 
Don't know about the senility part, I haven't gotten there yet.

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jason_green2@... wrote :

 
 
Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me 
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech 
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an 
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly 
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to 
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's 
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along with Salyavin, MJ, Curtis 
move over to the abyss.  Let 'the abyss' be the mirror of 
fairfieldlife.

Hell, I wish someone like gullible fool comes back and 
takes over the moderatership from Buck.

Barry's posts were never designed to give people clarity. 
Barry's posts were designed to hurt people at the tender 
feeling level and make them look like idiots. There was a 
sadistic streak in his posts that befuddled people.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :

 No, he doesn't appear to be a psychopath. If anything, I am closer to being 
one than him. His career path, and the people he lives with probably would not 
have worked out that way if he were a psychopath. Psychopaths tend to be 
ingratiating, they have an ability to make you like them. Turq does not seem to 
have that ability to create a fake, loving façade that will fool most people, 
if anything, he is the opposite, an acquired taste that many here cannot 
stomach. You were trying to get Yahoo to interfere with freedom of speech here, 
and Rick did not care for such a threat. But now of course, freedom of speech 
is curtailed, just in another direction, a bit more in the direction of 
insanty, as he gave moderation to the one here most infected with religion. 
Religious people tend not to enjoy free speech when it comes to their sacred 
cows. I think all people who believe in a religion are insane, so apparently 
you would fall into that category. But it is a limited insanity. For example, 
you might know how to make a good cup of coffee, and know precisely how to 
proceed to accomplish that and have other skills. But the human mind comes to a 
strange disconnect when it comes to religious beliefs. It is felt they must be 
protected and that somehow they are different from other beliefs. But all 
beliefs have one characteristic, they are a pretence to knowledge which one 
does not really have, and religious beliefs tend to be programmed into the mind 
at an early age where the mind is very plastic and vulnerable and gullible. It 
is a form of conditioning that results in a mechanical response to certain 
kinds of input later in life. A spiritual life is one in which those 
conditioned beliefs are unwound and are replaced by something you would never 
in a million years expect.






 



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread anartax...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote :

 
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :

 

 

 So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation,
 

 What, on the whole internet? I realize you don't get out much but this is 
rather far fetched.
 

 I am talking about spiritual groups related to TM
 

 It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, or make out of them, not the 
people that propose them that I find interesting. What you do not like, skip 
over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps all of us have had an idol 
that did not live up to the image we pretended to ourselves that they were. In 
the movement, even shortly after one started to get involved with TM, there 
were strange warning signs something was amiss, and we would ignore it. The 
main problem is human beings are never ever really a match for the ideals they 
create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of a 
much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.

 

 Funny, I wrote a post about this very thing to MJ. The big difference was I 
made it personal, I used I a lot whereas you tend to keep things in the 
abstract. Dry and brittle, a tad pedantic; I'm hoping you weren't a teacher or 
professor in your working days - the class would have been on snooze fer sure. 
Sorry, but it's true.
 

 No, I was not a teacher or a professor, so no one had to fall asleep on my 
account. I used to live next to a professor of engineering. He would come over 
and talk for hours in a monotone. Most of the time, in 'person' I don't talk 
that much. As for an 'I', you think you are a person. Too bad, what a loss.

 











Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread awoelfleba...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :

 

 From: awoelflebater@... [FairfieldLife] FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Thursday, June 25, 2015 3:58 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
 ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote : ---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote : ---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :
 

 

 So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation,
 

 What, on the whole internet? I realize you don't get out much but this is 
rather far fetched.
 

 I am talking about spiritual groups related to TM
 

 Xeno, until we removed the biggest impediment to a real conversation this 
place was being relentlessly moderated by that impediment. No one was exempt 
from his malicious and twisted lies and false allegations, not to mention 
bone-headed conclusions, except those who agreed with and stroked his ego. For 
you to assert that FFL, of all places, was the best place to find a decent 
conversation, is perverse if not simply bizarre.
 

 It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, or make out of them, not the 
people that propose them that I find interesting. What you do not like, skip 
over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps all of us have had an idol 
that did not live up to the image we pretended to ourselves that they were. In 
the movement, even shortly after one started to get involved with TM, there 
were strange warning signs something was amiss, and we would ignore it. The 
main problem is human beings are never ever really a match for the ideals they 
create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of a 
much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.

 

 Funny, I wrote a post about this very thing to MJ. The big difference was I 
made it personal, I used I a lot whereas you tend to keep things in the 
abstract. Dry and brittle, a tad pedantic; I'm hoping you weren't a teacher or 
professor in your working days - the class would have been on snooze fer sure. 
Sorry, but it's true.
 

 No, I was not a teacher or a professor, so no one had to fall asleep on my 
account. I used to live next to a professor of engineering. He would come over 
and talk for hours in a monotone. Most of the time, in 'person' I don't talk 
that much. As for an 'I', you think you are a person. Too bad, what a loss.

 

 Ho, ho, hee, hee, snort. That is fucking hilarious!! And thank you for that. 
You have seriously missed the boat, lost the thread, stumbled off the platform. 
There is no loss Xeno, you evidently misunderstood something when you became 
enlightened or read the wrong book or misinterpreted some sage. There is no 
too bad for living amid personhood. I can vouch for that. Whatever you have 
lost, you need to find it again, and soon before you leave that body of yours.
 

 It's all in the eye of the beholder, and it's 'eye', not eyes. POVs are not 
interchangeable. I have not lost anything that is real. I lost a lot of other 
stuff though. I could lose some more; it is a waste of time to seek what cannot 
be found.
 

 You take your path and I'll take mine. Believe what you will. I take what 
life/God/the universe throws my way and have a party with it - personhood and 
all. 
 














 
 


 


 










Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread awoelfleba...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :

 
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote :

 
 

---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :

 

 

 So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation,
 

 What, on the whole internet? I realize you don't get out much but this is 
rather far fetched.
 

 I am talking about spiritual groups related to TM
 

 Xeno, until we removed the biggest impediment to a real conversation this 
place was being relentlessly moderated by that impediment. No one was exempt 
from his malicious and twisted lies and false allegations, not to mention 
bone-headed conclusions, except those who agreed with and stroked his ego. For 
you to assert that FFL, of all places, was the best place to find a decent 
conversation, is perverse if not simply bizarre.
 

 It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, or make out of them, not the 
people that propose them that I find interesting. What you do not like, skip 
over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps all of us have had an idol 
that did not live up to the image we pretended to ourselves that they were. In 
the movement, even shortly after one started to get involved with TM, there 
were strange warning signs something was amiss, and we would ignore it. The 
main problem is human beings are never ever really a match for the ideals they 
create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of a 
much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.

 

 Funny, I wrote a post about this very thing to MJ. The big difference was I 
made it personal, I used I a lot whereas you tend to keep things in the 
abstract. Dry and brittle, a tad pedantic; I'm hoping you weren't a teacher or 
professor in your working days - the class would have been on snooze fer sure. 
Sorry, but it's true.
 

 No, I was not a teacher or a professor, so no one had to fall asleep on my 
account. I used to live next to a professor of engineering. He would come over 
and talk for hours in a monotone. Most of the time, in 'person' I don't talk 
that much. As for an 'I', you think you are a person. Too bad, what a loss.

 

 Ho, ho, hee, hee, snort. That is fucking hilarious!! And thank you for that. 
You have seriously missed the boat, lost the thread, stumbled off the platform. 
There is no loss Xeno, you evidently misunderstood something when you became 
enlightened or read the wrong book or misinterpreted some sage. There is no 
too bad for living amid personhood. I can vouch for that. Whatever you have 
lost, you need to find it again, and soon before you leave that body of yours. 
 









 



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartax...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

  From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 9:46 PM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
   
    Reading your post about the warning signs soon after beginning TM - can you 
believe that when I first started I was so stupid I really believed that all 
the local TM teachers were enlightened???
I will try not to hold it against you, but if that was the case, I can overlook 
it. I was really interested in finding an easy meditation technique, so I was 
going to try it even before I heard a lecture, so I really did not listen that 
carefully, or care who or what taught me. It was like, teach me, and I'll see 
if it works. I had a very non-TM mindset when I learned, and it never 
completely went away.

 

 From: Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartax...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 3:12 PM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
   
    None of us are perfect, and there does seem to be a narrowing of one's 
focus on certain things as we move into older age. I wasn't on FFL in the early 
days, but sniping back and forth did seem to be increasing, it's basically a 
lower brain function. Maharishi seemed to be in much better form when he was 
younger too. Each conversation has two sides. I cannot see that those that 
opposed Turq so vociferously here really acted much better or more 
intelligently. I cannot see that the Peak with its absurd discussions of crop 
circles etc., is a Peak of intelligence. The goal, if you will, is to have the 
extremes of existence all functioning within that existence, not as separated 
things. 
So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation, but there is a dark 
cloud of suppression overhead at the moment, and so far it has been what seems 
to be personally selective. It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, 
or make out of them, not the people that propose them that I find interesting. 
What you do not like, skip over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps 
all of us have had an idol that did not live up to the image we pretended to 
ourselves that they were. In the movement, even shortly after one started to 
get involved with TM, there were strange warning signs something was amiss, and 
we would ignore it. The main problem is human beings are never ever really a 
match for the ideals they create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of 
a much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.
 

 From: jason_gre...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 6:34 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
   
    

You know Xeno, about 14 years ago 'Uncle Tantra' was like a 
giant to me, battling the TM-mov't and other cults. As all 
three of us are basically on the same page philosophically, 
I did learn a lot from him.

But, as years of interaction showed he is not as perfect as 
I thought him to be.  I guess we all are human.  But, it's a 
fact that I learnt quite a number of valuable things from 
him.  

What I tried to explain is that his reaction when I was 
bounced, was almost brazen and callous. Some of his 
critiques about the TM-mov't a decade ago were well written 
and should be read by the people on the highest level in the 
mov't.  It seemed, he began to slowly deterioriate mentally 
as years rolled by.

Time is time, it eventually catches you, and you are 
history.

By the way, don't you think MJ should start the_abyss 
group.  The peak can be the north pole. The FairfieldLife 
the equator, and 'the abyss' the south pole.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :


Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend would 
root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not see 
the forest for the trees, and did not expound much on what she actually knew 
about the subjects she was criticising were discussing. It was all dissection 
and no integration. If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 years, you will 
find he also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend tried made people 
look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.


--- jason_green2@... wrote :


Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me 
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech 
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an 
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly 
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to 
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's 
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartax...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]

  From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Thursday, June 25, 2015 3:58 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch 
#2)---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater@... wrote :---In 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, anartaxius@... wrote :


So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation,
What, on the whole internet? I realize you don't get out much but this is 
rather far fetched.
I am talking about spiritual groups related to TM
Xeno, until we removed the biggest impediment to a real conversation this place 
was being relentlessly moderated by that impediment. No one was exempt from his 
malicious and twisted lies and false allegations, not to mention bone-headed 
conclusions, except those who agreed with and stroked his ego. For you to 
assert that FFL, of all places, was the best place to find a decent 
conversation, is perverse if not simply bizarre.
It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, or make out of them, not the 
people that propose them that I find interesting. What you do not like, skip 
over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps all of us have had an idol 
that did not live up to the image we pretended to ourselves that they were. In 
the movement, even shortly after one started to get involved with TM, there 
were strange warning signs something was amiss, and we would ignore it. The 
main problem is human beings are never ever really a match for the ideals they 
create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of a 
much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.

Funny, I wrote a post about this very thing to MJ. The big difference was I 
made it personal, I used I a lot whereas you tend to keep things in the 
abstract. Dry and brittle, a tad pedantic; I'm hoping you weren't a teacher or 
professor in your working days - the class would have been on snooze fer sure. 
Sorry, but it's true.
No, I was not a teacher or a professor, so no one had to fall asleep on my 
account. I used to live next to a professor of engineering. He would come over 
and talk for hours in a monotone. Most of the time, in 'person' I don't talk 
that much. As for an 'I', you think you are a person. Too bad, what a loss.

Ho, ho, hee, hee, snort. That is fucking hilarious!! And thank you for that. 
You have seriously missed the boat, lost the thread, stumbled off the platform. 
There is no loss Xeno, you evidently misunderstood something when you became 
enlightened or read the wrong book or misinterpreted some sage. There is no 
too bad for living amid personhood. I can vouch for that. Whatever you have 
lost, you need to find it again, and soon before you leave that body of yours.
It's all in the eye of the beholder, and it's 'eye', not eyes. POVs are not 
interchangeable. I have not lost anything that is real. I lost a lot of other 
stuff though. I could lose some more; it is a waste of time to seek what cannot 
be found.
  
 

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[FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread jason_gre...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]


You know Xeno, about 14 years ago 'Uncle Tantra' was like a 
giant to me, battling the TM-mov't and other cults. As all 
three of us are basically on the same page philosophically, 
I did learn a lot from him.

But, as years of interaction showed he is not as perfect as 
I thought him to be.  I guess we all are human.  But, it's a 
fact that I learnt quite a number of valuable things from 
him.  

What I tried to explain is that his reaction when I was 
bounced, was almost brazen and callous. Some of his 
critiques about the TM-mov't a decade ago were well written 
and should be read by the people on the highest level in the 
mov't.  It seemed, he began to slowly deterioriate mentally 
as years rolled by.

Time is time, it eventually catches you, and you are 
history.

By the way, don't you think MJ should start the_abyss 
group.  The peak can be the north pole. The FairfieldLife 
the equator, and 'the abyss' the south pole.

 

--- anartaxius@... wrote :

 
 Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend 
would root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not 
see the forest for the trees, and did not expound much on what she actually 
knew about the subjects she was criticising were discussing. It was all 
dissection and no integration. If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 
years, you will find he also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend 
tried made people look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.


--- jason_green2@... wrote :
 
 
Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me 
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech 
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an 
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly 
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to 
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's 
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along with Salyavin, MJ, Curtis 
move over to the abyss.  Let 'the abyss' be the mirror of 
fairfieldlife.

Hell, I wish someone like gullible fool comes back and 
takes over the moderatership from Buck.

Barry's posts were never designed to give people clarity. 
Barry's posts were designed to hurt people at the tender 
feeling level and make them look like idiots. There was a 
sadistic streak in his posts that befuddled people.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :

 No, he doesn't appear to be a psychopath. If anything, I am closer to being 
one than him. His career path, and the people he lives with probably would not 
have worked out that way if he were a psychopath. Psychopaths tend to be 
ingratiating, they have an ability to make you like them. Turq does not seem to 
have that ability to create a fake, loving façade that will fool most people, 
if anything, he is the opposite, an acquired taste that many here cannot 
stomach. You were trying to get Yahoo to interfere with freedom of speech here, 
and Rick did not care for such a threat. But now of course, freedom of speech 
is curtailed, just in another direction, a bit more in the direction of 
insanty, as he gave moderation to the one here most infected with religion. 
Religious people tend not to enjoy free speech when it comes to their sacred 
cows. I think all people who believe in a religion are insane, so apparently 
you would fall into that category. But it is a limited insanity. For example, 
you might know how to make a good cup of coffee, and know precisely how to 
proceed to accomplish that and have other skills. But the human mind comes to a 
strange disconnect when it comes to religious beliefs. It is felt they must be 
protected and that somehow they are different from other beliefs. But all 
beliefs have one characteristic, they are a pretence to knowledge which one 
does not really have, and religious beliefs tend to be programmed into the mind 
at an early age where the mind is very plastic and vulnerable and gullible. It 
is a form of conditioning that results in a mechanical response to certain 
kinds of input later in life. A spiritual life is one in which those 
conditioned beliefs are unwound and are replaced by something you would never 
in a million years expect.







 



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)

2015-06-24 Thread Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartax...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife]
None of us are perfect, and there does seem to be a narrowing of one's focus on 
certain things as we move into older age. I wasn't on FFL in the early days, 
but sniping back and forth did seem to be increasing, it's basically a lower 
brain function. Maharishi seemed to be in much better form when he was younger 
too. Each conversation has two sides. I cannot see that those that opposed Turq 
so vociferously here really acted much better or more intelligently. I cannot 
see that the Peak with its absurd discussions of crop circles etc., is a Peak 
of intelligence. The goal, if you will, is to have the extremes of existence 
all functioning within that existence, not as separated things. 
So FFL is still the best bet to find a decent conversation, but there is a dark 
cloud of suppression overhead at the moment, and so far it has been what seems 
to be personally selective. It is the ideas and what you can learn from them, 
or make out of them, not the people that propose them that I find interesting. 
What you do not like, skip over or delete (if you interact by email). Perhaps 
all of us have had an idol that did not live up to the image we pretended to 
ourselves that they were. In the movement, even shortly after one started to 
get involved with TM, there were strange warning signs something was amiss, and 
we would ignore it. The main problem is human beings are never ever really a 
match for the ideals they create. Still, we can sometimes extract value out of 
a much-less-than-what-we-would-consider-ideal situation.
  From: jason_gre...@yahoo.com [FairfieldLife] 
FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
 Sent: Wednesday, June 24, 2015 6:34 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: WHAT THE HELL? (Great Beyond Dispatch #2)
   
    

You know Xeno, about 14 years ago 'Uncle Tantra' was like a 
giant to me, battling the TM-mov't and other cults. As all 
three of us are basically on the same page philosophically, 
I did learn a lot from him.

But, as years of interaction showed he is not as perfect as 
I thought him to be.  I guess we all are human.  But, it's a 
fact that I learnt quite a number of valuable things from 
him.  

What I tried to explain is that his reaction when I was 
bounced, was almost brazen and callous. Some of his 
critiques about the TM-mov't a decade ago were well written 
and should be read by the people on the highest level in the 
mov't.  It seemed, he began to slowly deterioriate mentally 
as years rolled by.

Time is time, it eventually catches you, and you are 
history.

By the way, don't you think MJ should start the_abyss 
group.  The peak can be the north pole. The FairfieldLife 
the equator, and 'the abyss' the south pole.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :


Senility just means life is getting mellower. While it is true authfriend would 
root out various kinds of errors in what people wrote, she often did not see 
the forest for the trees, and did not expound much on what she actually knew 
about the subjects she was criticising were discussing. It was all dissection 
and no integration. If you go over Turq's posts for the last 10 years, you will 
find he also could provide clarity. Both Turq and authfriend tried made people 
look like idiots, and possibly some us were and still are.


--- jason_green2@... wrote :


Hey Xeno, it's me, moi, the old jedi_spock. Rick bounced me 
along with 'Dan firedman'.

I never got yahoo to interfere in the freedom of speech 
here. It was Dan who did it. Rick didn't give me an 
opportunity to explain my POV. A few days later Rick kindly 
reinstated me. Thanks to Curtis who put in a good word to 
Rick.

Looks like you too are becoming senile like Barry. It's 
these kind of errors that irritated authfriend.

Tell you what, you and me, along with Salyavin, MJ, Curtis 
move over to the abyss.  Let 'the abyss' be the mirror of 
fairfieldlife.

Hell, I wish someone like gullible fool comes back and 
takes over the moderatership from Buck.

Barry's posts were never designed to give people clarity. 
Barry's posts were designed to hurt people at the tender 
feeling level and make them look like idiots. There was a 
sadistic streak in his posts that befuddled people.



--- anartaxius@... wrote :

No, he doesn't appear to be a psychopath. If anything, I am closer to being one 
than him. His career path, and the people he lives with probably would not have 
worked out that way if he were a psychopath. Psychopaths tend to be 
ingratiating, they have an ability to make you like them. Turq does not seem to 
have that ability to create a fake, loving façade that will fool most people, 
if anything, he is the opposite, an acquired taste that many here cannot 
stomach. You were trying to get Yahoo to interfere with freedom of speech here, 
and Rick did not care for such a threat. But now of course, freedom of speech 
is curtailed, just in another direction, a bit more in the direction of 
insanty, as he gave moderation to the one here