Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-23 Thread catatonya
Nina,Reading this (so late) I can't recall if I sent you my condolences on Spencer. Things have been topsy turvy here, but you've been in my thoughts and prayers.tBelinda [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:  Nina,Your tribute to Spencer is lovely, I have added it to the service. It sounds like he got to do everything he wanted and his crossing was peaceful surrounded by your love. He was ready for this new journey and I'm sure is with you right now, thanking you for the love and compassion you showed him in his last months on this earth.You deep love and respect for all of God's creatures is very evident and that's why these special animals come to you, you have much to teach them and I'm, sure have learned more than even you can
 comprehend.I'm glad Spencer came into your life and I hope the deep emptiness you have in your heart now will be filled with memories of the time you have shared in the short time you spent together.Take care Nina, you are a very special person ...-- Belindahappiness is being owned by cats ...Be-Mi-Kittieshttp://bemikitties.comPost Adoptable FeLV/FIV/FIP Cats/Kittenshttp://adopt.bemikitties.comFeLV Candlelight Servicehttp://bemikitties.com/clsHostDesign4U.com [affordable hosting  web design]http://HostDesign4U.comBMK Designs [non-profit animals websites]http://bmk.bemikitties.com

Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-16 Thread catatonya
Nina,I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to you. Spencer will always stay near you.  tSherry DeHaan [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:Nina my heart cries for you,I understand your feelings and I wish you comfort.  SherryNina [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:  Hi Belinda and All,I'm so sad and numb this morning. So completely worn out, I know you all understand how I'm feeling. Spencer had been so weak yesterday, but still so attentive and loving, what an incredible spirit this boy has. The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I had been laying next to Spencer on our bed, keeping him company while we waited. He lifted his
 head and tried to move, but he just couldn't get his once magnificent body to work. I decided to bring him out front. He used to love going out with his dogs every morning to get the paper and I thought he might enjoy going out one more time. I was right. Unbelievably, he rallied and was actually able to stumble to his favorite spot under my Jeep parked in the driveway. He even drank from the feral's water bowl. I couldn't stand seeing him on the uncomfortable cement any longer and put him on his bed and we sat and quietly watched the neighborhood comings and goings from the front steps.I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching up the front walk. Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO! NOT YET! Of course, it was time to finally say goodbye.Do you still do tributes with their pictures? I'm going to send you his picture off-list to include in case you do. Bless it, this was a hard
 one, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy ones, are there?).I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible list of caring people. I went through such contortions dealing with Spencer's illness and decline. I don't know how I would have coped without your support and prayers.Much love as always,Nina  Talk is cheap. Use Yahoo! Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min.

Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-15 Thread Nina
Thank you Leslie.  As always you express yourself so well.  Your mention 
of dreading certain subject lines brought the memory of similar pangs 
experienced for other's fur kids when reading the list.  Sometimes this 
group is a difficult one to be a part of, but isn't that just the way of 
meaningful life?  Difficult to be a part of, but oh so worthwhile.  I 
have to look for the email in which you liken my mental gymnastics over 
what to do about Spencer to an amazing ballet.  That one is a keeper.  
Such a perfect description of what we all go through.


I think I saw mention from you about someone sneezing at your house.  Is 
everyone okay?

Nina

Leslie wrote:


I can't be like this at work.
 
no, no, no.
 
When I got the digest, I said, yay! a break from the toil, but then 
when I glanced at the subjects and saw your wish to add Spence to the 
CLS at the bottom, I was devastated.  I scrolled slowly down reading 
through the messages and as each one ended, I hoped, hoped, that the 
next one would not be the one, keeping him alive for a few moments 
more in my reality.  Like reading a book over and over, but hoping 
that somehow this time, the end will be different than the last time. 
 
But it wasn't.  Nina, your beautiful description of Spencer and 
his life and spirit made him a part of our days.  I grieve for him and 
for you and can only make myself feel better by imagining him and my 
Sushi, Hepburn, and Azrael meeting now.
 
I am so sorry, but thank you so much for sharing such an amazing force 
with us, I feel completely touched to have known him.
 
Leslie






To Nina: Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-15 Thread wendy
Hi Nina,

I just read your posts about Spencer.  I am so sorry
to hear that you had to let him go.  He sounds like
such a miraculous kitty, the way he reached out to you
before he passed on.  It sounds to me like he was
trying to comfort you before he left.  Bless you for
doing all the wonderful small things to make Spencer's
last days here as happy as possible.  I just know he
loved going outside that last time.  Again, I am so
sorry you had to let him go.  Bless you for doing it. 
He's free now.

Prayers and blessings going out to you,
Wendy

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Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-14 Thread Samiluke




Kerry,

I am so sorry to hear that you lost one of your babies.

Yvonne

In a message dated 10/13/2006 8:31:50 A.M. Central Daylight Time, 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] writes:
I am so 
  sorry to hear about Spencer..I haven't been on here in about a month as I have 
  lost another myself, 9/27.




Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-13 Thread Samiluke




Dear Nina,

My heart breaks for you on your loss of little Spencer. He sounds 
like an absolutely magnificent boy  I am so glad that you both got to share 
your lives with each other. I have no doubt that he is chasing butterflies 
at the Bridge with my Peanut  all of our furkids. I have been impressed 
many times with your strength  faith, and I know that you know that 
Spencer's spirit is with you always. Take very good care.

Love,
Yvonne

P.S. What did Spencer look like?

In a message dated 10/12/2006 11:29:00 A.M. Central Daylight Time, 
[EMAIL PROTECTED] writes:
Hi 
  Belinda and All,I'm so sad and numb this morning. So completely worn 
  out, I know you all understand how I'm feeling. Spencer had been so 
  weak yesterday, but still so attentive and loving, what an incredible 
  spirit this boy has. The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I had 
  been laying next to Spencer on our bed, keeping him company while we 
  waited. He lifted his head and tried to move, but he just couldn't 
  get his once magnificent body to work. I decided to bring him out 
  front. He used to love going out with his dogs every morning to get 
  the paper and I thought he might enjoy going out one more time. I 
  was right. Unbelievably, he rallied and was actually able to stumble 
  to his favorite spot under my Jeep parked in the driveway. He even 
  drank from the feral's water bowl. I couldn't stand seeing him on the 
  uncomfortable cement any longer and put him on his bed and we sat and 
  quietly watched the neighborhood comings and goings from the front 
  steps.I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching 
  up the front walk. Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO! 
  NOT YET! Of course, it was time to finally say goodbye.Do 
  you still do tributes with their pictures? I'm going to send you his 
  picture off-list to include in case you do. Bless it, this was a 
  hard one, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy ones, are 
  there?).I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible 
  list of caring people. I went through such contortions dealing with 
  Spencer's illness and decline. I don't know how I would have coped 
  without your support and prayers.Much love as 
  always,Nina




Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-13 Thread Kerry Roach
Hi Nina,  I am so sorry to hear about Spencer..I haven't been on here in about a month as I have lost another myself, 9/27. So I haven't kept up too well..I knew Spencer was having some problems, but we were praying for his recovery.   You will be in our thoughts and prayers.. Guess we just have to take it one day at a time as it never is an easy thing to deal with when we lose one of those special furr babies..  Hugs to you,  Kerry, Bandy, Inky and Angel's Buster, Lil Rascal, Snoopy and Tom Cat 
	

	
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RE: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-13 Thread Gary Murphy


Dear Nina,
I am so sorry about Spencer. You did good, both in finding him again so that he could spend his last days with love and comfort, and in helping him go on when the time was right. It is so sad, but so wonderful that he spentthe last of his time here sitting on the porch next to his good friend. I don't know if your "GSD" is a cuddler,but a good cry on a big dog's shoulder has helpedme at times like this.

Peace to you and yours,
Beth

 

Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-13 Thread Belinda

 Nina,
Your tribute to Spencer is lovely, I have added it to the service.  
It sounds like he got to do everything he wanted and his crossing was 
peaceful surrounded by your love.  He was ready for this new journey and 
I'm sure is with you right now, thanking you for the love and compassion 
you showed him in his last months on this earth.


You deep love and respect for all of God's creatures is very evident and 
that's why these special animals come to you, you have much to teach 
them and I'm, sure have learned more than even you can comprehend.


I'm glad Spencer came into your life and I hope the deep emptiness you 
have in your heart now will be filled with memories of the time you have 
shared in the short time you spent together.


Take care Nina, you are a very special person ...

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Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-13 Thread TatorBunz



Oh Nina!
My heart breaks for you!
I'm sending you lots of hugs/headbutts from my gang and 
myself.
You will be with Spencer again someday.
May his journey to the bridge be greeted by all the other 
furangels that have passed including my Taz.
Your in my prayers and thoughts!

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RE: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread Rosenfeldt, Diane
Nina, I know how excruciating this has been for you, but please rest
easy that you did what you knew to be best for Spencer.  My heartfelt
sympathies.  May your extraordinary boy have the gentlest of Bridge
journeys.

Diane R. 

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Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread jenmeyer
Oh, Nina!  I wish I had the words to express my thoughts more 
poetically than, I know exactly how you feel!  But it's just as 
simple as that, I guess...You were there for me when my special guy, 
Fuss-fuss passed away...and Spence sounds like he was to you what Fuss 
was to me.  You're right, they're all hard...but there are a few that 
are particularly hard.  It's helped me to keep in mind that journeys 
work both ways...not everyone is placed in our own lives for our own 
benefit...we, too, get placed in others' lives for the other person's 
or animal's benefit.  For some of my cats, I feel as though I'm simply 
on the periphery of their journey...a blip on their radar, so-to-
speak!  Which is fine by me as I understand we're all busy trying to 
figure out our own destinies...and if I can make theirs that much more 
enjoyable (or entertaining as the case often is), so be it!  :)  But 
then there are those cats whose journey seems to be intertwined with 
mine for a brief period of tim
e, and I am honored that they are here to teach me...likewise, it 
hurts the most when it's time for them to leave as I feel we are a 
part of each other.  :(  Now, I'm not saying that one relationship is 
better or more important than the other as we're all brought together 
for one reason or another...but some of these guys seem to talk to 
you on a different level and you're never really the same again!

Please know that you are in my thoughts and let me know if there's 
anything I can do!!

Jen




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Runner

- Original Message -
From: Nina [EMAIL PROTECTED]
Date: Thursday, October 12, 2006 11:29 am
Subject: Please add Spencer to the CLS
To: Felvtalk@felineleukemia.org

 Hi Belinda and All,
 I'm so sad and numb this morning.  So completely worn out, I know 
 you 
 all understand how I'm feeling.  Spencer had been so weak 
 yesterday, but 
 still so attentive and loving, what an incredible spirit this boy 
 has. 
 The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I had been laying next 
 to 
 Spencer on our bed, keeping him company while we waited.  He 
 lifted his 
 head and tried to move, but he just couldn't get his once 
 magnificent 
 body to work.  I decided to bring him out front.  He used to love 
 going 
 out with his dogs every morning to get the paper and I thought he 
 might 
 enjoy going out one more time.  I was right.  Unbelievably, he 
 rallied 
 and was actually able to stumble to his favorite spot under my 
 Jeep 
 parked in the driveway.  He even drank from the feral's water 
 bowl. 
 I couldn't stand seeing him on the uncomfortable cement any longer 
 and 
 put him on his bed and we sat and quietly watched the neighborhood 
 comings and goings from the front steps.
 
 I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching 
 up the 
 front walk.  Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO!  NOT YET! 
 Of 
 course, it was time to finally say goodbye.
 
 Do you still do tributes with their pictures?  I'm going to send 
 you his 
 picture off-list to include in case you do.  Bless it, this was a 
 hard 
 one, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy ones, are there?).
 
 I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible list 
 of 
 caring people.  I went through such contortions dealing with 
 Spencer's 
 illness and decline.  I don't know how I would have coped without 
 your 
 support and prayers.
 Much love as always,
 Nina
 




Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread Leslie Lawther
Nina, I know I'm not alone in saying that we all felt like we knew Spencer. I'm truly sorry for your loss... 
*hugs*
Leslie =^..^=
On 10/12/06, Nina [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
Hi Belinda and All,I'm so sad and numb this morning.So completely worn out, I know youall understand how I'm feeling.Spencer had been so weak yesterday, but
still so attentive and loving, what an incredible spirit this boy has.The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I had been laying next toSpencer on our bed, keeping him company while we waited.He lifted his
head and tried to move, but he just couldn't get his once magnificentbody to work.I decided to bring him out front.He used to love goingout with his dogs every morning to get the paper and I thought he might
enjoy going out one more time.I was right.Unbelievably, he ralliedand was actually able to stumble to his favorite spot under my Jeepparked in the driveway.He even drank from the feral's water bowl.I couldn't stand seeing him on the uncomfortable cement any longer and
put him on his bed and we sat and quietly watched the neighborhoodcomings and goings from the front steps.I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching up thefront walk.Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO!NOT YET!Of
course, it was time to finally say goodbye.Do you still do tributes with their pictures?I'm going to send you hispicture off-list to include in case you do.Bless it, this was a hardone, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy ones, are there?).
I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible list ofcaring people.I went through such contortions dealing with Spencer'sillness and decline.I don't know how I would have coped without your
support and prayers.Much love as always,Nina-- Leslie =^..^=To leave the world a better place - whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or an improved social condition - that is to have succeeded.That only one life breathed easier because you lived - that is success.
---Ralph Waldo Emerson 


Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread cindy reasoner
Nina,

I am so sorry about precious Spencer.  I hope you find
some comfort in knowing that you did what was best for
Spencer.  His body is whole again and free from pain. 
I know when we lose 1 of our babies it leaves a hole
in our heart but we are all so blessed to have known
and taken care of these precious souls. 
I hope you find peace in knowing that one day you and
your sweet precious boy will see each other again. 
Your in my thoughts and prayers.

Cindy Reasoner



--- Nina [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

 Hi Belinda and All,
 I'm so sad and numb this morning.  So completely
 worn out, I know you 
 all understand how I'm feeling.  Spencer had been so
 weak yesterday, but 
 still so attentive and loving, what an incredible
 spirit this boy has. 
 The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I had
 been laying next to 
 Spencer on our bed, keeping him company while we
 waited.  He lifted his 
 head and tried to move, but he just couldn't get his
 once magnificent 
 body to work.  I decided to bring him out front.  He
 used to love going 
 out with his dogs every morning to get the paper and
 I thought he might 
 enjoy going out one more time.  I was right. 
 Unbelievably, he rallied 
 and was actually able to stumble to his favorite
 spot under my Jeep 
 parked in the driveway.  He even drank from the
 feral's water bowl. 
 I couldn't stand seeing him on the uncomfortable
 cement any longer and 
 put him on his bed and we sat and quietly watched
 the neighborhood 
 comings and goings from the front steps.
 
 I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet
 approaching up the 
 front walk.  Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream,
 NO!  NOT YET!  Of 
 course, it was time to finally say goodbye.
 
 Do you still do tributes with their pictures?  I'm
 going to send you his 
 picture off-list to include in case you do.  Bless
 it, this was a hard 
 one, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy
 ones, are there?).
 
 I want to express my gratitude once again to this
 incredible list of 
 caring people.  I went through such contortions
 dealing with Spencer's 
 illness and decline.  I don't know how I would have
 coped without your 
 support and prayers.
 Much love as always,
 Nina
 
 
 


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Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread Leslie

I can't be like this at work.

no, no, no.

When I got the digest, I said, yay! a break from the toil, but then when I glanced at the subjects and saw your wish to add Spence to the CLS at the bottom, I was devastated. I scrolled slowly down reading through the messages and as each one ended, I hoped, hoped, that the next one would not be the one, keeping him alive for a few moments more in my reality. Like reading a book over and over, but hoping that somehow this time, the end will be different than the lasttime.


But it wasn't. Nina, your beautiful description of Spencer and hislife and spiritmade him a part of our days. I grieve for him and for you and can only make myself feel better by imagining him and my Sushi, Hepburn, and Azrael meeting now.


I am so sorry, but thank you so much for sharing such an amazing force with us, I feel completely touched to have known him.

Leslie

From: Nina [EMAIL PROTECTED]Subject: Please add Spencer to the CLS
To: Felvtalk@felineleukemia.orgMessage-ID: [EMAIL PROTECTED]Content-Type: text/plain; charset=us-ascii; format=flowed
Hi Belinda and All,I'm so sad and numb this morning.So completely worn out, I know youall understand how I'm feeling.Spencer had been so weak yesterday, butstill so attentive and loving, what an incredible spirit this boy has.
The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I had been laying next toSpencer on our bed, keeping him company while we waited.He lifted hishead and tried to move, but he just couldn't get his once magnificent
body to work.I decided to bring him out front.He used to love goingout with his dogs every morning to get the paper and I thought he mightenjoy going out one more time.I was right.Unbelievably, he rallied
and was actually able to stumble to his favorite spot under my Jeepparked in the driveway.He even drank from the feral's water bowl.I couldn't stand seeing him on the uncomfortable cement any longer andput him on his bed and we sat and quietly watched the neighborhood
comings and goings from the front steps.I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching up thefront walk.Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO!NOT YET!Ofcourse, it was time to finally say goodbye.
Do you still do tributes with their pictures?I'm going to send you hispicture off-list to include in case you do.Bless it, this was a hardone, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy ones, are there?).
I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible list ofcaring people.I went through such contortions dealing with Spencer'sillness and decline.I don't know how I would have coped without your
support and prayers.Much love as always,Nina--Message: 22Date: Thu, 12 Oct 2006 11:37:55 -0500From: Rosenfeldt, Diane 
[EMAIL PROTECTED]Subject: RE: Please add Spencer to the CLSTo: felvtalk@felineleukemia.orgMessage-ID: 
[EMAIL PROTECTED]Content-Type: text/plain; charset=us-asciiNina, I know how excruciating this has been for you, but please resteasy that you did what you knew to be best for Spencer.My heartfelt
sympathies.May your extraordinary boy have the gentlest of Bridgejourneys.Diane R.-Original Message-From: [EMAIL PROTECTED]
[mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED]] On Behalf Of NinaSent: Thursday, October 12, 2006 11:20 AMTo: 
Felvtalk@felineleukemia.orgSubject: Please add Spencer to the CLSThis electronic mail transmission and any attachments are confidential and may be privileged.They should be read or retained only by the intended recipient.If you have received this
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Message: 23Date: Thu, 12 Oct 2006 12:26:12 -0500From: [EMAIL PROTECTED]Subject: Re: Please add Spencer to the CLSTo: 
felvtalk@felineleukemia.orgMessage-ID: [EMAIL PROTECTED]Content-Type: text/plain; charset=iso-8859-1Oh, Nina!I wish I had the words to express my thoughts more
poetically than, I know exactly how you feel!But it's just assimple as that, I guess...You were there for me when my special guy,Fuss-fuss passed away...and Spence sounds like he was to you what Fuss
was to me.You're right, they're all hard...but there are a few thatare particularly hard.It's helped me to keep in mind that journeyswork both ways...not everyone is placed in our own lives for our own
benefit...we, too, get placed in others' lives for the other person'sor animal's benefit.For some of my cats, I feel as though I'm simplyon the periphery of their journey...a blip on their radar, so-to-speak!Which is fine by me as I understand we're all busy trying to
figure out our own 

Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread etrent

It is so painful to say goodbye.Love and prayers to you.





elizabeth

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To: Felvtalk@felineleukemia.org
Sent: Thu, 12 Oct 2006 11:19 AM
Subject: Please add Spencer to the CLS





Hi Belinda and All,
I'm so sad and numb this morning. So completely worn out, I know you all understand how I'm feeling. Spencer had been so weak yesterday, but still so attentive and loving, what an incredible spirit this boy has. The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I had been laying next to Spencer on our bed, keeping him company while we waited. He lifted his head and tried to move, but he just couldn't get his once magnificent body to work. I decided to bring him out front. He used to love going out with his dogs every morning to get the paper and I thought he might enjoy going out one more time. I was right. Unbelievably, he rallied and was actually able to stumble to his favorite spot under my Jeep parked in the driveway. He even drank from the feral's water bowl. I couldn't stand seeing him on the uncomfortable cement any longer and put him on his bed and we sat and quietly watched the neighborhood comings and goings from the front steps.

I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching up the front walk. Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO! NOT YET! Of course, it was time to finally say goodbye.

Do you still do tributes with their pictures? I'm going to send you his picture off-list to include in case you do. Bless it, this was a hard one, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy ones, are there?).

I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible list of caring people. I went through such contortions dealing with Spencer's illness and decline. I don't know how I would have coped without your support and prayers.
Much love as always,
Nina





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Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread Barb Moermond

I'm so sorry NinaBarb+Smoky the House Puma+El Bandito Malito"My cat the clown: paying no mind to whom he should impress. Merely living his life, doing what pleases him, and making me smile." - Anonymous

- Original Message From: Nina [EMAIL PROTECTED]To: Felvtalk@felineleukemia.orgSent: Thursday, October 12, 2006 11:19:37 AMSubject: Please add Spencer to the CLS
Hi Belinda and All,I'm so sad and numb this morning.So completely worn out, I know you all understand how I'm feeling.Spencer had been so weak yesterday, but still so attentive and loving, what an incredible spirit this boy has. The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I had been laying next to Spencer on our bed, keeping him company while we waited.He lifted his head and tried to move, but he just couldn't get his once magnificent body to work.I decided to bring him out front.He used to love going out with his dogs every morning to get the paper and I thought he might enjoy going out one more time.I was right.Unbelievably, he rallied and was actually able to stumble to his favorite spot under my Jeep parked in the driveway.He even drank from the feral's water bowl. I couldn't stand seeing him on the uncomfortable cement any
 longer and put him on his bed and we sat and quietly watched the neighborhood comings and goings from the front steps.I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching up the front walk.Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO!NOT YET!Of course, it was time to finally say goodbye.Do you still do tributes with their pictures?I'm going to send you his picture off-list to include in case you do.Bless it, this was a hard one, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy ones, are there?).I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible list of caring people.I went through such contortions dealing with Spencer's illness and decline.I don't know how I would have coped without your support and prayers.Much love as always,Nina

Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread Lernermichelle



Nina, I am really sorry. It sounds like he really did not have any 
pain, just weakness, which is such a blessing. death itself is never a blessing, 
no matter what people say. I am so sorry.
Michelle


Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread Watsdadillyo



Dear Nina
I am so sorry about Spencer. I have been bawling my eyes out for 15 
mins. As Leslie L stated I felt like I knew him. OH Nina you sweet woman. I am 
so sorry. I have the pictures of Spencer laying on top on the couch that 
beautiful Angel. My heart dropped when I read this post. I can imagine you and 
Spencer sitting outside. You poor thing. My God I feel like I lost my own cat. I 
cant imagine your pain. I am so glad Spencer came back to you and you guys had 
made many more memories. Please Nina if there is anything I can do please 
let me know.
kayte and Crackers


Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread Kelley Saveika
Nina,

I'm so very sorry for your loss of Spencer Take care of yourself.

Kelley
On 10/12/06, [EMAIL PROTECTED] [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:



Dear Nina
I am so sorry about Spencer. I have been bawling my eyes out for 15 mins. As Leslie L stated I felt like I knew him. OH Nina you sweet woman. I am so sorry. I have the pictures of Spencer laying on top on the couch that beautiful Angel. My heart dropped when I read this post. I can imagine you and Spencer sitting outside. You poor thing. My God I feel like I lost my own cat. I cant imagine your pain. I am so glad Spencer came back to you and you guys had made many more memories. Please Nina if there is anything I can do please let me know.

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Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS -- Nina

2006-10-12 Thread Gina WN
Nina, I criedafter reading about your last moments with Spencer. It is a blessing knowing you and the others on this list and being able to share in your lives.I would like to see Spencer's picture if you would send it to me. [EMAIL PROTECTED]GinaNina [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:  Hi Belinda and All,I'm so sad and numb this morning. So completely worn out, I know you all understand how I'm feeling. Spencer had been so weak yesterday, but still so attentive and loving, what an incredible spirit this boy has. The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I had been laying next to Spencer on our bed, keeping him company while we waited. He lifted his head and
 tried to move, but he just couldn't get his once magnificent body to work. I decided to bring him out front. He used to love going out with his dogs every morning to get the paper and I thought he might enjoy going out one more time. I was right. Unbelievably, he rallied and was actually able to stumble to his favorite spot under my Jeep parked in the driveway. He even drank from the feral's water bowl. I couldn't stand seeing him on the uncomfortable cement any longer and put him on his bed and we sat and quietly watched the neighborhood comings and goings from the front steps.I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching up the front walk. Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO! NOT YET! Of course, it was time to finally say goodbye.Do you still do tributes with their pictures? I'm going to send you his picture off-list to include in case you do. Bless it, this was a hard one, (but
 then I guess there just aren't any easy ones, are there?).I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible list of caring people. I went through such contortions dealing with Spencer's illness and decline. I don't know how I would have coped without your support and prayers.Much love as always,NinaVisit my Tigger Tales site! See my cats' gallery at Zazzle 
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Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS -- Nina

2006-10-12 Thread LVega50899



Nina, I am so sorry to hear about spencer, I think everyone has cried when 
reading this. This is so heartbreaking, once again very sorry to hear about 
precious spencer. My prayers are with you. 

Lori 


Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS -- Nina

2006-10-12 Thread Sheila208

My heart breaks for you. We all have gone through losing that very special one, but you still have those beautiful memories. Thank you so much for sharing Spencer with us. Sheila


Re: Please add Spencer to the CLS

2006-10-12 Thread Gloria Lane
Nina, just want to add my condolences - yes, we do understand.  I'm  
so very sorry, I know how hard it is.  Blessings, Gloria



On Oct 12, 2006, at 11:19 AM, Nina wrote:


Hi Belinda and All,
I'm so sad and numb this morning.  So completely worn out, I know  
you all understand how I'm feeling.  Spencer had been so weak  
yesterday, but still so attentive and loving, what an incredible  
spirit this boy has. The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I  
had been laying next to Spencer on our bed, keeping him company  
while we waited.  He lifted his head and tried to move, but he just  
couldn't get his once magnificent body to work.  I decided to bring  
him out front.  He used to love going out with his dogs every  
morning to get the paper and I thought he might enjoy going out one  
more time.  I was right.  Unbelievably, he rallied and was actually  
able to stumble to his favorite spot under my Jeep parked in the  
driveway.  He even drank from the feral's water bowl. I couldn't  
stand seeing him on the uncomfortable cement any longer and put him  
on his bed and we sat and quietly watched the neighborhood comings  
and goings from the front steps.


I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching up  
the front walk.  Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO!  NOT  
YET!  Of course, it was time to finally say goodbye.


Do you still do tributes with their pictures?  I'm going to send  
you his picture off-list to include in case you do.  Bless it, this  
was a hard one, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy ones,  
are there?).


I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible list  
of caring people.  I went through such contortions dealing with  
Spencer's illness and decline.  I don't know how I would have coped  
without your support and prayers.

Much love as always,
Nina