I admire your courage James!
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On Thu, March 31, 2011 14:16, James Morris wrote:
> after 3 or 4 or more hours at work i'm allowed a half hour unpaid
> break. if i've been lazy before leaving home for work then i need to
> spend my break time in the supermarket next door to the factory
> hunting for food (that won't poison me through sloppy preparation).
> after working on a machine in the factory it seems that people in the
> supermarket, especially the tills, move in slow motion. i'm standing
> there watching the man pull money out of his wallet in slow motion. it
> seems to take 5 minutes. i could have made 4 and a half buckets in
> that time. speed the fuck up. move goddam you. i don't want to spend
> my break stood in this queue. i'm angry. the checkout girl looks young
> and i don't want to intimidate her. she spends an age fiddling about
> with the cash drawer. what is she doing? i feel i'll intimidate
> through my impatience and feeling alive and pumped up ready to move
> right now. move. then i go back to the factory and sit in the mess
> room in silence because its rare for people to speak to each other in
> there and almost everyone sits alone to a table. then i go back to
> work for another 3 or 4 hours. if i'm lucky i'm on a machine i can
> walk away from if i need the toilet. if i'm lucky i can just stop the
> machine without it fucking up. i'll work in silence on automatic alone
> in my head listening to music letting it transport me away from the
> factory. then i'll go home and it'll be half ten at night if i'm on
> lates like i am this week. i'll be home and speak to my girlfriend
> cuddle and kiss and then sit at my computer and write code. my
> girlfriend is usually tired at this time and it's not long before she
> goes to bed. i write code til two am. debugging. can't find the
> problem. i don't know the solution yet. it's a tough one.
>
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