Re: Demons

2015-01-11 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons I see what youre saying, although I think theres actually two ways my visual problems manifest themselves, and I think this problem is rooted in another issue.Physically, my vision is normal, currently. My mom has a history of severe nearsightedness but she was able to receive

Re: Demons

2015-01-11 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons I see what youre saying, although I think theres actually two ways my visual problems manifest themselves, and I think this problem is rooted in another issue.Physically, my vision is normal, currently. My mom has a history of severe nearsightedness but she was able to receive

Re: Demons

2015-01-10 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Ive considered it, and it would be an interesting discovery if studied, but Im not sure 100% of the correlation.I have trouble with some visual processing. For example, I have face blindness, which means I cant remember peoples faces, usually I come up with a coping strategy to

Re: Demons

2015-01-10 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Ive considered it, and it would be an interesting discovery if studied, but Im not sure 100% of the correlation.I have trouble with some visual processing. For example, I have face blindness, which means I cant remember peoples faces, usually I come up with a coping strategy to

Re: Demons

2015-01-08 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons I thought Id bring up an update.Ive gone to a therapist, but I havent been able to break the water with him. The condition has fluctuated up and down. It appears to get worse if Im tired or depressed, or otherwise low tolerance or threshold to pain or irritation. It appears to

Re: Demons

2015-01-08 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons I thought Id bring up an update.Ive gone to a therapist, but I havent been able to break the water with him. The condition has fluctuated up and down. It appears to get worse if Im tired or depressed, or otherwise low tolerance or threshold to pain or irritation. It appears to

Re: Demons

2015-01-08 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Hypnotherapy has dubious results and Im pretty sure its not officially recognized as a valid therapy technique. Usually hypnotists perform their hypnotism through soothing sounds, so blind people could technically get hypnotized.I actually use the marijuana because it inhibits

Re: Demons

2015-01-08 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Hypnotherapy has dubious results and Im pretty sure its not officially recognized as a valid therapy technique. Usually hypnotists perform their hypnotism through soothing sounds, so blind people could technically get hypnotized.I actually use the marijuana because it inhibits

Re: Demons

2014-12-02 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Perhaps Im just misunderstood here but I never felt like being blind was a walk in the park or some exciting experience. The truth is that my feelings are there but they arent based in any sort of logical reasoning. The reality is that these feelings persist through everything

Re: Demons

2014-12-02 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Perhaps Im just misunderstood here but I never felt like being blind was a walk in the park or some exciting experience. The truth is that my feelings are there but they arent based in any sort of logical reasoning. The reality is that these feelings persist through everything

Re: Demons

2014-12-02 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Perhaps Im just misunderstood here but I never felt like being blind was a walk in the park or some exciting experience. The truth is that my feelings are there but they arent based in any sort of logical reasoning. The reality is that these feelings persist through everything

Re: Demons

2014-11-25 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Ugh, Ive heard back in the day they had tools that would read the BIOS. There is the possibility of using a reading device like Google Goggles, which seems to do a pretty decent job of reading text, but screens do this funky effect that may make it more difficult to do so. And

Re: Demons

2014-11-23 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons You know, this is just my opinion, but I dont really think theres anything wrong with being a girl or a boy. This is why Ive always supported transgender individuals (outside of my own struggles with identity) because I mean fundamentally theres nothing wrong with being a boy or

Re: Demons

2014-11-23 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons You know, this is just my opinion, but I dont really think theres anything wrong with being a girl or a boy. This is why Ive always supported transgender individuals (outside of my own struggles with identity) because I mean fundamentally theres nothing wrong with being a boy or

Re: Demons

2014-11-23 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons You know, this is just my opinion, but I dont really think theres anything wrong with being a girl or a boy. This is why Ive always supported transgender individuals (outside of my own struggles with identity) because I mean fundamentally theres nothing wrong with being a boy or

Re: Demons

2014-11-23 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons To those who are saying that they cannot empathize my condition, I can understand completely. Like I said it probably is BIID and I dont really understand the mainstream form of self amputation. That doesnt make sense to me. I know there are other ways that people can

Re: Demons

2014-11-23 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons To those who are saying that they cannot empathize my condition, I can understand completely. Like I said it probably is BIID and I dont really understand the mainstream form of self amputation. That doesnt make sense to me. I know there are other ways that people can

Re: Demons

2014-11-22 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Theres a lot to digest in your post, but, you know, one of the last things I read before coming here involved lots of parables about how, if we can accommodate trans people, then lets accommodate them instead of being mean about it because its hard to understand those sorts of

Re: Demons

2014-11-22 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Theres a lot to digest in your post, but, you know, one of the last things I read before coming here involved lots of parables about how, if we can accommodate trans people, then lets accommodate them instead of being mean about it because its hard to understand those sorts of

Re: Demons

2014-11-22 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Its not really like I want to be blind, in fact a huge part of the tension involved with feeling this way is the exact opposite of wanting to be blind. I think cx2 kind of has a somewhat right idea that its an urge rather than a wanting. It feels like a forbidden fruit that my

Re: Demons

2014-11-22 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Its not really like I want to be blind, in fact a huge part of the tension involved with feeling this way is the exact opposite of wanting to be blind. I think cx2 kind of has a somewhat right idea that its an urge rather than a wanting. It feels like a forbidden fruit that my

Re: Demons

2014-11-22 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons brad wrote:So Id like to know why youd like to be blind or *shudders* cut out your eyes. Why cant you just be rachel, the person who helps the blind and helps those that need it? Changing your body shape or removing certain parts of it, wont change you and I doubt it would

Re: Demons

2014-11-22 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Re: Demons Hey, I thought I would just let everyone know that I feel a lot better about myself than back on Thursday. I think I got over this pivotal point in my journey. I really appreciate your words. Ill try my hardest. I promise. Use my demons for good. I know that I feel that there

Demons

2014-11-21 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Demons I think you might know who I am but if youre wondering Im rachel and Ive been working on a project that quite a few members have been interested in. I made an alternate account because the thing Im going to discuss here is extremely personal and I would like to leave it within the

Demons

2014-11-21 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Demons I think you might know who I am but if youre wondering Im rachel and Ive been working on a project that quite a few members have been interested in. I made an alternate account because the thing Im going to discuss here is extremely personal and I would like to leave it within the

Demons

2014-11-21 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Demons I think you might know who I am but if youre wondering Im rachel and Ive been working on a project that quite a few members have been interested in. I made an alternate account because the thing Im going to discuss here is extremely personal and I would like to leave it within the

Demons

2014-11-21 Thread AudioGames . net ForumOff-topic room : Rach Rach via Audiogames-reflector
Demons I think you might know who I am but if youre wondering Im rachel and Ive been working on a project that quite a few members have been interested in. I made an alternate account because the thing Im going to discuss here is extremely personal and I would like to leave it within the