Re: Michael Crichton is Evil and Must be Destroyed (was: Scouted:Environmentalism is Evil and Must Be Destroyed)

2003-12-17 Thread Julia Thompson
Michael Harney wrote:

 Well, for me, it's not so much an issue of physical health.  I'm in the
 better physical health now than I have ever been in my life.  It's more
 about mental health.  I've just had a lot of concerns on my mind recently,
 concerns that I have little/no control over, and it becomes very easy to rub
 me the wrong way when I get in that frame of mind, especially on topics I
 feel strongly about.  Regretably, I haven't been getting a full night's
 sleep for most of the last two weeks.  Each day there was a different reason
 why my sleep was disrupted before I got a full night's rest, but it doesn't
 change the fact that I haven't slept enough.  I just wish I had my own place
 rather than living in a house with my mother, brother, and all my brother's
 children. 80% of the time, that is the reason my sleep is disturbed.

Sleep interruption caused by children can really get to be a drag.

Can you nap at all during the day?  If so, does that help?

Julia

who's actually allowed 5 hours' sleep at once at night now -- daytime
schedules are not really synchronized right now, but the nighttime ones
are
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Re: Michael Crichton is Evil and Must be Destroyed (was: Scouted:Environmentalism is Evil and Must Be Destroyed)

2003-12-17 Thread Michael Harney

From: Julia Thompson [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 Michael Harney wrote:

  Well, for me, it's not so much an issue of physical health.  I'm in the
  better physical health now than I have ever been in my life.  It's more
  about mental health.  I've just had a lot of concerns on my mind
recently,
  concerns that I have little/no control over, and it becomes very easy to
rub
  me the wrong way when I get in that frame of mind, especially on topics
I
  feel strongly about.  Regretably, I haven't been getting a full night's
  sleep for most of the last two weeks.  Each day there was a different
reason
  why my sleep was disrupted before I got a full night's rest, but it
doesn't
  change the fact that I haven't slept enough.  I just wish I had my own
place
  rather than living in a house with my mother, brother, and all my
brother's
  children. 80% of the time, that is the reason my sleep is disturbed.

 Sleep interruption caused by children can really get to be a drag.

Yep.  Sleep interuptions caused by grown-ups aren't much better either.

 Can you nap at all during the day?

Yes.

  If so, does that help?

No, if anything, a nap in the middle of the day makes me feel worse.

Michael Harney
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Re: Michael Crichton is Evil and Must be Destroyed (was: Scouted:Environmentalism is Evil and Must Be Destroyed)

2003-12-16 Thread Julia Thompson
Michael Harney wrote:

 P.P.P.S.  I've been in a particularly strange mood for a long while now (a
 few weeks), perhaps stress induced, and encourage others to keep a safe
 distance from topics I feel strongly about.

Sorry to hear that, and if I start in on something you feel strongly
about, I may have forgotten that you feel strongly about it.  Blame the
sleep deprivation.  (Although it's getting better)

Julia
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Re: Michael Crichton is Evil and Must be Destroyed (was: Scouted:Environmentalism is Evil and Must Be Destroyed)

2003-12-16 Thread Michael Harney

From: Julia Thompson [EMAIL PROTECTED]


 Michael Harney wrote:

  P.P.P.S.  I've been in a particularly strange mood for a long while now
(a
  few weeks), perhaps stress induced, and encourage others to keep a safe
  distance from topics I feel strongly about.

 Sorry to hear that, and if I start in on something you feel strongly
 about, I may have forgotten that you feel strongly about it.  Blame the
 sleep deprivation.  (Although it's getting better)


I wouldn't worry too much about it.  The topics that I am sensative about
are not ones that you tend to bring up, and when you do, you usually do so
in a way that is not construed as an attack or challenge, but in the
interest of genuine discussion.  That, I can typically handle even when I am
feeling as I am.  I am feeling quite unwell though.  Things have even gotten
to the point that I am even consuming caffine at mid-day to maintain
concentration.  I have been limiting my caffine consumption for years now,
consuming it only on rare occasion.  It is a surprisingly potent drug when
used sparingly, but I would rather not use it at all.  Prolonged use of
caffine (use spanning 4-5 days) typically makes me feel short of breath
(which is quite unpleasant) and affects my metabolism for the worse.

My moods seem to be forming a pattern though, last year at this time, I was
feeling badly as well (though, greatfully, this year hasn't been nearly as
bad as last year).  Hopefully, it will clear up faster than last year, which
spanned right through to the end of February.  Part of it is related to
holidays.  I feel badly around Christmas because I am unemployed and unable
to buy other people gifts.  I feel bad in January around my birthday because
I'm reminded that another year has gone by and things haven't gotten any
better.  And I am depressed around Valentine's day because I am reminded
that I am alone, have been alone all my life, and am likely to be alone the
rest of my life if the trend continues.  In short, Holidays and Birthdays
suck for someone stuck in a rut.  Hopefully one of my job leads will pan out
before my birthday rolls around so that I will at least feel better about
that.

Michael Harney
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