Re: Michael Crichton is Evil and Must be Destroyed (was: Scouted:Environmentalism is Evil and Must Be Destroyed)
Michael Harney wrote: Well, for me, it's not so much an issue of physical health. I'm in the better physical health now than I have ever been in my life. It's more about mental health. I've just had a lot of concerns on my mind recently, concerns that I have little/no control over, and it becomes very easy to rub me the wrong way when I get in that frame of mind, especially on topics I feel strongly about. Regretably, I haven't been getting a full night's sleep for most of the last two weeks. Each day there was a different reason why my sleep was disrupted before I got a full night's rest, but it doesn't change the fact that I haven't slept enough. I just wish I had my own place rather than living in a house with my mother, brother, and all my brother's children. 80% of the time, that is the reason my sleep is disturbed. Sleep interruption caused by children can really get to be a drag. Can you nap at all during the day? If so, does that help? Julia who's actually allowed 5 hours' sleep at once at night now -- daytime schedules are not really synchronized right now, but the nighttime ones are ___ http://www.mccmedia.com/mailman/listinfo/brin-l
Re: Michael Crichton is Evil and Must be Destroyed (was: Scouted:Environmentalism is Evil and Must Be Destroyed)
From: Julia Thompson [EMAIL PROTECTED] Michael Harney wrote: Well, for me, it's not so much an issue of physical health. I'm in the better physical health now than I have ever been in my life. It's more about mental health. I've just had a lot of concerns on my mind recently, concerns that I have little/no control over, and it becomes very easy to rub me the wrong way when I get in that frame of mind, especially on topics I feel strongly about. Regretably, I haven't been getting a full night's sleep for most of the last two weeks. Each day there was a different reason why my sleep was disrupted before I got a full night's rest, but it doesn't change the fact that I haven't slept enough. I just wish I had my own place rather than living in a house with my mother, brother, and all my brother's children. 80% of the time, that is the reason my sleep is disturbed. Sleep interruption caused by children can really get to be a drag. Yep. Sleep interuptions caused by grown-ups aren't much better either. Can you nap at all during the day? Yes. If so, does that help? No, if anything, a nap in the middle of the day makes me feel worse. Michael Harney [EMAIL PROTECTED] ___ http://www.mccmedia.com/mailman/listinfo/brin-l
Re: Michael Crichton is Evil and Must be Destroyed (was: Scouted:Environmentalism is Evil and Must Be Destroyed)
Michael Harney wrote: P.P.P.S. I've been in a particularly strange mood for a long while now (a few weeks), perhaps stress induced, and encourage others to keep a safe distance from topics I feel strongly about. Sorry to hear that, and if I start in on something you feel strongly about, I may have forgotten that you feel strongly about it. Blame the sleep deprivation. (Although it's getting better) Julia ___ http://www.mccmedia.com/mailman/listinfo/brin-l
Re: Michael Crichton is Evil and Must be Destroyed (was: Scouted:Environmentalism is Evil and Must Be Destroyed)
From: Julia Thompson [EMAIL PROTECTED] Michael Harney wrote: P.P.P.S. I've been in a particularly strange mood for a long while now (a few weeks), perhaps stress induced, and encourage others to keep a safe distance from topics I feel strongly about. Sorry to hear that, and if I start in on something you feel strongly about, I may have forgotten that you feel strongly about it. Blame the sleep deprivation. (Although it's getting better) I wouldn't worry too much about it. The topics that I am sensative about are not ones that you tend to bring up, and when you do, you usually do so in a way that is not construed as an attack or challenge, but in the interest of genuine discussion. That, I can typically handle even when I am feeling as I am. I am feeling quite unwell though. Things have even gotten to the point that I am even consuming caffine at mid-day to maintain concentration. I have been limiting my caffine consumption for years now, consuming it only on rare occasion. It is a surprisingly potent drug when used sparingly, but I would rather not use it at all. Prolonged use of caffine (use spanning 4-5 days) typically makes me feel short of breath (which is quite unpleasant) and affects my metabolism for the worse. My moods seem to be forming a pattern though, last year at this time, I was feeling badly as well (though, greatfully, this year hasn't been nearly as bad as last year). Hopefully, it will clear up faster than last year, which spanned right through to the end of February. Part of it is related to holidays. I feel badly around Christmas because I am unemployed and unable to buy other people gifts. I feel bad in January around my birthday because I'm reminded that another year has gone by and things haven't gotten any better. And I am depressed around Valentine's day because I am reminded that I am alone, have been alone all my life, and am likely to be alone the rest of my life if the trend continues. In short, Holidays and Birthdays suck for someone stuck in a rut. Hopefully one of my job leads will pan out before my birthday rolls around so that I will at least feel better about that. Michael Harney [EMAIL PROTECTED] ___ http://www.mccmedia.com/mailman/listinfo/brin-l