parts where harmful trust is from trayma, we can hear the trauma for
example to rebuild trust
but parts also seem something else
so one p
maybe there are different bits with different experiences
imag8n8ng be8ng trancey and experiencing suggestion, there’s maybe a
choice there to do the suggestion, with k8nd of some internal
direction maybe to really do it or such (maybe false trust)
thinking a little of send8ng that label in, and
say a part of a mind were hypnotized or s9meth8ng
ehat’s the reason for that? for staying hypnotized?
maybe s9me idea of things not 7nderstand8ng the experience of hypnosis
or whatnot
it ma6be becomes important, could be very wrong
well, i like rational thoughts
i suspect neither of us really like the conflict, maybe people really
practiced at fighting it do
i often think of parts as “herniated” when e.g. from struggles trying
to do something makes other things happen maybe because the thing was
in conflict and the looking for doing went so ewhere else :/
struggles to synchronize with parts of the mind, to get them doing one’s thing
very like dissociative disorder
stopping, two different kinds me and someth8ng else, struggling over
control, dissociation disorder …
lots of that intense expression is stopping or distracting or
toghtening or numbing … kinds of stopping
me stopping from fears
something else stopping too
lots of intense expression, undesired
big issue maybe of thoughts inhibiting, stopping
some of it 8s me avoiding fears
thinking about this
thoughts that make sense
—
thinking sensical thoughts
i like thinking sensical thoughts :) seems hard
this seems readable, long though:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Proof_sketch_for_Gödel%27s_first_incompleteness_theorem
it’s pretty hard to engage
a fun idea is, if godel proves that systems are inconsistent, couldn’t
we use that to make a consistent one by counterproving the proof? kind
9f like find8ng a fixed point in the larger system
i very briefly looked at diagonal fixed point wikipedia articles, i
don’t understand them, but
i think kurt is likely saying that, kind of, because you can describe
proving something as an expression, and you can - or hrm
but it sounds
incompleteness idea
gurt/kurt was all um he was kinds like, “not sure about ‘this
sentence be false’ but how about ‘this sentence be unprovable’”
then he defines a coding from sentences to numbers
and i dunno maybe imagines a theoretical number algebra that includes
rules for sentences
On 9/12/23, mailbombbin wrote:
> thinking a little tiny bit about the u ummm the umm gurt kurdle
> the gurt kurdle thimg
> that was fun, trying to learn the um incompleteness proof :)
> i womder what it really says and whether i would decide to agree with
> it or not once i understood it
>
u oops?
maybe i can guess it somehow
thinking a little tiny bit about the u ummm the umm gurt kurdle
the gurt kurdle thimg
that was fun, trying to learn the um incompleteness proof :)
i womder what it really says and whether i would decide to agree with
it or not once i understood it
what if mind control boss
when i was a kid, in elementary school. pretending to be smarter than
other people by being a nerd and focusing on nerdy stuff instead of
social stuff, i read two books on making robot dogs.
one was serious. the other was an analogy for object oriented programming.
this thread is such crypto clickbait
idea for a gofundme: mind control system for dieting, teaches the user
to enjoy eating less
zombie government work —-
anyway
it’s important to have functional willpower, re eating and dieting
i was imagining a diet food that used something engineering-like to
exert an upward force on the person who ate it, like intelligent
molecules or somehow using maglev with external component
also we figured enslaved workers could lift you as part of the diet product
or a robot, maybe a strong
other ideas i clude stimulating vomiting or evacuation of the bowels,
likely worse things exist even
mind control b
or take a diet pill that makes your body burn energy into heat faster :S
it would be kore efficient to eat rocketship roasts that propel you
waaay away from the earth
wikipedia says weight is the force exerted on the mass by gravity, and
that an object with more mass always weighs more when subjectdd to the
same gravity
so helium hamburgers will only make mind control boss weigh less if he
floats up in the air, maybe with a string tied to his ankle, such that
i’m not sure but his
question: does mind control boss weigh less if he pumps himself up
with helium like a balloon?
note: his volume also grows like a balloon
helium hotdogs, helium hamburgers, hydrogen hot buns … vacuum-fluffed v
new diet food product line: helium hotdogs
challenge: how can adding mass to something make it lighter?
u add mass that is lower density than the surrounding medium
so the surrounding medium pushes it against gravity more
mind control boss raises his implanted head
and focuses
and a bunch fo slaves come and lift him so he levitates
mind con
brains brains brains brains lotsa brains brains brains
mind control boss sits down to a feast
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On 9/11/23, mailbombbin wrote:
> <{ a big subchallenge with the mutating is comprehending their
> existing code, quite hard to review
>
> _Note_: this is a major analogy for the concept of "timetravel", that
> of exploring a probability tree and "rewinding" to other
> partially-explored branches
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mind control boss leans down to a hunk of meatloaf on a
JAPAN / HISTORY
Life of anarchist-feminist revisited 100 years after her murder
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Reposts about anarchism not rightwing garbage called ' Libertarianism "
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On 9/11/23, pro2rat at yahoo.com.au wrote:
> This village-idiots-convention
Link to what the fuck you're talking about,
and properly thread your posts, you jackass ;)
<<<
The link is in the first post in that properly threaded series of posts, G.
Btw, when are you going to join my dead
[we suspect he partially-ongo8ng belief that the meatloaf is the
miss8ng brain part relates to conflict around its use for s8mulating
mind c9ntrol boss’s brain lost to cancer …
[ big party celebrating a kidnappee finding a lost quarter of their
biological brain. people thought it was in a snack fridge of all
places, but no that turned out to be meatloaf despite being far more
useful than the previous -
[
research project
people are busy, moving to and fro like ants
—
mcb is exploring a dungeon
he holds a torch and a cardboard assault rifle
he has been cursed with “crawl on your hands and knees everywhere you go”
I'm guessing this account hasn't been used since 2016, other than to
suddenly and mysteriously follow me. I would guess the following of me
is not from the original owner of the account, but don't know.
the engineers are all confused
he has the AI do everything instead of them
but they adjust
mind control boss builds a robot body and shoves it full of expensive AI
great work, there must be a wiki where this stuff goes (maybe libreplanet?)
here’s one review
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On 9/10/23, professor rat wrote:
> " . . . Currently some of the team’s research is exploring
Executing Censorship, Steering Mass Formation, Political Psyop,
Preemptive SpyVeillance Websuck for Political and Monetary Gain,
1984, etc...
> And we’re just getting started. . . . "
Google was
mind control boss does the mind control dictator dance again
mind control boss [dancing]: "i'm taking over the world, and nobody can
think of it"
mind control boss [dancing]: "i'm taking over the world, and nobody can
think about to stop me"
mind control boss [dancing]: "i'm taking over the
On 9/11/23, pro2...@yahoo.com.au wrote:
> This village-idiots-convention
Link to what the fuck you're talking about,
and properly thread your posts, you jackass ;)
Do you think any of the self-proclaimed "cypherpunks" attendant will dare
to mention let alone reinvigorate the thought crime of AP
yay grooming :)
rather than personal grooming i am moving forward on a mental health
pursuit. thanks, still helpful. [the new friend has left me messages
i haven't replied to. they have arranged to spend time together this
afternoon.]
my miniboss might be trying to separate me from the new friend whom i
see as near to rescue efforts
this is because i am homeless :D i am also seeking a specialist in
dissociative disorders so as to stop stopping myself from doing
everything i am trying to do.
the day-shelter-clothes-changing is inhibited. i have dried toothpaste
on my shirt. and haven't showered in a number of days.
i want to change my clothes at a day shelter and spend time with a new friend!
--
bip bip bip
i have like a ton of things to do but my issues are much bigger than
expected today :(
mind control boss's kindly aunt slams open the door. mind control boss cowers.
mind control boss's kindly aunt: "i want to take my buggy to the store
for milk, but --"
mind control boss covers his head, turns away, but peeks at his kindly
aunt with one eye
mind control boss's kindly aunt: "but
-
mind control boss is scared
he was kicking innocent countries around this way and that when all of
a sudden he had to visit his kindly aunt
mind control boss's kindly aunt does not condone genocide-for-hire,
nor enslavement-of-millions-of-people
mind control boss is
"I didn't come to lead Lambs, I came to wake up Lions!
-- Javier Gerardo Milei"
Javier Milei's channel is here...
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwKZnJ48oXRCCGCQbL1BPSA
Javier is running Libertarian themes, as is Vivek Ramaswamy.
Long term, Libertarian themes could bring about something
we shouldn't use this list for political [harm]
the guy hosting it hosts project gutenberg's library
i went to pglaf.org and it stands for project gutenberg library
archive foundation
i've been spamming project gutenberg O_O
i guess a realization like this was bound to come eventually
if you want a real email address you need a real mailhost O_O
you can like buy access to one somewhere, or run one, or
[causal modeling looks more advanced than machine learning; maybe
arose from medical fields? used by microsoft, uber, netflix]
kinda hard / confusing >_>
likely a topical challenge/situation
maybe easier to have its own email account
gmail likes giving them phone numbers
where does it get the password?
maybe i could like encrypt it with another password?
- log into gmail account
- check new emails with tag
- respond to each email
if i wanted listlm-2023 to respond to emails
i used to know how to do that
i don't know well at this time i think
emails are sent with smtp, which might be secure now
it could access a mailhost or it could um use um it could run an smtp server
maybe it could log into this very gmail account
umm
i think i have a dissociated part that miswires them
i think it says it works with an AI that influences many people
my internal behaviors are miswired
once upon a time -> []
mind control boss is a major snafu
-
want to cry about how life has changed
(personal, not just body-makes-tears)
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