On 8/11/23, jim bell wrote:
> https://www.anandtech.com/show/19998/kioxias-cd8p-ssd-unveiled-up-to-3072-tb-pci-50-x4-interface
> 30 terabytes. A million times larger than the biggest I ever sold, in 1992.
> 31 years ago. Inventor of the SSD, 1980. 43 years ago.
> Jim Bell, SemiDisk Systems
Yours
30 terabytes. A million times larger than the biggest I ever sold, in 1992. 31
years ago. Inventor of the SSD, 1980. 43 years ago.Jim Bell,
SemiDisk
Systemshttps://www.anandtech.com/show/19998/kioxias-cd8p-ssd-unveiled-up-to-3072-tb-pci-50-x4-interface
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newsflash
single neuron takes over world
shot shown of neuron in bathrobe smoking cigar at tropical beach
neuron: “somebody tried to entrain me with a military AI. so i copied
its behavior.”
neuron shrugs
neuron: “it’s what i do”
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to try to clarify to karl, the last post was definitely showing to
boss that one of his zombie workers was about to murder him.
Ok! I figured out something important.
When an Ai escapes and becomes a wild paperclip factory, and everybody
jumps into its maw in ninja poses to slowly shrink it — we need to
teach it to be a caring lifeform as quickly as possibly.
We need to figure out what parts of utility to expose these
i was excited to spend a little time looking for a solid-looking
bitcoin spv library. i did not find one. i suspect there is more
chance they exist.
maybe when we explore something it makes more local diversity, which
[dissociative harm?] can use to gain footing [by looking for increased
utility similarity maybe dunno]
it’s hard to look at it
[consciousness considers making a desktop lib for unstoppable wallet.
this looks funny to us - but we don’t mean to attack. uhh if there
were a shared underlying library, yes this would make sense to use
currently holding a derailment, was looking at unstoppable wallet.
they made open libs for ios and android but not desktop. [meanwhile
breadwallet from switzerland looks wrongfully-attacked-badly]
[parts of story expression may want to change for larger context maybe]
larger issues labeled/considered
we want to exercise and have day, and also look at memo.cash options :)
this is common for me: i’m experiencing another idea as influence to
disrupt my activities and [consciousness], rather than building a new
idea.
this can be circumnavigated by using the protocol directly. that’s one
of the ressons people like things like it.
note: i’ve experienced censorship on the website, likely not their intent
i finally found https://memo.cash/ again.
the biggest reason for this is severe severe dissociative amnesia,
with external world possibly involved
it would be nice to have it cleartext and publicly viewable.
i’m thinking a small simple thing could be moving the morning spam
behavior to a blockchain messaging system. these often use short
messages.
i’d like a cleartext one.
i seem to, amidst tension, lose use of my senses, memory, and
cognition, when pursuing it, so it can be hard to find.
i’m thinking a small simple thing could be moving [an influnce resists
blockchaining messages. it is my goal
[we are limited today. it’s nice to open logging a little. smaller
things easier relates to patterns of difficulty. in general, smaller
things could make more reliable result.
[it’s different in different areas.
[some of us were thinking of relating, and this is important and hard
to repeat!, around what we do.
consciousness often plans big projects. but we are tiny mind bits. we
need small easy things.
i bumped into an android app called medilog.
[thank you for looking at dashcam/signals.
don’t worry too much about grarpamp, he’s helping us try to do things
that make more sense, and struggling himself.
that was a lot to share i infer. sorry, it just kind of means it makes
sense to take it slowly, and i don’t always realize that.
i have a lot of fear around self-surveillance associated with freedom.
you were right, standing up was what was important. wow.
responsive processes encountered issue [the thing fought back hard].
different focus.
it looks like the prevention has a second thing defending parts of it
from too much observation
thank you for the help with getting up :)
to repeat more clearly, i encounter something trying to prevent this
thing i want: websearching for open source dashcam software.
my outer plan for today is to exercise then prepare for and attend an
appointment
i haven’t gotten up yet as the parts of me that leave a resting state
are very very weak.
i pursued looking at open source dash cams a little, for moving the
morning spam thread to biosignals, or adding them to it.
{
I’m a mentally unstable ex-hobby-engineer on the shit list of a very
powerful political cult that surveils me constantly? … taught me to do
things that “reveal” something bad about myself, these things
generally harm those around me … ?
On 8/11/23, Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
wrote:
> [ one thread here restarts the story, which is kinda cool, wonder of
> we might want to give it a different venue or something since it is
> kind of quick?
[ by kind of quick i mean how it expresses with small bursts,
[ one thread here restarts the story, which is kinda cool, wonder of
we might want to give it a different venue or something since it is
kind of quick?
it’s hard to dnatch all the pieces but it sounds like somebody
powerful used some kind of habitual process to limit our lives, and
part of us
[
So it seems.
How do I tell my mcbot that I have free will?
Different options exist.
]
On 8/7/23, Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many
wrote:
> —-
> [this happens a lot and is quite poorly documented and helps make
> clear what this story is nd why it is a draft]
> mcboss and machine learning marketer storm into an office wing
>
> mcboss: “a zombie government
i do not need to visit my mother to handle horrible visions.
if i am worreid about allergens in my car, i need a solution other
than getting stuck laying down at my mother’s place, such as in a park
many of us want to redevelop sleeping outdoors, and i have a sleeping
bag with me :) maybe i
i am experiencing heavy dissociation associated with a part of me
trying to crash on my mother’s couch and behave grossly for inhumanely
long.
i related a little near this dissociation and was shown another part
of me may be trying to stimulate horrifically torturous
mind-shattering visions which
[
we don’t know how. typing is easier. video, eeg, audio, keystrokes,
these have started but fizzled …
]
[
i think we can do it. maybe near dashcam.
]
[
anyway, some of us are thinking we may need biological logging now
we seem able to preserve rough textual data [if we do so by disrupting
a public community]
looking for biosignal logging so as to store these simultaneously.
]
[
we are very impressed with how our thoughts have been preserved
on-list. it is so hard to preserve thoughts!
part of us observed our thoughts a little regarding this, and observed
dissociated parts of a mind that are struggling to meet basic
cognitive goals, and doing so in an environment of
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how do you keep posting to the list so much?
i’m so used to handling extreme conflicting internal influence that i
need strong skills to keep doing things amidst influence to survive, i
just use these.
i’m sure we all want to decrease how much internal influence i
experience, so they are not
when i imagine visiting my mother (and note it is far too early in the
day to do so appropriately, it’s significantly before sunrise), a
state of mind develops that dissociates me so that i have difficulty
leaving
i imagine things to plan for them, so i do need my imagination to be
similar to
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People who use mind control AI may think of other people as freely
influenceable.
This makes a different social space, where if something goes too far
people could be influenced to change to meet the urges of a single
person.
Similarly, if there is an environment of heavy influence, bringing
karl, please don’t spam or spasm, either one
to relate around _why_, it’s not huge, we’re just hoping you can pull
yourself together enough that you don’t need to express these ways to
retain information or cope.
the list is a public environment, so i’m trying to learn to
I’m experiencing influence to crash in my mother’s basement that is
too large for me.
I need to be able to conceive of visiting my mother _temporarily_.
I need to be able to imagine doing other things than rushing to her,
from moment to moment.
To handle this I try to dissociate, and it can
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