How do you reconcile presenting yourself as so together and your life as so
wonderful and yet be so grumpy most of the time?
How do you reconcile being older than me and yet idiotic enough to chose my
excerpt that doesn't even contain the word famous?!
IOW, in this excerpt of mine that you
Totally agree with you about mescaline: never enjoyed myself so much as
on the stuff. I used to find everything absurdly hilarious. For example,
a fish-and-chip shop owner was the Platonic archetype of all other
fish-and-chip shop owners. Every other fish-and-chip shop owner you ever
saw was just
Gosh, I don't even remember when my tinnitus started. It was a long time ago.
I don't have any hearing loss either. Not even with these new developments,
the dizzyness and alleged inner ear infection.
My ears aren't what I would call big. But they are long. And one day, talking
with my
I also agree with you about trips eventually taking a turn toward the
dark side.
I'm convinced that taking a top-end psychedelic can give one a genuine
experience of the divine - a gnosis of the divine Mind. The trouble is,
when you take the drugs you're also trying to escape your everyday self
If I'm not mistaken, MDMA is an offspring of MDA. I reckon I'll go google it
and find out. ;)
MDA was the drug of choice typically...among the circle of folks with whom I
'expanded'.
Microdot...was another one. And Window Pane. Oh my...I wish I could recall the
nuances of each of those tiny
Well, Dr. Oz is famous in certain circles - he is a TV star now. What's funny
is that I read smart, successful and wealthy. Whoops!
From: Share Long sharelon...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday,
Well stated. :)
The paranoia was horrid in those last days. I thought I was going crazy...and I
probably was. My saving thought as I sat alone rocking back and forth on my bed
at 16 years old...my saving thought was, If I was crazy, I wouldn't know it.
I cling to that thought of logic.
I
Someone introduced me to the Erowid Vault a couple years ago. It's an
interesting site regarding psychedelics.
http://www.erowid.org/
I just googled the difference between MDA MDMA. Here's one of the links:
i clung not cling... though it might be a freudian slip, or skirt.
**
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Carol jchwelch@... wrote:
Well stated. :)
The paranoia was horrid in those last days. I thought I was going crazy...and
I probably was. My saving thought as I sat alone
Turn off the Higgs Boson particle in matter. If only the engineers could
figure out how to do this. This could be equivalent to a warp drive from Star
Trek.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_MFhAoUUmQ
I noticed he was on the perverted side when I saw BLue Velvet, but Twins Peaks
let him really explore his sick twisted side. That sob has problems that TM has
never touched (not to mention the chain smoking)
From: salyavin808 fintlewoodle...@mail.com
To:
idiots that would pay a mill for his darshan could have had him puke in their
faces and would have considered it a blessing.
From: authfriend authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, February 24, 2013 3:11 PM
Subject:
he became a legend because a lot of people like sick twisted stuff
From: nablusoss1008 no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, February 24, 2013 3:44 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: David Lynch Is Back
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I have never had contact with disembodied souls as I have said many times but
you enjoy ignoring that bit of info
From: nablusoss1008 no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, February 24, 2013 3:51 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife]
My stepfather has dementia and a couple other people I know had it before they
died - when you have been around it as much as I have, you recognize the signs
- Marshy had it and the bastards who were around him knew it and kept everyone
in the dark so they could keep the gravy train coming into
Let 'em come on!
From: nablusoss1008 no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, February 24, 2013 6:22 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: David Lynch Is Back
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, doctordumbass@... no_reply@... wrote:
I'm simply offering the raw material - I have lots of it unfrozen too!
Splash around a bit, paddle with those big quaky duck feet of yours. You'll
love it.
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ann awoelflebater@
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend authfriend@... wrote:
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Emily Reyn emilymae.reyn@ wrote:
Goodness Judy, that's twice you've been wrong in the recent past. Smiley
face.
Ain't it awful? If I'm to maintain my average, it means
I
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@... wrote:
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend authfriend@ wrote:
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, salyavin808 fintlewoodlewix@
wrote:
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Michael Jackson mjackson74@... wrote:
My stepfather has dementia and a couple other people I know
had it before they died - when you have been around it as
much as I have, you recognize the signs - Marshy had it and
the bastards who were around him knew
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@... wrote:
Believe it or not being a film buff I really don't care
about awards shows so won't bother with the Oscars and
haven't in a long time. Actually the favored best picture,
Argo, I have seen. It was probably one of the last
Why is paying relaxed attention to aakaasha possibly associated with
(inner?) light or prakaasha?
Perhaps, when combined the with samaapatti (~ samaadhi) of some light
stuff (like fatton coyber)
it multiplies the effect of graviphotons??
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, card cardemaister@... wrote:
Why is paying relaxed attention to aakaasha possibly associated with
(inner?) light or prakaasha?
Perhaps, when combined with samaapatti (~ samaadhi) of some light
stuff (like fatton coyber)
it multiplies the effect of
I've been staying out of the mock furor over one silly
planted article in the NYTimes, allowing those who feel
somehow invested in it one way or another to shoot their
wads, and allowing at least one TB to make 38 posts in
two days, either arguing about it or playing other ego
games to puff up her
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