Hi Nancy & Anita& List!


You know I saw my internist last week (he is my Lyme Doc) and he asked me how
I was doing I told him I was much improved and I told him why. I told him for
three months I had been using high doses of CS. I also told him it gave me
major Herxheimer Reactions on four occasions and after each one how much more
improved I was.  Well, he was concerned and gave me some Suprax and said to
use this instead.  I have not taken any of the Suprax it will not work it is a
waste of time. I have tried all of that, I have my new antibiotic that works!
CS.

He expressed concern about turning BLUE! I asked if he had ever seen someone
turn BLUE?  He replied "yes" I did once, I asked how long ago and do you
remember the details. He said it was a long time ago and he has not seen this
since,did not remember details. I told him that  I had read it was due to
Silver Nitrates and Salts etc. He was just concerned, he is a great doctor I
really like him allot. He then looked at my eyes really quick and turned my
hands over to look at my palms. Well I guess he did not find any BLUE! 

 Ah heck, I don't know about the BLUE affect! But I am not worried about it. I
am taking allot too. That heavy weight 40ppm stuff. So if anyone is going to
turn gray it will definitely be me. So I guess I am the guinney pig.  I can
tell you this If I turn BLUE will I feel like hell. Or will I be WELL and
BLUE?  If it is well and blue I will take it. Before I was gray and yellow and
could not even move, not to mention that my heart did not want to beat and my
lungs did not want to breathe and my joints did not want to move at all I call
it (Living Rigermortis !...@##$$% spell) what a joy that was I was in so much
relentless pain and depression and paranoia, it scared me to death.

This is the all time scare of CS,  IS ANYONE OUT THERE BLUE OR KNOW ANYONE WHO
IS??????????????  I have not heard of one yet, just that one lady on the
internet who's picture I have not been able to locate. I will check out
Nancy's sight for the BLUE LADY.  You know I just changed the colors scheme in
my applications to guess what color Blue/Gray, I just realized.  LOL

Take Care All,
Candace