> If you won't follow directions we can't
> help you. No one can.

Hi Bob,
What would help me is finding a practitioner who is open minded and who
doesn't charge so much money!!!

I am struggling with self pity right now.

It's really not a question of following directions. It's more a question of
which information is accurate and whom to trust. If anyone, anywhere had
told me interrupting treatment would make my illness harder to treat later,
I would not have interrupted treatment. We get incomplete, conflicting, too
technical and/or confusing information on these lists, yet I am incredibly
grateful for them just the same.

What's the most difficult is that we are BROKE, I have a special needs son,
and now I am very sick and barely functioning. My husband is not
able/willing to help me do the extensive health/treatment research, build
devices, or step in and help with my son's needs on a consistent basis so
that I can take care of myself.

Here I am sick as a dog and I have to homeschool my son this fall because we
can't afford a special needs school. (It's $14,000 per year!!!)

Can anyone on this list recommend a practitioner who might work with me by
phone? I have a very complex set of health issues and even though I have
been given tons of information, I seem to have a tough time processing it
all and then doing what needs to be done. I need a coach, in a way. I can
sit for a whole day almost catatonic knowing I need to do something
critical, yet I am unable to do it. I know this is part of my illness.

Anyway, thanks for listening. Life is so hard sometimes.

With love,
Katie


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