Katie, you may just be overwhelmed by all the info and ideas. There are so many and to make the correct choices is so very important and if you're like me in this way you just can't process so much that is so new as quickly as you feel you badly need to. Try to keep at it and it will begin to settle down soon. Meantime, it seems that nearly everyone agrees that even quarts of cs won't hurt and will help, so you may make that a priority. If you have a blender, you can liquify green leaves, strain, and drink the juice AS SOON as you make it. Don't even clean the blender first!! Those two simpler things WILL make a BIG difference. Very best wishes!! Hang in there!! pj
Katie Jay wrote: > > > If you won't follow directions we can't > > help you. No one can. > > Hi Bob, > What would help me is finding a practitioner who is open minded and who > doesn't charge so much money!!! > > I am struggling with self pity right now. > > It's really not a question of following directions. It's more a question of > which information is accurate and whom to trust. If anyone, anywhere had > told me interrupting treatment would make my illness harder to treat later, > I would not have interrupted treatment. We get incomplete, conflicting, too > technical and/or confusing information on these lists, yet I am incredibly > grateful for them just the same. > > What's the most difficult is that we are BROKE, I have a special needs son, > and now I am very sick and barely functioning. My husband is not > able/willing to help me do the extensive health/treatment research, build > devices, or step in and help with my son's needs on a consistent basis so > that I can take care of myself. > > Here I am sick as a dog and I have to homeschool my son this fall because we > can't afford a special needs school. (It's $14,000 per year!!!) > > Can anyone on this list recommend a practitioner who might work with me by > phone? I have a very complex set of health issues and even though I have > been given tons of information, I seem to have a tough time processing it > all and then doing what needs to be done. I need a coach, in a way. I can > sit for a whole day almost catatonic knowing I need to do something > critical, yet I am unable to do it. I know this is part of my illness. > > Anyway, thanks for listening. Life is so hard sometimes. > > With love, > Katie > > -- > The silver-list is a moderated forum for discussion of colloidal silver. > > To join or quit silver-list or silver-digest send an e-mail message to: > [email protected] -or- [email protected] > with the word subscribe or unsubscribe in the SUBJECT line. > > To post, address your message to: [email protected] > Silver-list archive: http://escribe.com/health/thesilverlist/index.html > List maintainer: Mike Devour <[email protected]>

