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Hi David,
I read your post with great interest. I know the body sensation you are describing, in the solar plexus, for me it is a sinking or falling feeling and fluctuates in intensity. I think it is related to the GE. I once asked my GE what the problem was and got an instant picture of my ex-wife! But seriously, I think the GE craves physical contact, or more specifically, it has an urge to be close to a living mesomorphic field which isn't it's own, hence our love of family pets and our desire for physical closeness. I guess the GE is alone, and stuck with us, but has its own needs. If we can live more in sync with our GE (or exorcise it as Filbert suggests), and pay some attention to her needs, I think it can help these kinds of sensations, which is the GE's way of communicating with the Thetan. Funnily enough, I recently started smoking again having been off them for 17 years. The sensation in the solar plexus has barely troubled me since and is lesser in intensity. I know this sounds a bit ridiculous, but I guess my GE was addicted to nicotine and although I beat it, it probably never did! With regard to asking Christ for help, I find that almost always works, His grace is always there for the taking, but many of us want to find our own way rather than rely on Him, which I guess it is our free will perogative to do so. But in a crisis, He will always help. Best Regards, J On 23 December 2010 20:50, David M. Pelly <[email protected]> wrote: > ************* > The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] > ************ > > > This is a test email to see if my connection to the list is working. > > I changed email addresses on the list form back in November and I did not > receive any list mail, I thought for awhile that the list was just quite, > but I wasn't sure so I applied again a while back and again nothing > happened, and I now learned that it did not go through each time. > > I reapplied again a few days ago and again nothing happened. > > So I wrote Pete and he apparently did something and told me it is now > working. > > > So while I am here I will write more.... > > I checked the archives and I see that there has been a lot of activity that > I missed. > > But nevertheless all the time I have been working as much TROM as my mind > can handle and the going has been tough, actually worse than tough, it has > been brutal. > > There were times that I thought I was going to die and life was too > miserable to carry on with. > > If you have listened to Judith's tape to Dennis she mentions that she was > doing level 4 and experiencing body sensations, etc and did not know what to > do with them and sounded very frustrated. > > Well, I was encountering the same thing. > > And lots of it. These sensations were bothering me since childhood and with > a lot of will power I learned to suppress them and form a valence to live on > top of it. > > But I eventually learned that operating from a valence with all the crap > buried, is a very weak and problematic way to live. > > It surfaces when the going of life gets tough and then I crashed many > times over the years. > > Now in L4 I hit the same stuff as Judith did. > > Dennis says to just time break it. > > Well that is easier said than done. > > But it can be done and has to be done. > > My body sensations, head sensations, mind sensations lasted for weeks at a > time. I TB ed all the way as much as I could do. > > But they seem to be mostly gone now. > > There is bit left and they only get restimulated when I am out and about in > the rough and tumble of daily life. > > I keep vigilant and conscious of what is going on and time break on the go > as much as possible. > > I find it easy to TB while walking. > > These issues now seem to come up for me, quite easily. > > >
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