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Hi to Everyone As I have previously mentioned in past messages I am recovering from a major break down in a part of my body, it has taken many months to get back on my feet again and start to feel somewhat normal. In that time I have been too weak to use TROM so have used other methods to try and get back to good health again.
It has always been my intention to get an understanding of how the mind works, this comes from powerful postulates I made as a young child due to some very strange experiences I was having at the time and very odd pictures or scenes I was seeing in my mind. Anyway, today I started studying TROM again just the first page, reading each sentence over and over again. Thinking up examples in real life and seeing how what I was reading applied to me and life. An interesting thing began to happen I started to get lots of scenes from the past show up to do with how others enforced their postulates on me (I haven't got around to seeing how I enforced my postulates on others yet), and I ended up with an interesting incident which may show you the power of someone enforcing something on a person at an early age. This incident took place at the age of 4 years old, ( I have a very good long term memory and a very bad short term memory). This took place at the dinner table and my Aunt happened to be visiting, I can't remember what I said but I can remember that it concerns me asking for the salt. What I can remember is my Aunt saying "Say Please!" like that over and over, I remember freezing and going solid, enormous charge on it, unable to move or speak. If the situation had been explained to me in a nice manner such as being told that when you ask someone for something such as the salt in this incident you say thankyou then no charge would have occurred. This early incident I can relate to many later incidents in my life and my attitude towards people or situations for instance, if someone orders me to do something in a hard manner I promise you that in someway overtly or covertly I will mess them up in someway or blow them out completely (Get rid of them), I have always been like that but ask me nicely, no problem. For me to try explain everything I became aware of while studying the first page of TROM would take up too much space but there is a nice incident to timebreak out and see more data about it as to why so much charge is on what appears to be a fairly simple incident. I am going to have to clay demo out some of these postulate structures and so on in TROM, it's going to be hard work to get it completely, but number of times over the materials equals certainty and results, Conceptual understanding is what I am after now. Best Mike
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