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>From Dennis:
"Good. You are now ready for the rigors of Level Five. The environment is now virtually incapable of triggering your mind against your conscious choice. Only you can do it now - and even you are having trouble! Only the creation of raw postulates can take you further. That is the whole subject of Level Five." Paul, it sounds like you can proceed, if you desire. >From your perspective, would Level 4 equate to any Scientological process being run on one? I'm doing Level 3 work, but do find that I am more and more differentiated. For example, during some Ri and meditation, I lost focus and sort of blanked out and my mind was there, but after a few minutes I snapped out of it and took a good look at what I had been looking at, with great interest, no negative emotions, almost admiration. So, all is not peaceful and quiet "in there", but you can see that I am assuming a more exterior viewpoint of it, and even able to see some components of it, Another example, last night's meditation (I never was able to meditate before TROM) saw me dropping limiting postulates re being somewhere and communicating or just observing. I had plenty of choices of where I wanted to be and in what state of form or formlessness, and who I could communicate with. At first this was very interesting and I wanted to focus more on this, but for some reason I lost focus (not enough RI?) and went off to sleep instead, My dreams are still about old games, but something is different, besides the fact that they are material for timebreaking. I have yet to aggressively go after incidents to timebreak as Paul T. bravely does. The best I do right now is daily rudiments timebreaking. However, my memory is improved and I can and do timebreak people and related events as they come to fore. With Scientology I did not quite see the light at the end of the tunnel, but with TROM I do, and it comes quite efficiently with an increasing realization that I am the cause of my own effect. My personality is starting to seriously unravel, and I see that as progress, and also a bit disorienting (more RI?) at times. It is not really necessary to create another personality/identity but I see that I nearly could if I wanted to, if it suited my purposes. Actors do it freely. I see my case state a bit more clearly, and am more willing to know what is my true spiritual condition. I sense I still have a lot of work to do, and am quite happy with the gains I have made while on Level 3 processes. colleen
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