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> Cory, >
Snip> > > You: So is the game of trom to bring all in recalled memory into view > again? > Me: Roughly or simply speaking; yes. But it is done in a specific procedure. > You: If it is a game, does that make it bad? > There are bad games and good games and everything in between. There are life enhancing games and life destructive games, and everything in between. There are life goals and non life goals and everything in between. If the common agreement of society says that they are very much in disagreement with the type of games you are playing, they could decide to have you institutionalized or even get capital punishment in some areas. If the common agreement of society says that they like the game you are playing, they could give you an award. If you are making and fulfilling non life goals or too non life goals, and society does not catch you and lock you up, you will usually do yourself in. Sooner or later you will set a trap for yourself, or the universe will set a trap for you and you will get caught in it. David > > Sent from my iPhone > > On Jan 18, 2014, at 6:16 PM, David Pelly <[email protected]> wrote: > > ************* > The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] > ************ > > I just realized that what I just posted may be to steep a gradient for > some, so I added some more explanation, to shed more light on the process, > in this version: > > > > > January 17, 2014. > > I have been working on the postulate failure chart for a good couple of > weeks now. > > I first had to unpack it, and take it apart line by line, word by word, > concept by concept, step by step, and go over it every which way, so I > could see through it and understand it. > > Getting a fluent understanding of the four "personalities" is vital. > > The PFC will not work until you do get a good full understanding of the > personalities; namely: "must be known", "must know", "must not be known", > "must not know" . > > You must be able to define the people you know, by those TROM > definitions, by heart. > > (I plan to post my notes later.) > > But I want to say this, to help others who may be working on it too, so > you can have a different point of view on it. > > The PFC is not easy to understand. > > > > > I ran through the chart once, then twice and it seemed to run ok, got some > stuff, but not cut too deep. > > Then all kinds of other very negative, disabling, life blocking > postulates, I suppose they could be called junior universes of sorts, (in > TROM language) began to come to view and were to be begging to be dealt > with. > > They were like hornets buzzing around my head begging to be swatted, > killed and put out of their misery, or like voices wanting to be heard, or > dealt with. > > > > These were all coming from line 1A and 1 B. > > Especially line 1B. > > *"Must not know"*, gave way to, or uncovered: > > "Must not be", "must not do", "must not have". > > Those gave way to, or uncovered: > > "Can't be", "can't do", "can't have". > > which in turn gave way to, or uncovered, a swarm of other suppressive, > invalidating, disabling, life blocking implants. Which spurred and exposed > and brought to the surface overwhelming suppressed deep sadness and > resulting inferiority complexes, very early on in this life time track. > > > > > > [They could also be called "false and limiting beliefs or programs or > conditionnings, or imprints. They are causitive, thoughts, emotions, words, > statements, programs that lurk below your level of awareness in your > subconscious mind, and control your entire existence, emotions and > functions, and how you think and feel about yourself and others, like > programs in your computer. In other words they are hidden influences. There > are lots of wordless postulates, too. They are feelings and sensations. ] > > (In TROM language this is called: infliction, rejection, deprivation, > revelation) > > (But TROM language does not do justice to explaining what came up in my > case.) > > > > The point I want to make here, is that one postulate failure could > actually take days or even possibly weeks to run and rerun, and rerun, and > rerun until flat and nothing more comes up. You feel clear on that issue. > That is what Dennis means by "no more change". > > > > As of now, I am about three or four days into running what 1A and 1B > opened up. > > This appears to be my predominant postulate failure. > > > That means that "must be known" is my authority figure, my suppressive, > my abuser. (primarily my father, but there are others) > > Any asshole, bully or abuser in your life. > > (The degree to which we are successful in life, is inversely proportional > to the number of, and degree of assholes (suppressives / abusers/bullies) > in our life, and the amount of abuse and suppression we received in our > life.) > > On line 1A; I was first the "must know" ( curious, wanting to know and be > known) then I got overwhelmed and became an enforced "must not know" and > "must not be known" at the same time. > > "Must not know" and "must not be known" were appearing on my mental > screen at the same time for a couple of days. I could not separate them. > > > > > So be prepared for this and stuff like this. > > Anything could happen. Do not hurry. > > And run everything that comes up "flat" before moving on. > > I find " time breaking" works better for me, digs deeper, when I do it > with my eyes closed, especially to begin with. > > I just close my eyes and look at the "whatever is going on" (mental image > pictures on my mental screen) while at the same time being mentally aware > of my physical environment (surroundings) and what I am doing (it is about > intention) and using a variety of techniques I learned before getting into > TROM, mostly dianetics type techniques, mainly "repeater technique" , and > "getting deeper into it" and "looking all around" and "looking deeper into > it", "making more of it", and comparing it to my mental awareness of my > present time surroundings. > > While I am doing this, I am bringing the scenes (facsimilies) of my case, > to full view and exposing all aspects of it, and charge is running off. > > I have ran off a lot of charge in the last few days. > > I even do it before falling to sleep at night and then I fall asleep and > my mind keeps running case all night on it's own. > > I experience lots of heavy dreaming, even several dreams going on at > the same time. > > I go into deep sleep too. I sure feel good when I wake up in the > morning. > > This sure makes good use of time. > > My experience is that it is not good to go to bed on a full stomach > either. Little or no food is best for me. > > > > I suppose doing it (time breaking) with eyes open, could be done when the > bulk of the charge is run off, as a finishing off technique. > > > > If any one here is also working on the same level and having any trouble, > just ask and I will be glad to help if I can. > > > That has been my experience so far. > > I hope this helps someone. > > > David > > _______________________________________________ > Trom mailing list > [email protected] > http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom > > > _______________________________________________ > Trom mailing list > [email protected] > http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom > >
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