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Hi, All,
About the "To Know" matrix, for myself - in this life cycle - I keyed it in or triggered it, and so every session almost comes back to that original scene where I felt it had been mightily forced upon me. I'm grateful Ron Hubbard threw me a life-saver buoy, and that is what brings me here through the high seas of all my self sabotage. The original confrontation with the "To Know" postulate set - when viewed from that way-back-on-the-track VP - still causes me to feel shame, and I need to apologize to everyone for doing that, as if it were a covert game strategy on my part. I've yet to know how much truth there is to that, and I'm sure the shame will eventually wear itself down. At the same time, from the mostly effect viewpoint, there is intense hatred towards "the one" responsible for my fixed limitations, which this "one" is really me too, but I'm no longer supposed to know that - not fully at least. Can't get more confusing than that, eh! I can see the value of running Level Five to cure that. Therefore, all of my whole-track persistent non-life goals take me back to that "To Know" matrix confrontation and at the same time all the way down the track to here and now, dealing with my causes and being effect. I feel very fortunate to finally find a proper way to resolve my original "misfortune". Dennis says, and I trust him, that for most people it will all come apart like a lamb by the time one starts Level Five. Progress in sessions - for me - is to re-view the original non-life reactive postulates, and close the schism between being the creator and being the effect of the creator postulates. >From that viewpoint, Level Five is a good undoing of all that I did that I now am able to at least have the decency to regret doing. Of course it takes one universes beyond any current fixed considerations. happy returns, karalee
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