Adrienne:
I'm sorry about the diagnosis.  I have been through this myself.  This is a 
very personal decision you have to make.  I can't tell you what to do, jut my 
experience.  My beloved Monkee was diagnosed with lymphosarcoma in April 2007.  
He was also a Felv+ cat (I had had him tested 3 times). He lived 4 years with 
me as the picture of health until I found the lump on his leg in March.  He was 
my only cat and in short, I worshipped him.  I'd lived for 4 years in fear of 
felv raising it's ugly head and actually started to think he was maybe a mere 
"carrier" and it would never claim him.  I was desperate to save him and fight 
the good fight.  Chemo was recommended and we began it immediately.  It was 
very very very expensive and very hard on him.  He hated it.  He knew when we 
turned into the vet specialists clinic parking lot, even tho he was in his 
carrier and couldn't see-- he knew the last turn- could sense it.  The problem 
with the chemo for a felv+ cat is manyfold: it stresses them out- which any 
added stress for a felv+ cat, whether symptomatic or not, is bad; chemo works 
by not only killing the bad cells, but the good ones too-- which will take a 
felv+ cat down even further than one that is felv-; also, what the doctor 
doesn't always tell you is that once they start the chemo, they have to monitor 
the white blood cell level.  If the wbc count is too low, they can't admin 
chemo anyway.  With Monkee, he had one chemo treatment and then we couldn't do 
another one for weeks (even tho the protocol he was to be on was once a week), 
b/c his wbc was so low and the vet couldn't tell if that was due to an 
infection (unlikely), the felv attacking his body (maybe), or the chemo itself 
killing off white blood cells (most likely).  Monkee only had a few chemo 
treatments and the tumor on his leg didn't shrink- in fact, it grew.  Either 
his leukemia was full blown by the time we even discovered the tumor, or the 
chemo itself hastened the leukemia's progress.  That is one of the main risks 
with chemo that you have to consider.  It can definitely have the opposite 
effect that you would want in that it can take the felv+ cat down so far by 
killing off the "good" cells remaining in your cats body-- white blood cells to 
fight infections AND red blood cells (if your cat is not yet anemic (low 
RBCs)), I can bet you that the chemo treatment itself will make the cat anemic 
due to killing off the RBCs.  On that note, has the vet done a blood panel yet? 
 I would ask for one now before you make a decision and find out what the RBC 
and WBC count is, among other things. 
 
You need to keep in mind that lymphosarcoma/lymphoma is the number 1 form of 
cancer that develops in domestic cats (felv and non felv) and dogs.  I believe 
the vet profession automatically recommends chemo b/c of this type of cancer's 
prevalence in domestic cats and dogs, however, that doesn't mean that chemo 
should be the "treatment of choice" for an felv+ cat-- whereby the nature of 
the disease itself is an immunosuppressive disorder, and when it becomes 
"active"-- typically manifests itself as severe and life-threatening anemia.  
It seems a counter-intuitive treatment.  
 
I always said that, with what I learned in hindsight, if I had the opportunity 
to do it differently, I would.  At the time, I was not educated enough on the 
disease to make a truly informed decision about the chemo and I was frantic and 
not thinking clearly.  AND I was obsessed with Monkee and blinded by a belief 
that it was most important to "try everything."  I have come to realize now- 
especially since my work fostering cats since Monkee's death- that "trying 
everything!" IS NOT the most important, or most correct thing to do.  If I ever 
have another felv+ cat and I am faced with the same dilemma, my choice will be 
to forego chemo, continue prednisone (which will make the cat's day to day life 
more comfortable and can sometimes have an effect on tumors- stabilize them, 
maybe even shrink them a little), and keep him happy, COMPLETELY NON-STRESSED, 
and spend every freaking moment loving him.  I would continue to take the cat 
to the vet to monitor the red blood cells, etc.  But I would forego chemo, the 
blood transfusions that almost always come with chemo and/or severe anemia 
caused by felv and/or the chemo treatment itself, and in Monkee's case, his 
specialist wanted the leg tumor surgically removed when the chemo didn't shrink 
it and honestly, I think the surgery just really knocked the poor thing past 
the point of return.  He was in so much pain for 2 days after- it was horrible. 
 We will never know for sure if the severe anemia that eventually caused him to 
die in my arms late one night, was caused by the felv itself becoming active, 
or if the chemo and/or surgery was actually the final straw in really kicking 
in the anemia.  
 
Yes it's likely his felv was already full-blown by the time the tumor was 
discovered, but in my opinion, the chemo and surgery definitely did not prolong 
his life.  When the vet suggests chemo for this cancer, you have to know that 
they are reccommending this as a life-prolonging treatment that will at best, 
prolong the cat's life by only a few months.  And you may say what I said-- 
that I have to give him those few months- I owe that to him!  But what did I 
really do for him?  Rush him off to multi vets- 2 vet specialists, borrowed 
money from my mom to pay for his extremely expensive treatment, stressed him 
out with blood taking, a blood transfusion, chemo and surgery...and stressed 
him out with my crying and crying and crying?  I really suspect that the 
chemo/transfusions/surgery DID NOT prolong Monkee's life and wonder now how 
long we could have sailed along with him having his tumor on his leg (that 
didn't bother him at all!), taking prednisone (and feeling like super-Monkee!), 
and chilling in our little house-- happily eating raw chicken livers and raw 
lean buffalo (for his anemia), playing, napping and loving a non-stressfull 
life????  The gamble on the other side is, can you live with yourself and the 
questioning of yourself for not doing the chemo?  You have to weigh both sides 
and what is best for your cat.  Not what is best for you.  
 
Caroline (and Monkee in spirit)       > From: [EMAIL PROTECTED]> To: 
felvtalk@felineleukemia.org> Date: Thu, 21 Aug 2008 11:39:44 -0400> Subject: 
[Felvtalk] chemotherapy?> > Hello. My beloved Emma is 5 ½ years old. Two years 
ago she was diagnosed> as being FeLV+.> > I don’t know how this happened. I 
raised Emma and her sisters from the time> they were about two days old.> > Her 
sisters are negative, as are my other cats, despite the fact that they> have 
all lived together as indoor only cats, and have groomed each other,> and 
shared bowls, litter boxes, and dishes. Emma tested negative for FeLV> as a 
kitten. She has never been outside except in a carrier. > > Yesterday, I got 
the news that Emma has Lymphoma. I’ve started her on> Prednisone, and the 
doctor is recommending chemotherapy. The doctor> estimated an 8 to 10 month 
survival rate for cats with Lymphoma who go> through chemotherapy, but couldn’t 
give me any idea of the prognosis for a> cat who has FeLV.> > > > Any opinion 
about chemotherapy for an FeLV+ cat with Lymphoma? I’m> heartbroken and I don’t 
want to do anything to prolong my beautiful girl’s> suffering.> > > > Thank 
you.> > Adrienne> > _______________________________________________> Felvtalk 
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