You stay with the "I am" for as long as you can. You will understand a few things while you are at it.
On Mon, Aug 9, 2010 at 11:14 PM, Marko Gregoric <[email protected]>wrote: > I don´t know what is it, but the fact is that I feel like I found a secret > door/shortcut to an internal source of ....(bliss, thc, fire, > endorphine...whatever you wanna call it). It was in front of my nose for all > this time since I have first read Nisargadatta and I was so dumb that it > took me two years before I really tried it. I was just talking, > intellectualizing, discussing about what I thought about this topic. It is > like watching a banana and discussing about bananas for years without > trying it and then finnaly try it. > It fuckin works everytime I try it. It is really amazing. > My mind started to accept that this works and it is starting to become an > automatic process. Since two days ago my focusing on the I am sense has > increased in frequency. The is mind literally doing it at least 30 times a > day without any big effort. The more you do it the more it becomes > automatic. > > I`ll cut the crap...just try it (for those who haven´t) > > > > 2010/8/8 Rodger <[email protected]> > > That which begins must end,But is not for Marko that the beginning >> ends.Marko is the/a beginning,ending. >> >> >> >> >> >> >> On Aug 7, 8:21 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: >> > It is the beginning of the end for Marko. >> > >> > >> > >> > On Sun, Aug 8, 2010 at 1:58 AM, Rodger <[email protected]> wrote: >> > >> > > Marko may have fired up a joint but,he did not start the fire...it's >> > > always been burning...since the world has been turning.Marko is just a >> > > flicker. >> > >> > > On Aug 7, 7:43 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: >> > > > Marko has lit his own candle. He is now going to burn burn burn. >> > >> > > > On Sun, Aug 8, 2010 at 1:14 AM, Rodger <[email protected]> >> wrote: >> > > > > Hi ya,Bob.You must be fizic.I was just thinking about you. >> > >> > > > > Who's you ask? >> > > > > Nisargadatta couldn't even light his own candle. >> > >> > > > > As far as I can tell Marko has just found a new...and >> cheaper...way to >> > > > > get high. >> > > > > But,I'm withholding judgement. >> > >> > > > > On Aug 7, 6:57 pm, Bob1357 <[email protected]> wrote: >> > > > > > Who's? >> > >> > > > > > On Aug 6, 7:04 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> >> wrote: >> > >> > > > > > > Rodger, I don't know if you noticed it. >> > > > > > > But a candle has just been lit because of Nisargadatta's >> power. >> > >> > > > > > > On Sat, Aug 7, 2010 at 12:31 AM, Rodger <[email protected] >> > >> > > wrote: >> > >> > > > > > > > RS, I know it is his personal life. >> > > > > > > > My asking about it is my personal life. >> > > > > > > > Do not need you to tell me what is necessary or not >> necessary >> > > about >> > > > > > > > that. >> > > > > > > > I have no problems with associations in the mind. >> > > > > > > > Apparently you do.But,that is your personal life. >> > >> > > > > > > > And,by the way,I think his first post is his personal >> life,too. >> > >> > > > > > > > Anyway...welcome back,Marko.I hope you had a nice vacation. >> > >> > > > > > > > On Aug 6, 6:16 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> >> > > wrote: >> > > > > > > > > On Sat, Aug 7, 2010 at 12:06 AM, Rodger < >> [email protected]> >> > > > > wrote: >> > > > > > > > > > Welcome back,Marko.How was the vacation? >> > >> > > > > > > > > That is his personal life. It is not necessary to discuss >> it >> > > > > Rodger. >> > > > > > > > > We are not making friendships here. Because friendships >> are >> > > just >> > > > > > > > > associations in the mind. >> > >> > > > > > > > > > On Aug 6, 4:21 pm, Marko Gregoric < >> [email protected]> >> > > > > wrote: >> > > > > > > > > > > I was watching closely the sense of I am in these two >> days, >> > > > > > > > intensively. >> > > > > > > > > > > Just after a 5 min excercise I ve felt like I have >> smoked a >> > > > > joint. >> > > > > > > > The >> > > > > > > > > > same >> > > > > > > > > > > feeling with the difference that I was not stoned. >> Every >> > > time I >> > > > > > > > repeat >> > > > > > > > > > the >> > > > > > > > > > > exercise it works. It is amazing. One doesn t need to >> buy >> > > stuff >> > > > > no >> > > > > > > > more, >> > > > > > > > > > you >> > > > > > > > > > > can get high for free. I am going to do it more and >> more, I >> > > > > liked so >> > > > > > > > much >> > > > > > > > > > > this feeling. >> > > > > > > > > > > Godszen was right, one has to practice, to do the >> homework >> > > > > which >> > > > > > > > > > > Siddharameschwar, Nisargadatta, Ramana...gave to >> anybody >> > > > > interested. >> > > > > > > > > > > The watching of the I am sense is in fact a button >> which >> > > > > acctually >> > > > > > > > works, >> > > > > > > > > > no >> > > > > > > > > > > bullshit!!! >> > > > > > > > > > > I am not even interested to understand what happens or >> why, >> > > I >> > > > > just >> > > > > > > > fuckin >> > > > > > > > > > > like the feeling. >> > > > > > > > > > > I will be eternally grateful for this! >> > >> > > > > > > > > > > I was just to dumb to really try it and not just >> talking >> > > about >> > > > > it. 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