I am grateful to all of you for make me understand the meaninglessness of my mental excursions. And most of all I am grateful to Nisargadatta and people like him who showed me what to "do" in this mess of opportunities. Godszen, yes I am giving myself full attention whenever I have a minute free of my daily duties. Thanks Marcus, Thanks RS!
Practice, practice, practice! thats all what I am doing 2010/8/10 Marcus <[email protected]> > > . > > Congratulations Marko …………. You found yours. It can never leave you. > > “Know thy self” ………………all of it. > This reconnection to the whole is within each one of us. We live > these illusions, to find this way home. > > The key to the door is the self. > Take full control of self and you have mastered the universe. > > Practise makes perfect ………………. Congratulations. > > > . > On Aug 10, 10:38 am, godszen <[email protected]> wrote: > > I hope you're actually giving yourself some attention > > > > On Aug 9, 3:14 pm, Marko Gregoric <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > > > > > I don´t know what is it, but the fact is that I feel like I found a > secret > > > door/shortcut to an internal source of ....(bliss, thc, fire, > > > endorphine...whatever you wanna call it). It was in front of my nose > for all > > > this time since I have first read Nisargadatta and I was so dumb that > it > > > took me two years before I really tried it. I was just talking, > > > intellectualizing, discussing about what I thought about this topic. It > is > > > like watching a banana and discussing about bananas for years without > > > trying it and then finnaly try it. > > > It fuckin works everytime I try it. It is really amazing. > > > My mind started to accept that this works and it is starting to become > an > > > automatic process. Since two days ago my focusing on the I am sense has > > > increased in frequency. The is mind literally doing it at least 30 > times a > > > day without any big effort. The more you do it the more it becomes > > > automatic. > > > > > I`ll cut the crap...just try it (for those who haven´t) > > > > > 2010/8/8 Rodger <[email protected]> > > > > > > That which begins must end,But is not for Marko that the beginning > > > > ends.Marko is the/a beginning,ending. > > > > > > On Aug 7, 8:21 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > It is the beginning of the end for Marko. > > > > > > > On Sun, Aug 8, 2010 at 1:58 AM, Rodger <[email protected]> > wrote: > > > > > > > > Marko may have fired up a joint but,he did not start the > fire...it's > > > > > > always been burning...since the world has been turning.Marko is > just a > > > > > > flicker. > > > > > > > > On Aug 7, 7:43 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> > wrote: > > > > > > > Marko has lit his own candle. He is now going to burn burn > burn. > > > > > > > > > On Sun, Aug 8, 2010 at 1:14 AM, Rodger <[email protected]> > wrote: > > > > > > > > Hi ya,Bob.You must be fizic.I was just thinking about you. > > > > > > > > > > Who's you ask? > > > > > > > > Nisargadatta couldn't even light his own candle. > > > > > > > > > > As far as I can tell Marko has just found a new...and > cheaper...way > > > > to > > > > > > > > get high. > > > > > > > > But,I'm withholding judgement. > > > > > > > > > > On Aug 7, 6:57 pm, Bob1357 <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > > > > > Who's? > > > > > > > > > > > On Aug 6, 7:04 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Rodger, I don't know if you noticed it. > > > > > > > > > > But a candle has just been lit because of Nisargadatta's > power. > > > > > > > > > > > > On Sat, Aug 7, 2010 at 12:31 AM, Rodger < > [email protected]> > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > RS, I know it is his personal life. > > > > > > > > > > > My asking about it is my personal life. > > > > > > > > > > > Do not need you to tell me what is necessary or not > necessary > > > > > > about > > > > > > > > > > > that. > > > > > > > > > > > I have no problems with associations in the mind. > > > > > > > > > > > Apparently you do.But,that is your personal life. > > > > > > > > > > > > > And,by the way,I think his first post is his personal > > > > life,too. > > > > > > > > > > > > > Anyway...welcome back,Marko.I hope you had a nice > vacation. > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Aug 6, 6:16 pm, roomsearching < > [email protected]> > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > On Sat, Aug 7, 2010 at 12:06 AM, Rodger < > > > > [email protected]> > > > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > Welcome back,Marko.How was the vacation? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > That is his personal life. It is not necessary to > discuss > > > > it > > > > > > > > Rodger. > > > > > > > > > > > > We are not making friendships here. Because > friendships are > > > > > > just > > > > > > > > > > > > associations in the mind. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Aug 6, 4:21 pm, Marko Gregoric < > > > > [email protected]> > > > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I was watching closely the sense of I am in these > two > > > > days, > > > > > > > > > > > intensively. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Just after a 5 min excercise I ve felt like I > have > > > > smoked a > > > > > > > > joint. > > > > > > > > > > > The > > > > > > > > > > > > > same > > > > > > > > > > > > > > feeling with the difference that I was not > stoned. > > > > Every > > > > > > time I > > > > > > > > > > > repeat > > > > > > > > > > > > > the > > > > > > > > > > > > > > exercise it works. It is amazing. One doesn t > need to > > > > buy > > > > > > stuff > > > > > > > > no > > > > > > > > > > > more, > > > > > > > > > > > > > you > > > > > > > > > > > > > > can get high for free. I am going to do it more > and > > > > more, I > > > > > > > > liked so > > > > > > > > > > > much > > > > > > > > > > > > > > this feeling. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Godszen was right, one has to practice, to do the > > > > homework > > > > > > > > which > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Siddharameschwar, Nisargadatta, Ramana...gave to > > > > anybody > > > > > > > > interested. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The watching of the I am sense is in fact a > button > > > > which > > > > > > > > acctually > > > > > > > > > > > works, > > > > > > > > > > > > > no > > > > > > > > > > > > > > bullshit!!! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I am not even interested to understand what > happens or > > > > why, > > > > > > I > > > > > > > > just > > > > > > > > > > > fuckin > > > > > > > > > > > > > > like the feeling. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I will be eternally grateful for this! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I was just to dumb to really try it and not just > > > > talking > > > > > > about > > > > > > > > it. 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