--- "J. van Baardwijk" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
wrote:
> Apparently not -- unless he signed up for military
> service in the front 
> lines in Iraq, and didn't bother to tell us about
> it.
> 
> Jeroen "Make love, not war" van Baardwijk

Not an entirely unfair question, although rather
ironic coming from you, Jeroen.  Since, after all, you
have previously argued that one reason the Netherlands
should not support the US is that it would make them
more vulnerable to terrorist attacks, thus apparently
elevating cowardice to a virtue.  Certainly, you don't
seem to attach any moral taint to failing to act
bravely in this horrific situation.

However, I can make several answers.  The first, of
course, is that I didn't claim I would be a member of
the resistance.  I said that I _hoped_ I would be.  A
crucial difference.  I said I was confident that most
Americans would be.  I am - I have virtually infinite
faith in the courage and decency of the American
people.  My own?  I have some evidence that I am
willing to risk my life, but it was a fairly unique
circumstance, not enough for me to speak with any
certainty.  If I was _not_ willing to do so, however,
when it came to the test, a coward is exactly what I
would be.

As for why I haven't joined up - I am sort of curious
as to what level of risk would be necessary before I
qualified as someone who was willing to risk his life
for a cause.  I'm confident that your response will be
some no-doubt ingenious explanation.  

The short answer, however, is that I tried.  Before
receiving an offer to work at my current job, I had
decided to join the military.  I am color blind, like
approximately 10% of the male population, and thus
under American military rules not allowed to serve in
line positions.  When I received my offer for my
current job, several friends in the military told me
to not, under any circumstances, decline it to join
up.  Since they were veterans, I felt that they had
some moral authority with which to speak.  I thus
decided to explore my options in the reserves, but the
color-blindness disqualifies me from most positions. 
Between that and my workload, and since there's no
chance I could have joined the "combat arms" anyways,
it just didn't make sense.  All is not, however, lost,
as I am currently trying to pull what (few) strings I
have to get an exemption for the color-blindess (odds
are low, but possible) and, if I do, I will explore
the possibility of doing two years _after_ my current
job, although at 25 I will be getting rather old for
that.

So, the answer is, no, I haven't put my life on the
line by anything more dramatic than living in
Manhattan, and so I can't be certain how I would act
in such a situation.  I know what I would expect of
myself - that, to be blunt, I would rather be dead
than someone who wasn't willing to act in that way. 
But, for reasons not entirely under my control, I
can't actually be certain.  Yet.  But then, I didn't
claim that I was.  I just said what I hoped I was
capable of doing, and what I would expect of both
myself and others in that situation.

Gautam

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