so.. my wife and i have been trying to get pregnant for about a year or two. we gave up a few months back & then got pregnant. then at the first ultrasound at 7-8 weeks we heard no heart beat. Her level dropped over the next week or two. then on mothers day we lost the fetus. spent about 5 hours in the local ER, was real scary.
now i am experiencing some thing i have never quite felt before. we as a couple are good.. but out of the blue i get hit with deep, dark, depression.. a few hours or minutes will pass and then again out of no where i become angry.. not kicking the dog angry, but the kind of emotion that will just ruin a day/weekend/week... i haven't even put on any skinny puppy yet, or played any css. just trying to mellow. shaved the homeless styled beard off a few days ago. maybe now i can get a potential employer to take me seriously. good news is that we can conceive! also, every thing happened naturally. so if a some of my posts recently offended any one, i apologize. rant/spout over. -paul ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~| ColdFusion MX7 and Flex 2 Build sales & marketing dashboard RIAâs for your business. Upgrade now http://www.adobe.com/products/coldfusion/flex2?sdid=RVJT Archive: http://www.houseoffusion.com/groups/CF-Community/message.cfm/messageid:235162 Subscription: http://www.houseoffusion.com/groups/CF-Community/subscribe.cfm Unsubscribe: http://www.houseoffusion.com/cf_lists/unsubscribe.cfm?user=11502.10531.5
