Hi Marty....I'm so sorry that you had to go through such a frightening 
experience.  These blood thinners are a good thing, but when they don't work 
right can be life threatening.  I'm sure I told everyone, that the last time I 
was in the hospital they had to give me plasma and vitamin K to bring down the 
blood thinners.  Mine were way to high, and that was because of my liver 
problems.  Right now they're checking it every couple of weeks.  The last was a 
weekly check, and now they say 3 weeks, so I'm praying it will hold that long.  
I see my Oncologist in two weeks and might have him run a protime and see how 
it is.  It really scares me too as I was bleeding inside.  I hope that they are 
carefully regulating your protime as they should be doing that more often now 
that you've had this problem.  It's okay to be frightened.  I told you that I 
ended up with an anxiety attach a few weeks ago with all that was going on with 
me, and I thought I was to strong to have this happen to me  You take good care 
of yourself and keep in touch.  Keep you in my prayers.
Hugs & 18's to you Marty,
Millie
  ----- Original Message ----- 
  From: Marty Gartenberg 
  To: [email protected] 
  Sent: Saturday, August 17, 2013 7:44 PM
  Subject: Re: [CMLHope] living life with cml


  Dear Jeanie, Beth and everyone else that may be reading this...


  It is your bodies and if it doesn't feel right (the medicine, proton pumps or 
anything else then you must question it)


  And do you know why? Medicine is called a practice...


  18's


  Marty



  On Sat, Aug 17, 2013 at 6:20 PM, <[email protected]> wrote:

    Thanks Marty and so sorry you had to go through that and glad you are back 
to normal.  We are called warriors and that's exactly what we are.  We battle 
this disease and the side effects daily and worry about our blood counts daily, 
at least I do.  Some of us have other health problems that are also life 
threatening, and then we are having to mix our meds with our CML drugs and that 
is a struggle in and of itself.
    I remember when I was in the hospital one time having my blood cleansed, 
the counts just wouldn't come back down even with the cleansing.  I finally 
talked my onc into putting me on Sprycel.  My PCD had me on a proton pump 
inhibitor that they were giving me twice a day.  Before I got the Sprycel my 
onc had me on 600 mgs gleevec and it wasn't helping at all.  So here I am in 
the hospital reading the pamphlet that comes with the Sprycel and it says no 
proton pump inhibitors with Sprycel.  Well, they kept trying to get me to take 
it, and I showed them the info.  I finally refused to take it.  I feel those 
inhibitors were probably keeping the Gleevec from working. 
    Sometimes we just have to read and inform ourselves and even then we might 
be talked into taking a drug that isn't good for us.
    Have a good weekend all,
    Jeanie<3

    In a message dated 8/17/2013 2:20:40 P.M. Pacific Daylight Time, 
[email protected] writes:
      Hi Jeanie, 


      I would like to tell you and everyone else a story about me and what 
recently happened to me.


      As you know, I am on dialysis and am also on Warfrin, a blood thinner. In 
order to get my dialysis they have to stick two large gauge needles #14 gauge 
into my arm and into my access point that is under the skin.


      Once my dialysis is finished they remove the needles and I have to hold 
several gauze pads over my access points for about five minutes in order to 
stop the bleeding. 


      Well, this past Monday the bleeding could not be stopped from my arterial 
part of the port called the fistula. I had to hold it on for more then an hour 
but it still wouldn't stop bleeding so they put a special clamp over the access 
points and left it there for another half hour. When they removed it the blood 
just started spurting out again. 


      The clamp was put on once more and it finally stooped bleeding. I went 
home with the clamp still on and had dinner. After I finished my dinner I 
decided to remove the clamp and it again started spurting out again all over 
the kitchen floor. I then put the clamp on again and went to the hospital for 
further treatment.


      I'm telling you this story for a reason that doesn't as yet make any 
sense but you will understand more...


      When I arrived at the hospital that took a CBC blood test and told me 
that it would be ready in an hour. Now here is where my mind took over. Because 
my bleeding was very severe I thought that my platelets may be low. This is 
exactly what happened to me twenty three years ago and I was then diagnosed 
with Leukemia.


      So with this happening my mind started in with what if my Leukemia has 
returned, and I started sweating until the results came back. 


      Now you all know me, but I am still human just like all of the rest of 
you but I usually know how to control my mind and feelings and thoughts. 
Emotions are very powerful if you can't or won't control them, but this time it 
just brought back some terrible thoughts because of what I once went through. I 
always try to discipline myself through most things but sometimes just being 
human it is something that we must all try to deal with. 


      So Jeanie and all of the rest of you, whenever your waiting for the 
results of any tests I want you to try and remember that your all human and 
sometimes your going to worry about the test results until you get them back. 
It is only then that you will have to deal with them, and you will whether good 
or bad.


      In my case the bleeding was caused by to high an INR level was in my 
blood (to thin from the doses of Warfren). The bleeding finally stoped by 
itself after four more hours and I was discharged from the hospital after 1:30 
AM and we went home.


      I started eating more dark greens and some Broccoli and asparagus and 
lessened the dose of Warfren after speaking to my doctor.


      When I went back on Wednesday for my four hour dialysis treatment and 
once it was finished the bleeding stooped within five minutes, as it usually 
does


      You all remember what I always say, your mind does control your body. CML 
is a strange disease it does effect both your mind and body. Even after these 
past twenty three years for me, and I have learned to be able to control my 
mind. 


      I feel very close to all of you, or I wouldn't have told you this 
personal story.


      We must live with what we have, and the key word in that statement is 
live.


      Remember that we are all human. 


      18's


      Marty



      On Sat, Aug 17, 2013 at 11:50 AM, <[email protected]> wrote:

        Hi and I did almost the same on Tasi.  I never reached PCRU until I was 
put on Sprycel. This happened almost 6 years after I was dx.
        I saw so much of my doctor the  nurse told me I should put a bed in the 
office.
        I have scars in my arms where they took blood so often.
        I just reached the stage of going every 6 months about 6 months ago, 
but I do have my blood checked by my primary doctor often.
        It's funny about our blood test, we want to see them but we are afraid 
of the results.  I am still afraid after all these years.  I know how you can 
be going along well and then all of a sudden everything goes out of whack.
        Faith and pills get me through each day. Good luck and blessings 
everyone.
        Jeanie<3


        In a message dated 8/15/2013 8:44:21 A.M. Pacific Daylight Time, 
[email protected] writes:

          I was on Tasignia until it stopped working and had blasts so they 
admitted me to hospital and started oral ponatanib 45mg daily.    Took 2 solid 
months of hospitalization for my neutrophils to come down and platelets to go 
up.  Got a unit of blood almost every single day and sometimes two, and would 
get at least one bag platelets per day and often 3 or more.   Finally my 
numbers started to pick up and they let me go home.   I havn't felt what I 
would call "well" since being on this drug but at least they are saying I am in 
Hematological remission, not molecular but that is my goal.  I see my 
hematologist every week for labs to determine if I need another unit of red 
blood cells and usually my hemologin has been running around 8.5 which means I 
get a unit of blood.   So on Tuesdays i go for labs and then return on 
Wednesdays for blood if needed.    This sure beats the alternative - not being 
well.    

          On Gleevac I experienced eye bleeds. 


          From: Susan Zimmerman <[email protected]>
          To: [email protected] 
          Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 4:49 PM
          Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Ponatinib



          Thanks Maggy for answering.  I'd like to hear more about how you are 
doing on this drug.  Not sure which one they will put me on after determining 
why I am having brain bleed tendencies.   
          Was on gleevec for 2 yrs 3 mos, on nothing now for six years because 
of brain bleeds.  Numbers were going up upon last check, tried 15 days of 
tasigna and had an indication again of brain bleeding.  Sept. 4th going to 
Northwestern Univ. again to try to determine the cause.


          Blessings,

          Susan F. Zimmerman


          -----Original Message-----
          From: [email protected] <[email protected]>
          To: cmlhope <[email protected]>
          Sent: Tue, Aug 13, 2013 2:36 am
          Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Ponatinib





          Yes, been on this drug since around first week of June.  45 mg I 
believe.  Was hospitalized for almost two months while the drug did its thing.  
   


          From: John Barrons <[email protected]>
          To: CML Hope <[email protected]> 
          Sent: Monday, August 12, 2013 10:53 AM
          Subject: [CMLHope] Ponatinib


          I have had CML for almost 14 years now. I failed gleevec and sprycel 
and am now on ponatinib. Is there anybody in this group who is on this drug? 

          Sent from my iPad

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