Yes you are right Susan.  Think of each day as a gift.  
My BP goes up when I see a white coat but is has stayed a little high as of 
late.
I have had 3 ct scans and nothing showed up about my side.  I also had 
endoscopy with no results except red stomach.im so happy you are doing better. 
Thanks for being there for me and all. 
Still haven't heard from Marty. 


My Motto: Faith and Pills
Jeanie 🐟🐟18,s 
Dx 1/2004. CML Leukemia
Started Gleevec 2/2004
Started Tasigna  9/2009
Started Sprycel 11/2009
Started Ponatinib January 2015
Dr Balducci Moffitt Cancer Center

> On Jan 5, 2016, at 11:40 AM, 'Susan Zimmerman' via CMLHope 
> <[email protected]> wrote:
> 
> Thanks Jeanie,
> I really do not worry because as you know, it's not productive and helps 
> NOTHING.  I also am thankful my bp has gone down to normal without 
> medication, as I really have tried to relieve all stress in my life.  Has 
> your bp gone down?  I sure hope so.  We can create our own stress by 
> worrying, or relax in the everyday joy of going through trials to make us 
> stronger....  I am praying for your side pain to go away, for sure.  I'd like 
> for you to get to the bottom of that.  There's something causing it.  Have 
> you considered having that pet scan I mentioned?  The earlier something is 
> caught, of course the better.
> 
> Blessings and love to you as you enjoy every day as a gift.  18's,
> SZ
> 
> 
> 
> 
> -----Original Message-----
> From: 'Icandoallttc' via CMLHope <[email protected]>
> To: cmlhope <[email protected]>
> Sent: Mon, Jan 4, 2016 5:21 pm
> Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Re: stroke
> 
> Hi Susan ,
> Just wanted to tell you that my mom and grandmother both had strokes in their 
> late 70s. 
> My sister died of a stroke in her late 60s. So it runs in the women of my 
> family.  
> Of course they weren't on tkis but we're on medicines for other things. 
> My doctor warned me to keep my BP down to avoid strokes while on ponatinib.  
> Well all the BP meds make me sick so I can't take them. 
> I think we have a lot of stress due to the CML and worrying about the meds we 
> take; I know I do. 
> Good luck and continue to mend and thanks for the info on strokes.  
> My mom was completely out of it when she had her stroke. She had to learn to 
> read and write again and attended those therapies. 
> After a while she became her old self again until she fell and broke her hip. 
> ❤️💋💋😇💗
> 
> My Motto: Faith and Pills
> Jeanie 🐟🐟18,s 
> Dx 1/2004. CML Leukemia
> Started Gleevec 2/2004
> Started Tasigna  9/2009
> Started Sprycel 11/2009
> Started Ponatinib January 2015
> Dr Balducci Moffitt Cancer Center
> 
> On Jan 3, 2016, at 9:00 PM, 'Susan Zimmerman' via CMLHope 
> <[email protected]> wrote:
> 
> Hi Jeanie,
> I have had four previous strokes, all due to trying the four other meds that 
> are out.  With gleevec I had two strokes while I was on it that were minor.  
> The docs were not convinced the gleevec caused it, but I was!  Then 2 years 
> after being off all drugs for cml, I had a major stroke which at first left 
> my eye frozen, and damaged hearing, along with balance problems.  Thankfully, 
> those things all went away after 3 months.  I am most blessed.  Then each 
> other pill I tried, (all 3 others) I had a symptom of stroke almost 
> immediately.  (bad eye bleed, frozen eye like the big stroke).  They could 
> only find cavernous malformations in my brain to lend itself to such easy 
> bleeding.  About 9 months ago I went back on the last drug, bosulif, because 
> my numbers were getting pretty high after 7 yrs of no meds at all.  I started 
> with 100 mg of bosulif, which is very low. The usual dose is 500 mg.  When my 
> numbers went up just a little after being in remission, the docs suggested I 
> go to 300 mg.  I agreed only to 200 mg.  So this time, I had doubled my 
> dosage, and 10 days later, had double vision and severe nausea all afternoon 
> right when we were sharing Christmas with my son and whole family on the 
> 26th.  I wasn't sure about it, I thought it might be all the sugar I ate, as 
> I am diabetic.  So decided just to hit the bed for the evening so as not to 
> ruin their visit.  Kids left next day. Then on Wednesday, continuing the 
> double vision somewhat, I vomited.  The docs had all said one more symptom 
> get to the e.r., so I went.  Sure enough, the ct scan showed 4 new blood 
> spots in four different parts of my brain. (that was a new one, usually they 
> were all in same place.)  Luckily very little was affected this time, 
> halleluhiah!
> 
> Long ago the statistics used to be only 1% had brain bleeds, i.e. strokes 
> from these medications.  I am one of the 1%.  Don't know if the figures have 
> changed, but one thing I do know.  None of you need to worry about this 
> happening to you.  My father died of a brain aneurysm, so apparently I'm 
> prone to it.  But I know I'll only go when it's His timing, not my own!  I'll 
> keep plugging and try to keep a joyful heart until then!  Definitely planning 
> on enjoying my retirement.
> 
> 18's and love,
> Susan Z
> 
> 
> -----Original Message-----
> From: 'Icandoallttc' via CMLHope <[email protected]>
> To: cmlhope <[email protected]>
> Sent: Sun, Jan 3, 2016 1:24 pm
> Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Re: stroke
> 
> Hi Susan,
> Just wondering how you knew you were having a stroke??  The tkis say wash 
> your hands after handling and these are going in out stomach!!! 
> Keep strong and keep fighting!!
> ❤️💋😇🎼
> 
> My Motto: Faith and Pills
> Jeanie 🐟🐟18,s 
> Dx 1/2004. CML Leukemia
> Started Gleevec 2/2004
> Started Tasigna  9/2009
> Started Sprycel 11/2009
> Started Ponatinib January 2015
> Dr Balducci Moffitt Cancer Center
> 
> On Jan 3, 2016, at 1:00 PM, bkbarney via CMLHope <[email protected]> 
> wrote:
> 
> Susan, you are a strong and amazingly positive woman...I am so sorry this 
> happened..but trust you will heal.....I think it's so hard to know what to 
> do..regarding dosages and changing meds.....trust your own knowing about your 
> body and your own knowing about what may work best for you..
> 
> Much love and healing energy... Beth
> 
> 
> -----Original Message-----
> From: 'Susan Zimmerman' via CMLHope <[email protected]>
> To: cmlhope <[email protected]>
> Sent: Wed, Dec 30, 2015 11:50 pm
> Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Re: stroke
> 
> Dear all,
> Just a note to say I'm in my local hospital. It did turn out to be a small 
> stroke which started last Sat. In morning I will learn if 2nd cat svan showed 
> the bleeding stopped. Prayers are appreciated. I am agitated w myself for 
> agreeing to up the bosulif when my numbers increased just a little. If I had 
> followed the doc's suggestion of an even higher dose I would be dead now. 
> After 10 days on 200 mg of bosulif, here comes another stroke! Regular dose 
> is 500 mg. I'm just weird. So now off all bosulif. Pray my numbers stay down 
> for several months...dont need another one! God is in charge...Jeannie, 
> without pills this time lol. You all mean so much to me. I'm feeling fine 
> now. God bless and stay safe on new year's eve! Thanks for yr. prayers.
> 18's and love, Sz
> 
> Sent from my Sprint phone
> 
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> Date: Wed, Dec 30, 2015 3:34 PM
> To: [email protected];
> Subject:Re: [CMLHope] Re: Merry Christmas and happy Hilidays
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