Jeanie, I almost forgot something. When you read Pslam 1188. Take a close look at the numbers, what are the two numbers in the center? 18, and this is what i learned many years ago. That is because i always use them every time i end any message that i send out. I do most things for a reason.
18's Marty On Wed, May 16, 2018 at 7:23 PM, Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> wrote: > You know what Jeanie i also love you! and just about everyone here. How's > that. > > I just don't know why some people and institutions have so many rules like > not accepting you for having pain. I will now go out of my "polite mode" > and call them AZZ Wipes, because let it happen to them and they wouldn't be > as nice as i am. > > Okay back into my polite mode. Jeanie, i have had some very bad times with > pain especially when i had to live in that plastic bubble and had the > *mucocytes > in my entire digestive tract. * > *From my lips to my rectum. It was by far the worst pain that i have ever > experienced in my life. * > > *It got so bad that i would say to myself that i just wanted to die and > they put me on a Morphine drip with a button in the inside of that bubble. > I tried it and no relief so i kept pushing the button and it did no good > until i fell asleep. Once i got up the pain didn't leave so eventually i > became addicted to that Morphine and would start hallucinating and it kept > on going until i was severely addicted. For the next few months i had to > become UN addicted and that was the terrible part but i did it.* > > *I had to live 24-7 with that pain. But there were "good times coming up" > One day my transplant coordinator first gowned up and put on booties, > serial surgical mask, serial gown two sets of serial surgical gloves and > before she came in she turned on the * > *Laminar air flow chamber blower to high and when she got inside she made > sure that i was always up wind of her so no bacteria would be transferred > to me. That was how only certain people could enter that chamber. She sat > down downwind of me and motioned that she wanted me to hear what she was > going to tell me.* > however she couldn't touch me or any part of me and she whispered three > words to me. "It's only Temporary" and i knew exactly what she said. Then > she immediately left the chamber. > > *Jeanie do you know why i am telling you this? Well that was one of the > reasons that i became to know that my mind does control my body. Yes the > pain was still there but i put it in the back of my mind. It took about a > week to finally get my white cell count to approach that magic number to > get to 1,000 and shortly when i was put on a solid food diet, i was finally > able to get out of there after seven awful months. Now you know why! And > that was the time that i garbed that clock with that second hand that > always tormented me off the plastic wall and smashed it on the floor. I > finally got even!!! * > > *Now on today. I had an operation yesterday using Mohs surgery on the > bridge of my nose to get rid of a Basil Cell Carcinoma and that came out > with little problems, so i had to go back to have the sutures put in and > about two hours later came the pain after the Anastasia wore off, and the > pain started, and it hurts now so i did what i did then and had my mind > sort of control my body, but i think tonight i will take a pain reliving > pill so that i can get some sleep tonight. I am simply getting too old for > this. * > > *Listen i can't make up these stories because they are all true. * > > *Now, i really liked your story about how everyone in your family kissed > eachother when they said hello and good by. that is very inspirational to > me, but since i am immuno compromised all that i can do is never shake > hands but bump fists together and that seems to do the trick.* > > *Now i would like to send you a very beautiful video called The Center of > the Bible. I think that i may have sent it before but even so just sit back > and enjoy it. The music and video are just terrific. * > > *18's,* > > *Marty* > > On Wed, May 16, 2018 at 4:43 PM, 'Jeanie' via CMLHope < > cmlhope@googlegroups.com> wrote: > >> Hi Marty >> First I want to tell you that I love you because you >> Lift my heart as do all of you on this list. >> Yes this was my fourth tki and probably >> My last chance as far as tki’s are >> Concerned. The Sprycel I had been >> On for four years was great as long >> As it lasted. >> Yes my onc told me to go right >> To the eye dr bit other than needing >> Far vision glasses they seem to >> Be okay. Moffitt is great but they >> Won’t take care of your pain. >> I thought that was weird. They have >> Two big pain centers there >> And wouldn’t take me. Told me to >> Go to a pain clinic. >> Had a wonderful day today. >> Was reading the Bible on kisses >> Today and it’s interesting. >> Our family kissed hello and goodby. >> Probably handed down from generations. >> Google kisses and Bible. >> Prayers to all and Holy kisses. >> ❤️ >> >> My Motto: >> Faith and Pills >> With Love >> 🐠18's >> Dx 1/2004 CML Leukemia >> Started Gleevec 2/2004 >> Started Tasigna 9/2009 >> Started Sprycel 11/2009 >> Started Ponatinib 1/ 2015 >> New Doctor--Dr Martine Extermann >> Moffitt Cancer center >> >> 0 CBL. ABL >> >> On May 13, 2018, at 1:05 PM, Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> wrote: >> >> >> Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> >> 12:55 PM (9 minutes ago) >> to cmlhope >> Hi Jeanie, or should i say Grandma? >> >> I am quite filmier with Iclusig or ponatinib because i always research >> anything to do with them or CML. And yes there are a lot of bad things that >> could happen when taking it. However, if it does work for you or anyone >> else then you should consider it a life saving therapy because your still >> alive, and that is called 18's which i always end anything which i post >> because that is the way i feel about all of you. I remember more then >> thirty years ago that's three decades ago, it was done for me and i now do >> it for everyone. >> >> Also you should know that it is not recommended for newly diagnosed >> patients first beginning therapy. One must get their eyes checked for what >> could be problems later. >> >> It is very simple to go to an ophthalmologist and have him or her check >> it out... Just do it! >> >> Remember no one is immune to death but it is yourself that helps to >> preserve yourself. >> With all that i have been through and most of you already know what i am >> talking about, then all you can do is to go on and try to preserve yourself >> as best as you can, and from what i am seeing then you are! And part of >> that is to enjoy your life. >> >> Two of my favorite sayings are what Forrest Gump said in the movie... >> "Life is just like a box of Chocolates, you never know what you get" As i >> read that to me it meant that you don't know just what you got but since >> his mother said that then since it came out a box of Chocolates then how >> could any of them be bad? >> >> And the other saying was.. "That's enough about that" >> >> >> Remember> 18's, >> >> Marty >> >> >> On Sun, May 13, 2018 at 12:55 PM, Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> >> wrote: >> >>> Hi Jeanie, or should i say Grandma? >>> >>> I am quite filmier with Iclusig or ponatinib because i always research >>> anything to do with them or CML. And yes there are a lot of bad things that >>> could happen when taking it. However, if it does work for you or anyone >>> else then you should consider it a life saving therapy because your still >>> alive, and that is called 18's which i always end anything which i post >>> because that is the way i feel about all of you. I remember more then >>> thirty years ago that's three decades ago, it was done for me and i now do >>> it for everyone. >>> >>> Also you should know that it is not recommended for newly diagnosed >>> patients first beginning therapy. One must get their eyes checked for what >>> could be problems later. >>> >>> It is very simple to go to an ophthalmologist and have him or her check >>> it out... Just do it! >>> >>> Remember no one is immune to death but it is yourself that helps to >>> preserve yourself. >>> With all that i have been through and most of you already know what i am >>> talking about, then all you can do is to go on and try to preserve yourself >>> as best as you can, and from what i am seeing then you are! And part of >>> that is to enjoy your life. >>> >>> Two of my favorite sayings are what Forrest Gump said in the movie... >>> "Life is just like a box of Chocolates, you never know what you get" As i >>> read that to me it meant that you don't know just what you got but since >>> his mother said that then since it came out a box of Chocolates then how >>> could any of them be bad? >>> >>> And the other saying was.. "That's enough about that" >>> >>> >>> Remember> 18's, >>> >>> Marty >>> >>> >>> On Sun, May 13, 2018 at 11:12 AM, 'Jeanie' via CMLHope < >>> cmlhope@googlegroups.com> wrote: >>> >>>> Hi Marty and all >>>> I am so glad you told me about what to expect from a stroke. As they >>>> run in our family I will know what to expect. >>>> My chemo was taken off the market at first because of heart attacks and >>>> blood clots. They then decide it would do more good than bad so they put it >>>> back on. I know it had me in remission in three months. >>>> Look up Ponatinib and you will see what I mean. >>>> Happy Mother’s Day to all the mothers on this group. I started my >>>> family when I was 18 and had 5 babies in 10 years. Those were the busiest >>>> years of my life and I enjoyed every minute of them. >>>> My youngest daughter and her daughter are picking me up for lunch. >>>> Have a great day everyone. >>>> ❤️ >>>> >>>> My Motto: >>>> Faith and Pills >>>> With Love >>>> 🐠18's >>>> Dx 1/2004 CML Leukemia >>>> Started Gleevec 2/2004 >>>> Started Tasigna 9/2009 >>>> Started Sprycel 11/2009 >>>> Started Ponatinib 1/ 2015 >>>> New Doctor--Dr Martine Extermann >>>> Moffitt Cancer center >>>> >>>> 0 CBL. ABL >>>> >>>> On May 11, 2018, at 6:22 PM, Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> wrote: >>>> >>>> Jeanie, >>>> >>>> Sorry to hear about your family having these such problems. If I could >>>> kick that stroke man in where the sun don't shine i am sure that his butt >>>> will never be the same. >>>> >>>> It all comes down to the doctor/s that take care of you. You may find >>>> that the majority of them are good caring people with your best intentions >>>> in mind then there are some that don't really care about you or me and i >>>> happen to know thank GOD only a very few of them. >>>> >>>> While we were on our cruise and got back the buzz in the neighborhood >>>> was that one of my neighbors went in for some back surgery and it was >>>> successful for a few days and then died from a surgical sponge that was >>>> left inside of her. >>>> >>>> You know what? the same thing also happened to me when I had what is >>>> called a TURP procedure but it wasn't a sponge but one of the stents that >>>> was left in me and blocked the output of my prostate causing the worst pain >>>> that i had in a long time. I had to be rushed to my local hospital and they >>>> had to remove that stent. Oh yes i almost forgot that the "doctor" had left >>>> on vacation and no one was covering for him. >>>> >>>> Now there are some of the people of today that are very incapable of >>>> even understanding what the meaning of the Hippocratic oath actually means. >>>> >>>> Don't get me wrong most of these doctors actually helped to save my >>>> life, many times. And this is what i dedicate to them. >>>> >>>> Now there must have been a very good reason why someone would drill >>>> holes into someones skull? Did you ever find out why he did that? It sounds >>>> on the surface like Jeffrey Dahmer. I can not understand why surgical >>>> things are left behind because every shred of anything is always counted >>>> and counted again. >>>> >>>> I can tell you for a fact that there are so many good doctors in this >>>> world, but you have to find them and that's what makes a very big >>>> difference. One thing more: If it were not for the nurses that always took >>>> such good care of me then i wouldn't be alive today. >>>> >>>> I give credit to all of the people that are so dedicated to all of us, >>>> but... Well in my case, it's about about 98.6% My temperature, and the rest >>>> of the 1.4% they can go to where the sun don't shine (one of my favorite >>>> sayings and for good reason >>>> >>>> 18's, >>>> >>>> Marty >>>> >>>> On Fri, May 11, 2018 at 9:40 AM, 'Jeanie' via CMLHope < >>>> cmlhope@googlegroups.com> wrote: >>>> >>>>> Hi Marty and all >>>>> That is so interesting about your stroke. My mother had the same thing >>>>> in her late 70s. She lived alone but her son lived up the street and >>>>> somehow she managed to call him. His wife answered and told her hubby it >>>>> was a prank call because my mother was just jabbering in the phone. He >>>>> looked at her and said that’s mom. They called 911 and soon she was in >>>>> the >>>>> hospital. By the time I got there I learned the only thing she could do >>>>> was >>>>> sign her name. She had to relearn everything. I took her to speech class >>>>> every week and she had a tablet she was learning to write again. It took >>>>> her about a year of therapy. My grandmother also had a stroke the same >>>>> way. So far my sister and I have been lucky. My older sister died from the >>>>> stroke she had and I always thought the doctor didn’t treat her right. >>>>> They >>>>> drilled s hole in her head and I think they should have just let the brain >>>>> heal. >>>>> Yes Marty. Learning and doing something daily will help keep our brain >>>>> going. But also if you are tired rest >>>>> Beth so sorry about your botched surgery. That is why I have refused >>>>> to go under the knife for my pain. I may have to eventually but right now >>>>> pills and faith are keeping me going. >>>>> You guys are so uplifting and I look forward to your post. >>>>> Marty I get s little sad when I hear about you and Shelly and how you >>>>> help each other. I lost my hubby 20 years ago due to diabetes and heart >>>>> failure. I was his caregiver and we had been childhood sweethearts. It >>>>> was hard to let go. >>>>> More later—— >>>>> Love >>>>> Jean >>>>> >>>>> My Motto: >>>>> Faith and Pills >>>>> With Love >>>>> 🐠18's >>>>> Dx 1/2004 CML Leukemia >>>>> Started Gleevec 2/2004 >>>>> Started Tasigna 9/2009 >>>>> Started Sprycel 11/2009 >>>>> Started Ponatinib 1/ 2015 >>>>> New Doctor--Dr Martine Extermann >>>>> Moffitt Cancer center >>>>> >>>>> 0 CBL. ABL >>>>> >>>>> On May 10, 2018, at 11:52 PM, Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> >>>>> wrote: >>>>> >>>>> Hi Beth, >>>>> >>>>> Believe me once you put your mind to it there isn't anything that you >>>>> can't do. All that you have to do is to try it. Yes at first you may fail >>>>> but once you get it into your head you will thieve. >>>>> It is a matter of will. >>>>> A story for you: Several years ago right after my kidney transplant my >>>>> wife and i went furniture shopping when i suddenly felt dizzy and clasped >>>>> to the floor, i tried to get up but i just managed to crawl on the floor. >>>>> Shelly was really trying to help me to a seat and the manager came over >>>>> and >>>>> told us that he just called 911. Within less then ten minutes i was in an >>>>> ambulance on my way to the hospital. When one of the paramedics asked me >>>>> how i was feeling i didn't know what he was saying, it was like someone >>>>> was >>>>> mumbling to me. Once they got me to the hospital they seemed to be moving >>>>> there mouths but all that i heard were these funny sounds coming out of >>>>> their mouths. When i came out of my coma i couldn't understand English. In >>>>> my mind i was trying to ask for a glass of water but didn't know how to >>>>> say >>>>> it >>>>> >>>>> It was very frustrating and i knew in my mind that i could talk but >>>>> not anything with English but i did remember that i was still able to >>>>> speak >>>>> and understand five different foreign languages and the Morse Code because >>>>> ever since i was a young man i was a ham radio operator, but how could i >>>>> try to convey it to anyone. I was in bed and badly needed some water. So i >>>>> started yelling in different languages and tapping on the table with my >>>>> fingers in >>>>> Morse Code but only my right hand would work, until one of the nurses >>>>> understood what i was asking for in Hungarian one of the languages that my >>>>> parents taught me when i was a young child. From that day on while i was >>>>> still in the hospital there was always a pitcher of cold water on my >>>>> table. >>>>> >>>>> It took me over a year to teach myself how to learn English again, and >>>>> i did it all by myself. An usual thing happened to me when i went to see >>>>> my >>>>> ophthalmologist because he was checking for any symptom that the stroke >>>>> may >>>>> have caused to my eyes, but he found nothing thank GOD. I then mentioned >>>>> to >>>>> him what had happened to me when i could not speak >>>>> English This is what he told me. He has another patient that also had >>>>> a similar stroke in the same region of the brain that i had mine in. He >>>>> then tells me that this man suddenly started speaking words with a heavy >>>>> French accent but not French but English with a heavy French accent. This >>>>> lasted for about almost two years and he is back to normal. Amazing what >>>>> can happen. >>>>> >>>>> So this is another example of what your mind can do. All you have to >>>>> do it to try and help yourself. >>>>> >>>>> To my understanding the human brain uses about 10% of it's capacity, >>>>> more or less. If you know to the contrary please let me know. >>>>> >>>>> 18's, >>>>> >>>>> Marty >>>>> >>>>> On Thu, May 10, 2018 at 9:59 PM, bkbarney via CMLHope < >>>>> cmlhope@googlegroups.com> wrote: >>>>> >>>>>> Just beautiful Marty!!! I love the stained glass... >>>>>> >>>>>> thanks for sharing!! >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> -----Original Message----- >>>>>> From: Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> >>>>>> To: cmlhope <cmlhope@googlegroups.com> >>>>>> Sent: Wed, May 9, 2018 8:40 am >>>>>> Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Beth >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> On Wed, May 9, 2018 at 9:38 AM, Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> >>>>>> wrote: >>>>>> >>>>>> Beth, Jeanie your learning from eachother and i am also learning from >>>>>> the both of you as you are learning from me. This is what it is. I always >>>>>> say that life is a learning process and well, it is. You must learn >>>>>> something new every day of your life. >>>>>> >>>>>> Now i would like to send you some pictures that i took of some of my >>>>>> projects that me and my wife did together mostly when i wasn't feeling >>>>>> very >>>>>> well, but i still did it. Shelly did the cutting for the most part and i >>>>>> did the grinding and fitting and the soldering, sometimes switching off >>>>>> but >>>>>> we did it together. And it made both of us feel that much better. >>>>>> >>>>>> Everything that you may see in these three pictures are things that >>>>>> we personally accomplished by ourselves including the crown moldings as >>>>>> well as the moldings on the ceiling. Both of us never said that maybe we >>>>>> should stop, but sat down and rested for a while and had lunch or watched >>>>>> TV and then got back to "business". Sure it sometimes taxed me out but i >>>>>> still continued on for weeks at a time or even months. >>>>>> >>>>>> There is a point to all of this, just get your priorities together >>>>>> and there is nothing that you can't accomplish. >>>>>> >>>>>> 18's, >>>>>> >>>>>> Marty >>>>>> >>>>>> On Wed, May 9, 2018 at 6:40 AM, 'Jeanie' via CMLHope < >>>>>> cmlhope@googlegroups.com> wrote: >>>>>> >>>>>> Hi Beth and all >>>>>> I know exactly what you mean Beth. Sometimes I just want to go back >>>>>> to bed and do nothing. >>>>>> I have found however if you make a plan of what you want to >>>>>> accomplish that day it helps a lot. Even write it down. Start on it even >>>>>> if you don’t feel like finishing it. >>>>>> One time I made a plan to read the Bible again all the way through. I >>>>>> have read it before but this was just another plan. So each day I read a >>>>>> little and soon I had accomplished my plan. Well not soon but I did it. >>>>>> Getting through Job is difficult but well worth it especially since >>>>>> he fought disease daily. He had boils all over his body. Can you imagine! >>>>>> I love the part where it got to Leviathan. My granddaughter even >>>>>> drew me a picture of him. >>>>>> Now today is walking and gardening as long as I feel like it. If I >>>>>> get tired or weary I just rest. >>>>>> I remember when I was in the hospital and they wheeled that big old >>>>>> blood cleansing machine in my room I was in for it. They would hook it up >>>>>> and I had to my still for about 4 hours while my blood ran through this >>>>>> machine. I thought it would never be over. It never did any good. The >>>>>> next >>>>>> day my platelets and whites were right back up. I learned from Moffitt >>>>>> they >>>>>> don’t even do that. They just give you the pills and hope for the best. >>>>>> This last chemo Ponatinib has been the best chemo yet with the least >>>>>> side effects except for hair falling out. >>>>>> What do you take? I developed mutants to all the other chemo >>>>>> Just each day at a time and make a plan. Prayers. >>>>>> You have helped me a lot Beth. >>>>>> ❤️ >>>>>> >>>>>> My Motto: >>>>>> Faith and Pills >>>>>> With Love >>>>>> 🐠18's >>>>>> Dx 1/2004 CML Leukemia >>>>>> Started Gleevec 2/2004 >>>>>> Started Tasigna 9/2009 >>>>>> Started Sprycel 11/2009 >>>>>> Started Ponatinib 1/ 2015 >>>>>> New Doctor--Dr Martine Extermann >>>>>> Moffitt Cancer center >>>>>> >>>>>> 0 CBL. ABL >>>>>> >>>>>> On May 8, 2018, at 11:40 PM, Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> >>>>>> wrote: >>>>>> >>>>>> Just look at what your writing... >>>>>> Each and every day is another day so keep on blessing your medication >>>>>> because without it then it wouldn't be another day. Don't despair because >>>>>> you may feel like life is trying to give you a difficult time but then >>>>>> there are other days that that will restore your faith. >>>>>> >>>>>> I have been there and what i found out is that i am still here and by >>>>>> the way so are you. >>>>>> >>>>>> I have always told everyone that Leukemia is a powerful disease and >>>>>> so it is BUT so is your mind... Use it! >>>>>> >>>>>> 18's, >>>>>> >>>>>> Marty >>>>>> >>>>>> PS why do you think that all of my posts ends up with 18's? >>>>>> >>>>>> Because it means LIFE. >>>>>> >>>>>> On Tue, May 8, 2018 at 10:52 PM, bkbarney via CMLHope < >>>>>> cmlhope@googlegroups.com> wrote: >>>>>> >>>>>> Dear Marty, >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> I sing praises every day....for my life and for sprycel. I even bless >>>>>> my medication in my hand before I take it each night.. my little ritual. >>>>>> the side effects of the medication coupled with the two botched surgeries >>>>>> have left me with a great deal to navigate daily. I know I am blessed. >>>>>> But >>>>>> today I am just very very very weary. Tomorrow is another day... >>>>>> >>>>>> Hope everyone is well and enjoying spring...one day at a >>>>>> time...breath in the flowers and enjoy!!! >>>>>> >>>>>> Love to each and every one of you...and thanks for reading.. >>>>>> >>>>>> 18's B >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> -----Original Message----- >>>>>> From: 'Jeanie' via CMLHope <cmlhope@googlegroups.com> >>>>>> To: cmlhope <cmlhope@googlegroups.com> >>>>>> Sent: Tue, May 8, 2018 2:21 pm >>>>>> Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Beth >>>>>> >>>>>> Hi Beth and great news. Are you any pain? Marty I wanted to asked >>>>>> you if you they gave you any meds for pain? Did you ever have to take >>>>>> anything for leukemia ever again? Can you walk well? >>>>>> My daughter bought me a wheel chair just in case I get to tired of >>>>>> walking. >>>>>> Do you walk well Beth? >>>>>> So happy you are in remission. I’m in remission too but I know from >>>>>> experience how leukemia can test it’s ugly head. >>>>>> Prayer and pills is my motto and it’s working. >>>>>> Good luck >>>>>> Jean >>>>>> >>>>>> My Motto: >>>>>> Faith and Pills >>>>>> With Love >>>>>> 🐠18's >>>>>> Dx 1/2004 CML Leukemia >>>>>> Started Gleevec 2/2004 >>>>>> Started Tasigna 9/2009 >>>>>> Started Sprycel 11/2009 >>>>>> Started Ponatinib 1/ 2015 >>>>>> New Doctor--Dr Martine Extermann >>>>>> Moffitt Cancer center >>>>>> >>>>>> 0 CBL. ABL >>>>>> >>>>>> On May 8, 2018, at 8:40 AM, Marty Gartenberg <wa2...@gmail.com> >>>>>> wrote: >>>>>> >>>>>> Beth, Beth, Beth, >>>>>> >>>>>> What can i say, As you mentioned you are now UN-detectable, but what >>>>>> you should have written should have more piazzas to it. Something like >>>>>> shouting it at the top of your voice on the top of a high mountain with >>>>>> your hands and arms reaching upward and stretched and extended out to >>>>>> HIM. >>>>>> >>>>>> Well Beth sometimes i get carried away but please scroll down. >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> BUT NOT THIS TIME🌷 >>>>>> >>>>>> Do you know why? It took place more then 30 years ago. Once my bone >>>>>> marrow transplant was finished after being confined inside of that bubble >>>>>> that i was in about a week before i was to be finally discharged i still >>>>>> had to wait that one week and i was fixated on the clock within that >>>>>> bubble >>>>>> with that second hand ticking away. Tick Tock, tick tock, tick >>>>>> tock............ I waited for the seconds to tick away the whole day and >>>>>> night until i finally fell asleep, and then i was woken up again and it >>>>>> continued on for most of that never ending week. I was in there for seven >>>>>> months and let me tell you it was more then horrible but i had to do it >>>>>> until the final seconds that i was able to finally to leave there, or so >>>>>> i >>>>>> thought only to find myself back in there two weeks later because of a >>>>>> severe infection from my in chest Hickman catheter that put me back in >>>>>> there for another two weeks. >>>>>> >>>>>> Was it all over? Not until i was about to leave that plastic bubble >>>>>> and at that time i raised my hands fully extended and ripped that clock >>>>>> right off the wall and since i finally had my shoes on i STOMPED the life >>>>>> of that clock to death. >>>>>> >>>>>> However, on that original day that i was discharged from the hospital >>>>>> it was raining like cats and dogs coming out of the sky and i just stood >>>>>> there in the street and let the rain populate on my face and then i >>>>>> remember raising my hands and arms up toward HIM and it was finally over >>>>>> with. >>>>>> >>>>>> Oh yes i am not kidding, about a week later i received a bill in the >>>>>> mail for $25 for the clock that i put out of my misery and it was marked >>>>>> PAID. And there was a reason for that. To be continued. >>>>>> >>>>>> There is a Moral to this story... Beth all that you need to do it put >>>>>> your hands and arms up toward the sky and HE will do the rest. >>>>>> >>>>>> 18's >>>>>> >>>>>> Marty >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> -- >>>>>> -- >>>>>> [CMLHope] >>>>>> A support group of http://cmlhope.com >>>>>> ------------------------------------------------- >>>>>> >>>>>> You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google >>>>>> Groups "CMLHope" group. >>>>>> To post to this group, send email to CMLHope@googlegroups.com >>>>>> To unsubscribe from this group, send email to >>>>>> cmlhope-unsubscr...@googlegroups.com >>>>>> For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group >>>>>> /CMLHope >>>>>> --- >>>>>> You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google >>>>>> Groups "CMLHope" group. >>>>>> 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