--- In [email protected], akasha_108 <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > This process began over a year ago when you and Rory began to speak of > your experiences using terms such as enlightenment, Brahman, Brahman > Consciousness, etc. Maybe not all such terms were used by you -- I > would have to check the archives. The point is that was my impression > and interpreation of what the two of you were saying. And I may have > been incorrrect.
<snip> Hey Akasha, good to see you! I don't recall everything Tom and I said, but in general, Brahman still appears to be the right "niche" (what a paradox THAT is! *lol*) for those experiences -- the realization that all the desired states of consciousness -- C.C., G.C. and U.C. -- were available at will, as a matter of attention, and that *none* of them was the deepest Truth -- that what was ardently desired was only Perfection, NOW -- and that accepting and surrendering into that resulted in the immediate death of my Soul, the old witnessing "I AM", as "I" was ripped open into realization of THAT which had been there all along, ignored in my unconscious search for something other than what IS. I cannot really speak for anyone's state of consciousness other than my own and how others look inside my field, and really everyone looks pretty darn good, fully enlightened in fact, even those doing a great job of pretending they are in ignorance for the time being. That said, I do notice when someone is resisting the "me" in them, and Tom is one of the few I have seen who presents no resistance whatsover, ever. He is also the first to understand me on FFL when I was saying that Brahman is not an experience, it is an Understanding, actually the radical Understanding. This is something that people experiencing C.C. and G.C. and even Unity do not, in my opinion, generally actually get. That subtle ego or causal body seems to get in the way, still claiming the "experience" for its own. :-) (To attempt some of Vaj's questions from this perspective, the loss of the Causal body was a huge shock that took some time to get used to -- the "fishbowl" quality of I/THAT/Everything presented nothing to hold on to, anywhere. Being taught "by" what I assume was Vaj's Hiranyagarbha -- which I know is supposed to be the golden egg, but to me appeared red on one end, blue on the other, and gold only around the middle -- only really came to awareness a few years after that "Brahman-Crucifixion;" a number of other unfoldments took place in between. Not having a body of my own necessitated constructing another body, an immortal "body of knowledge," which I have been tinkering with and refining pretty much ever since. I guess Purusha is as good a name as any. I am still not "done," by the way. A lot of stuff associated with becoming the physical incarnation of Karttikeya, about four years after "Brahman," was so intense that I am still processing it, 19 years later.) Yours, R. To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
