--- In [email protected], maskedzebra <no_reply@...> wrote:
>
> --- In [email protected], "authfriend" <jstein@> wrote:
> >
> > --- In [email protected], maskedzebra <no_reply@> wrote:
> > >
> > > Because in reading Catholic philosophers—like Aquinas—I find
> > > myself intuiting the cosmos as they experienced it—I sort of
> > > read this off of their writing.
> > 
> > MZ, I have a question for you.
> > 
> > Xeno called attention to the fact that Aquinas late in life
> > had some kind of experience that "silenced" him and led him
> > to declare, "All that I have written seems like straw to me."
> > 
> > I'm wondering what you think happened to him. (If you've
> > already commented on this, forgive me; I did a quick search
> > but couldn't find anything.)
> > 
> > And I have a hypothetical: Let's say you cut your spiritual
> > teeth on the writings of Aquinas and thorughly internalized
> > his views. You never encountered MMY, knew nothing about him
> > or TM or the Eastern idea of enlightenment.
> > 
> > One day in 1976, out of the blue, with no warning, you had
> > the same experience you had on the mountain with MMY that
> > you now refer to as "slipping into Unity Consciousness,"
> > except that you had no preparation whatsoever and no context
> > (and let's say it didn't last very long, a few hours or days).
> > 
> > How would that have affected your take on Aquinas's writings?
> > How long would it have taken you to decide that the experience
> > wasn't "real" but Aquinas was?
> >
<snip> 
> But, you see, authfriend, I ended up doing what is the reverse
> of your hypothetical: I embraced Unity Consciousness—then read 
> Aquinas and realized that either Aquinas was right about God,
> the nature of the human person, and the universe, or else
> Maharishi was.

That was pretty much the point of the hypothetical, that
it was the reverse of what you've told us of your history.
But on the other hand, the hypothetical is also directly
parallel to one interpretation of Aquinas's "straw"
remark, i.e., that the nature of the experience which
generated it was contrary to everything he had written.

In other words, I was attempting to put you in Aquinas's
shoes, at least the shoes I imagine him to have been in.
I was struck, when Xeno made his post, by the reverse
parallelism between your history and that of Aquinas
(again, as I imagine the latter to have been).

BTW, I don't think you took into account one stipulation
of my hypothetical, that the experience didn't last very
long. This was, again, in the interests of making the
hypothetical conform to what we know of Aquinas's
experience, that it was transitory, so that he didn't
have to fight off the experience itself. Whatever
impression it left on him was what remained after he
had returned to his ordinary state of consciousness
(which was presumably the context of his "straw" remark).

You make a case for Aquinas's experience not having shown
that what he had written had been fundamentally in error,
but was rather so much more glorious that his writings
were pathetically inadequate to encompass it.

We'll never know, I suppose, but it's fun to speculate.
I could make a case (admittedly knowing virtually nothing
of Aquinas) that his experience *was* contrary to what he
had written, but that over the course of the three months
before he died he managed to convince himself in retrospect
that he had misinterpreted it and that his original view of
God etc. had been correct after all.

> Some time just before Aquinas said this (what Xeno has
> quoted) three Dominican monks witnessed Aquinas being
> levitated in ecstasy, and they heard a voice coming from
> the crucifix on the altar: "Thou has written well of me,
> Thomas, what reward wilt thou have?" Thomas replied,
> "None other than Thyself, Lord."

I'm a little skeptical of this account; doesn't it seem
incongruous on its face that Christ would have offered
Aquinas his choice of "rewards," as if Aquinas might
have given any other reply than the one he is said to
have given?

On the other hand, I amuse myself by speculating that
Aquinas's experience later that year was Christ's
response to his request: "You want more of Me than what
I've already revealed to you? OK, take THIS!"

Anyway, I very much appreciate your detailed response.
It would be foolish for me to express an opinion on it,
since I have no basis, experiential or otherwise, to
evaluate it. I was really just interested to know how
you would go about responding to the hypothetical, and
to learn more about your view of Aquinas. I enjoyed
reading about it, and I hope you enjoyed writing it.

Oh, come to think of it, I have another question, if
you don't mind. I've read what seem like pretty
convincing contemporary accounts of heavy-duty
Christian-type experiences of Christ/God. Have you read
or heard anything along these lines? If so, since you
maintain God has withdrawn Himself from the world, what
do you think might explain them?


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