You've been ignoring Judy for 17 years?? Wow. Just like in this post and the thousands of others you've written about her, I suppose. (cue 'Twilight Zone' music).
--- In [email protected], turquoiseb <no_reply@...> wrote: > > --- In [email protected], "curtisdeltablues" <curtisdeltablues@> > wrote: > > > > Very spooky images, thanks for the back story on the song. > > > > It isn't that I feel stalked but there is a definite "I > > am an excellent driver, I am an excellent driver" Rainman > > quality to the exchanges. There is something off about it > > all. Combined with the ill-wishing it makes for a creepy > > combo. > > Rainman is too benevolent. Having endured it myself > for 17 years, I'm gonna go with "creepy." > > > I think the contempt she has for what she calls the Mr. > > Wonderful persona is her aversion to genuinely showing > > up authentically without all bravado and bullshittery > > of having to maintain her self-imagined superiority, > > her much touted higher ethical standards and need to > > "win" casual discussions. > > Bingo. I think Judy primarily runs on JealousyOS. She > honestly doesn't *understand* how people can just be > themselves and get others to like them or appreciate > their creative endeavors without constantly trying > to micromanage their image. Personally I think that > a lot of this has to do with the fact that she hasn't > ever been able to *be* creative, and thus has never > experienced what it's like to just stand back and > allow one's writing or one's music to say it all > for them, with no further comment or spin. But what- > ever the cause, I think you're correct. > > > She does not believe she is one of the bozos on this bus. > > Very definitely. And isn't it fascinating that one > of her most common memes is that she's stalking the > people she stalks because *they* present themselves > as superior? I don't think I'm alone here in suggest- > ing that you never have; your equanimity and your > *lack* of superiority are among your most admirable > qualities. And her reaction to this is to try to > spin *herself* as more moral and more ethical and > more honest than you are? Does not compute. Bzzzzt. > > I'm replying only because, as I suggested earlier, a > sane person would have accepted your brushoff as the > major dumpage it was, and walked away. Clearly she is > not going to be able to do this, and IMO will spend > pretty much the remainder of her posts this week > trying her best to lure you back into a head-to-head > battle with her. > > You can go there if you want, but just as you said > about her, I think you have more important things to > say than that. YOU have the ability to Just Say No, > and allow her to obsess all by herself. Just sayin'. > > > > --- In [email protected], turquoiseb <no_reply@> wrote: > > > > > > --- In [email protected], "curtisdeltablues" > > > <curtisdeltablues@> wrote: > > > > > > > > I rebuke thee, I rebuke the, I rebuke thee. Get thee behind me. > > > > > > > > (I've heard that works.) > > > > > > Curtis, this whole exchange, and the concerted attempt > > > to keep you in it and continually replying, never to > > > escape, reminds me of an interesting song by Sarah > > > McLachlan. > > > > > > There is an interesting story behind it. She wrote it > > > to exorcise a guy who had been stalking her, somewhat > > > dangerously. He kept writing her letters, sending her > > > things, and telling her details of a love life between > > > the two of them that he only imagined existed. He imag- > > > ined that her song lyrics were written directly to him, > > > and gave him "secret messages" that she returned his > > > affections. When she ignored him, he persisted. When > > > she told him to get lost, he turned nasty, and started > > > to send her rape fantasies instead of roses. and she > > > had to call in the police. After they steered the sick > > > fuck to the enforced psychiatric help he'd needed for > > > some time, Sarah wrote this song to get the bad taste > > > of it all out of her mind. Many of the lyrics are > > > directly from the stalker's letters. > > > > > > The song became one of her biggest hits. Living well > > > is the best revenge. > > > > > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucdnm8iU-5c&ob=av2e > > > > > > Listen as the wind blows > > > From across the great divide > > > Voices trapped in yearning > > > Memories trapped in time > > > The night is my companion > > > And solitude my guide > > > Would I spend forever here > > > And not be satisfied > > > > > > And I would be the one > > > To hold you down > > > Kiss you so hard > > > I'll take your breath away > > > And after I'd wipe away the tears > > > Just close your eyes dear > > > > > > Through this world I've stumbled > > > So many times betrayed > > > Trying to find an honest word > > > To find the truth enslaved > > > Oh you speak to me in riddles and > > > You speak to me in rhymes > > > My body aches to breathe your breath > > > You words keep me alive > > > > > > And I would be the one > > > To hold you down > > > Kiss you so hard > > > I'll take your breath away > > > And after I'd wipe away the tears > > > Just close your eyes dear > > > > > > Into this night I wander > > > It's morning that I dread > > > Another day of knowing of > > > The path I fear to tread > > > Oh into the sea of waking dreams > > > I follow without pride > > > Nothing stands between us here > > > And I won't be denied > > > > > > And I would be the one > > > To hold you down > > > Kiss you so hard > > > I'll take your breath away > > > And after I'd wipe away the tears > > > Just close your eyes dear > > > > > >
