LOL - You guys are good for FFL, bringing out some hilarious stuff!!
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "seventhray27" <steve.sundur@...> wrote:
>
>
> The always gripping and dramatic Ravi Chivukula story told in living
> Technicolor.
>
>
> --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Chivukula wrote:
> >
> > You didn't get my point yeah Doc?
> >
> > I meant Share looks up to you, to your platitudes to soothe herself.
> More
> > on it below. But yeah so I thought, we both would play the good cop,
> bad
> > cop routine. I, the bad cop, would fucking sting her with the truth,
> and
> > you - the good cop, would soothe her with your platitudes - whaddaya
> say
> > Doc?
> >
> > Doc - I spent 13 years around Amma's cult. I realized looking back,
> that
> > the cult could never soothe me. All Amma had was bhajans, chants
> worshiping
> > her, seva, sadhana, satsang, some meditation techniques - apparently
> many
> > things you can use to deceive yourself. Intricate platitudes - like
> the
> > grace quote below - I got that from FB, one of Amma's quotes. Anyway I
> > couldn't numb my pain, my sorrow, my distress - it's not that I didn't
> try,
> > I tried them all but it was all useless.
> >
> > It's like everyone around Amma were very happy with what they had, as
> if in
> > a fantasy dream land, fucking zombies. They didn't have to do
> anything, the
> > Guru, Amma said just worship me and it's all good. If you feel down
> > remember you don't have enough grace. And I was the only one alive,
> > authentic. So the Guru was really doing nothing just giving
> techniques,
> > platitudes to keep people in a fantasy. I didn't see any other that
> was
> > like me - hey fuck this, this is not working. I had to search for
> truth on
> > my own, the Guru didn't do a damn thing, though I apparently projected
> it
> > for sometime - now I see the foolishness of it.
> >
> > Makes sense - Doc?
>
