I enjoyed and appreciated both Akasha's views and this post
of yours.  It strongly rsonates with my experience.  Thanks.

--- In [email protected], TurquoiseB <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> Akasha, I'm with you on this.
> 
> I'm not going to try to address your points or bounce 
> off of them, because 1) it's late here, and 2) I'm a
> compulsive straightener-uppoer, and I'd have to spend
> a lot of time reformatting the lines you wrote to keep
> them from wrapping and getting all ugly. :-) So what 
> I'll do is riff on your thoughts with some of mine.
> 
> I am by nature a tantric, in the sense that I get off
> on polarities. What I do for fun, and for spiritual fun,
> is "surf energies," often the more polarized energies
> the better.
> 
> I *completely* understand your subjective experience of
> having your tendency to objectify women *lessened* by
> visiting a strip club. I have experienced exactly the
> same thing. When I write, I often do it in public places.
> Bars, cafes, whatever. When I really get into the writing,
> the surroundings don't bother me. In fact, sometimes they
> can help, especially if there is some polarity that exists
> between what I am writing about and the environment in 
> which I am writing it.
> 
> I wrote several of the stories in Road Trip Mind while
> sitting at the bar of Yab Yum, the most famous brothel
> in Amsterdam. I wasn't there to screw the women; I had a
> kind of deal with the owner, who owed me a favor, and he 
> let me sit there and drink and write for free. And some
> of the stories -- about Buddhism and the pursuit of 
> self discovery -- that emerged from that brothel were,
> in my opinion, quite high, as was the subjective exper-
> ience of writing them.
> 
> One of the stories I wrote in the strip club in Detroit
> was also spiritual, but set in that very club.  There is
> an odd tradition in Tibet in which women or men allow
> themselves to be possessed for a short time by a benevo-
> lent dakini. While they are possessed, they dance, and it
> is considered a spiritual blessing to be present during
> such a dance, because the shakti is just flying every-
> where. So I invented a story in which one of these dakinis,
> thinking she was possessing a holy woman in a Tibetan
> temple, opens her eyes and finds that instead she has
> possessed a stripper in this club. It was a real ball to
> write, and again a very high subjective experience. And
> the women in the bar just *loved* it when I showed it
> to them. 
> 
> Anyway, to your points, I think that different people 
> have different predilections in life. Some, like you and
> I, seem to be able to immerse ourselves in an environment
> that many consider negative and low-vibe, and emerge from
> the experience higher and purified. Go figure. Others, in
> the exact same environment, would have their state of 
> attention lowered. Go figure again.
> 
> If you are of the latter predilection, no amount of talk
> or intellectual explanation is going to sway you from 
> your belief that strip clubs are low-vibe and/or that they
> objectify women or somehow demean them. It's a "gut" feel-
> ing for them; their body just *reacts* to certain stimuli
> in a way that, for them, is not positive. Other people
> react other ways.
> 
> Me, I'm quite happy with my tantric approach to things, with
> surfing weird and disparate energies and finding eternity
> at both ends of the spectrum and at every point in between.
> I'm often subjectively higher, and have clearer experiences
> of witnessing, in the red light district of Amsterdam or
> in a strip club than I do in a temple or supposed holy
> place. Like you, I have to go with my subjective feeling,
> even if it doesn't make any sense to people who have a more
> traditional, right-and-wrong approach to these polarities.
> 
> My favorite singer/songwriter, Bruce Cockburn, has a line 
> in one of his songs that, for me, captures this dance of
> energies perfectly, and also captures the experience of 
> finding spiritual experiences in odd places, places that
> other people might consider distinctly unholy:
> 
> You see the extremes of what humans can be
> And in that distance some tension's born
> Energy surging like a storm
> You plunge your hand in
> You draw it back, scorched
> Beneath it's shining like gold
> But better
> Rumours of glory...
> 
> Unc
> 
> 
> --- In [email protected], akasha_108 <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> 
> wrote:
> > --- In [email protected], anonymousff <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> 
> wrote:
> > > Just popped in to take a break and look around. Found this 
> thread. 
> > > Just curious if Akasha and others might address the question of 
> why 
> > > he/they experience such strong emotional energy around this 
> subject 
> > > as to feel compelled to write long defenses of his/their 
> positions 
> > > or critiques of others'. So some people like strip clubs and 
> others 
> > > don't. Big deal. And what's wrong or new about different people 
> > > having different values, beliefs or experiences? Thank goodness 
> > > people have options.
> > 
> > I am happy to address this, though I believe some of your premises 
> are
> > off target.
> > 
> > I don't experience strong emotional energy around this subject, I
> > experince strong intellectual energy around it. As I have stated in
> > past posts, I find posting here can, not always is, a useful way to
> > unfold paradoxes and unresolved points of view. First by working to
> > articulate it. In the process one often learns alot more about their
> > views. And second, to get some feedback. I love it when people say,
> > "this points doesn't make sense. Or it contradicts these facts". I 
> am
> > less enthralled when people say "you suck, you asshole, for making
> > this point."
> > 
> > I don't feel compelled. I can do it or drop it. If anything, there 
> is
> > a drive of curiosity, where will this logic take me/us.
> > 
> > I do not, in my view, write defenses of my positions. First, I often
> > do not have firm positions. I may have sup-points that appear valid,
> > and I will argue for them, and counter weak arguments against them, 
> in
> > order to "test" the strength of the idea. But I am not defending
> > anything. I have no firm positions. 
> > 
> > And I try not to critique others. I try to point out holes in some
> > positions when warrented. And appplaud when good points are made, on
> > either side of the issue. But I try to leave personal attacks out of
> > it. And that includes imputing motives to others for what they 
> write.
> > 
> > For example, some might mistakenly think that I am arguing for strip
> > clubs. I am not. Actually, I find they have some negative aspects.
> > What I am arguing is that exploitation and objectification of women,
> > upon deeper analysis, and upon my own experience and observations, 
> do
> > not appear to be realities or valid arguments in condeming clubs.
> > My message is, no thats not a strong argument against clubs, dig
> > deeper. As I am myself. I am not quite sure what bothers me about 
> some
> > of the clubs, but its not the pat and to me trite answers of
> > objectification and exploitation.
> > 
> > Plus, I don't like to be guilt-triped into taking postitions for 
> which
> > there is no strong evidence, or worse, which counter my expereince.
> > But sometimes, I conceede to conventional views and sigh with 
> eveyone
> > else when a loaded neutron bomb word like "objectification" is 
> thrown
> > terrorist like into a discussion. It scares everyons silent. No one
> > wants to be with 300 feet of the accusations of being an 
> objectifier,
> > a racist, a mysoginist, etc. So they cave to such, igoring reason 
> and
> > evidence. As I do cave sometimes, its often because I have not 
> really
> > figured out why the conventional wisdom is wrong. Not so I can argue
> > it persuasively.
> > 
> > On this issue, I decided not to be embareassed or shamed into 
> silence
> > by declarations of convetional progressive thinking. I know my
> > experience in clubs has been counter-inutitive, that has helped
> > de-objectify women in my mind. And I just refuse to ignore that and
> > play politically correct.




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