> > He could have posted something interesting to read about -
> > a review of a crappy movie or a lonely cafe experience - instead
> > of wasting band-space and time obsessing about me.
> >
On 9/3/2014 10:07 AM, nablusoss1008 wrote:
The Turq's problem is that you, amongs very few posters, post
knowledge. This obviously drives him nuts
>
Thanks.It's difficult to imagine anyone that doesn't appreciate knowledge.
This Turq guy does seem to go ape-shit crazy when I spout off about
something. It's kind of difficult to think of anything interesting to
post here, seeing as how all these other informants are already so
advanced spiritually. There even used to be a TM Governor on this list
that I once had a short conversation with. Rick knows a lot, but he
won't even talk to me or wish me a happy birthday like he does the others.
Alex has been a real source of inspiration. I like Buck too and Share is
a jewel. (Judy was another case entirely - she hated my guts, apparently.)
And, there used to be a couple of doctors posting here too. FFL and AMT
are great sources of information, so I've tried to add to that a little
bit, but nobody seems to be interested in that holy man crap, so I've
just resorted lately to a little light chit-chat with friends. I'm sorry
for getting so upset about Edg calling me a "pedophile priest". That was
a real low for this group.
Maybe I am a glutton for punishment. Where is Dr. Pete when I need him?
>
as he doesn't want knowledge, all he wants is carry on as before
because his so-called "Buddhism" has told him he's already enlightened
and has no need of any further "knowledge" not to mention that dreaded
word "sadhana".
>
Not sure about the Buddhism Turq espouses, it's kind of vague. But, I
already got beat up pretty badly the other day by Bill for posting
something critical about the Shankaracharya - Bill said I was a mere
/dilettante/. How could a hick living down here know anything about
tantra? He sure told me off, but at least Bill pointed me in the right
direction to get a book to read.
>
Add to that the fact that you remind him of his embarresing years with
the lama-fraud-lenz and his claim that he saw him levitating all ads
up to a furious anger that keeps building up in his system and that
one day will be released.
>
Which is really weird - I actually kind of like the Zen Master Rama and
some of the things he said. But, the Rama guy never once, to my
knowledge, ever made any levitation claims. Neither did the Maharishi.
The Turq and me should have a lot in common: We are both military brats
from Texas; we both like to write about stuff; and we both share an
interest in music, travel, movies and the spiritual life. It is kind of
strange that he would run to Alex and Rick and send them private emails
about me, trying to get me banned from the group, instead of calling me
on the phone or posting or responding in a FFL message.
He sounds kind of scared. Maybe he is getting old and insecure - it's
tough getting old, especially when you don't have a real home to go to
or a family life. There is strength in numbers. I hope he finds someone
to connect with - I really do.
Maybe he is just JELLOS. It sort of looks like he got turned when he
moved over to Amsterdam. Now, he seems to hate all his old friends from
his TMO days. He doesn't seem to like women much either. Go figure.
>
One way or the other :-)
>
Here is an excerpt from one of the first and only dialogs I ever had
with the poor guy:
"Willy, since fucking prairie dogs or whatever you do with your time
doesn't seem to fill enough of it lately, and you've been going out
of your way to associate me with Rama and thus with a big, bad cult
figure, I figure I should explain a couple of things..."
Author: Uncle Tantra
Subject: Open Letter To Willytex
Newsgroups: alt.meditation.transcendental
Date: 2003-08-06 08:53:26 PST