Tom (anonyff replied): Sorry for the *tone* of my previous post, although I did mean it, in that moment, exactly as I said it.
FYI I have been reading and contributing to FF LIfe for at least 2 years and probably more like 3+ (how long has it been around?). I just changed my name and use the anonyff handle because I ended up embarrassed by some of the things I said as myself. I'm willing to acknowlege that at this moment in time, I am experiencing a *limited* very bound version of myself and from there comes my expression of hostility towards those who claim sometning different. (Envy perhaps?) I have had the experience, over the long years, of becoming very unboounded and, as it says in the 9th mandala, "liquid, loveable, and wise." It never lasted more than maybe five minutes. During those moments I experienced what I can only describe as an infinite flow, a knowledge that I was infinite, eternal and unbounded. Thanks for your generous reply. --- In [email protected], "tomandcindytraynoratfairfieldlis" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > Anonyff writes: snipped > Personally, I think there are as many forms of enlightenment as there > are people, I think that people still get angry, hungrly, lonely, > tired, irritable, sick, and that they act just as spontaneously as > anyone/everyone else and that all this constant intellectualizing is a > form of severe mental masturbation. > > Tom T: > Well not really intellectualizing just trying to answer a question > that seemed to have been raised. In the past I have also posted as YES > to all the above things you have posted above minus the > intellectualizing and mental masturbation comment. If you come in to > the middle of a movie you don't always know all the previous dialog. I > don't repeat what I may have posted two years ago. To do so would make > this a very cumbersome exchange. All I am posting now is a > continuation of everything I posted before. I don't see how you can > expect to understand everything that goes on here when you pick it up > midstream. The relative body still has all the foibles of a relative > body. On the other hand is an inner knowingness of all is perfect in > the flow of the NOW. This is how it is for me. I am sharing only > because it might just open some others to the possibilities. Yours may > be totally different. Some here may have a similar view and/or > understanding that is not complete for them. Occasionally some here > seem to connect with some of my experiences/understandings/knowingness > that has increased knowingness for them. My favorite way of explaining > it is to think of a Baskins and Robbins store with 6 billion/trillion > flavors. You CAN have it your way, Another way to say it is each human > has a truly unique set of DNA how could it not be different. TomT > ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Join modern day disciples reach the disfigured and poor with hope and healing http://us.click.yahoo.com/lMct6A/Vp3LAA/i1hLAA/UlWolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
