--- In [email protected], "Rory Goff" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> 
wrote:
>
> --- In [email protected], "jim_flanegin" <jflanegi@> 
> wrote:
> >> Yes, I see there being two phases to the process, the TB 
process 
> > where one follows the guru and tunes one's mind and heart to Him 
> > perfectly, so that when it is time to learn to fly, one's faith 
in 
> > the guru and the guru-mind that one now carries will allow each 
of 
> > us to ascend at that time to our own unbounded freedom, no 
longer 
> > tethered to the guru, but set limitlessly free. 
> > 
> > The second phase could be called TBE, True Believer in 
Everything, 
> > because one is now at the point where every moment, every 
> > singularity is offered up on the throne of the Divine, as an 
> > instantaneous opportunity to turn Infinity as one desires, the 
much 
> > vaunted "Field of All Possibilities" in action. 
> > 
> > When I remarked that your expression of the word "sweet" was 
real, 
> > it was not meant as a criticism of the cherished True Believer 
> > devotion, but rather a recognition that you are a knower of 
> Reality; 
> > dynamic, instantaneopus Infinity, more TBE than TB. That's all.
> 
> Sweet! :-)
> 
> Yes, although in one sense spacetime and growth is a big joke, on 
the 
> other hand I think M. Scott Peck put it really well when he 
outlined 
> four stages of growth: 1) Chaos, 2) Fundamentalism, 3) 
Eclecticism, 
> 4) Love. He points out that a being identifying with any given 
stage 
> cannot see above or beyond where it is, but can only interpret 
others 
> as being in its own stage ("one of us") or in any stages already 
> recognized and "below" it, which (generally) it is reacting 
against 
> as "evil". Thus a fundamentalist (2), only familiar with (1) chaos 
> and (2) fundamentalism, would interpret an eclectic (3) as being a 
> non-fundamentalist, hence as chaotic, or "evil" (1). Similarly, an 
> eclectic (3) can only interpret Love (4) as being non-eclectic, or 
> somehow fundamentalist/chaotic, now synonymous with "evil" (2). 
> 
> I remember exactly when I first recognized unconditional Love as 
an 
> actual presence or state, irrespective of person, and while I was 
> instantly attracted to it, knew I had to Be it, it also scared the 
> bejeezus out of me, as I realized that its very presence destroyed 
> all my carefully-built-up scholarship and discrimination and 
mastery 
> of eclecticism, everything I had identified with, revealing its 
core-
> nature of semi-conscious competition, power, etc. (this was in 
> Harvard Divinity School). Not surprisingly, this glimpse also 
> triggered the onset of a two-year Dark Night of the Soul :-)
> 
> 
> *L*L*L*
>
Yes, spacetime and growth *are* a big joke, and while we are 
laughing at them, they are laughing right back at us, watching our 
every move, evaluating, seeing if we are slave or master, with neck, 
hand and leg-irons at the ready! Ha-Ha! You are bringing out the 
mirth and giggles in me again...could we call the Peck stages, 1-
sleepwalking, 2-awakened point value, 3-awakened multi-point value, 
4-awakened infinite point value, which then transcends its point 
value altogether? 

A beautiful model. It certainly explains the dynamics here on FFL 
sometimes where the eclectics (you know who you are! hehe) will 
mistake a state of unconditional love for that of fundamentalism 
and/or chaos. 

And I can totally relate to that moment of recognition when 
unconditional Love was recognized clearly and unmistakably by me as 
the goal and being simultaneously completely terrified! HA-HA! Seems 
gently silly now, but at the time and whenever I would think of it 
afterwards, I'd have a visceral reaction like I knew I could no 
longer hide in my skin. Unnerving to say the least. Like the joke 
about the General watching the opposing army advance on him, and he 
turns to his aide, and barks, "Bring me my brown pants!". 

In any case, yes, all that is left after that is the steady and 
exciting journey towards death and dissolution (!), all resistance 
is futile. Once bitten by the Supreme Love Bug we all succumb 
eventually. :-)

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