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Again, by looking so hard you are closing yourself
off. Please. As hard as it is, trust them to come to you when
it is time. They love you for all you have done for them. They love
you most for loving them, sometimes loving them enough to help them leave this
world. When you feel that they are there with you, they are. Trust
yourself and trust them.
If you have men who will exclude any of God's
creatures
from the shelter of compassion and pity, you will have men who
will deal likewise with their fellow
man.
St. Francis
----- Original Message -----
Sent: Tuesday, January 17, 2006 4:58
PM
Subject: Re: OT: Dreams
Wendy I feel the same as you do.I am still waiting for a sign that she
forgives me and knows that I love her so much.It is very hard for me still and
it has been 2 months since she left me and I still have really bad days where
I cry my heart out.I keep asking her if she sent Rafferty to me,he is such a
sweetie,he helps me on my low days.I know we will heal to a point where
we can think of them and not cry.I have had a few weird experiences since
she passed,my boyfriend and I both have. I was eating popcorn and watching ER
one night and it felt like she jumped on the couch next to me.I just smiled
and said hi Maizee.I wasn't even thinking about her at that moment.Maybe if we
don't look too hard for a sign,they will let us know then.
Sherry
wendy <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
wrote:
Hi
guys,
I wanted to ask everyone's opinions/thoughts on
dreaming
about kitties you have lost. I know it's OT,
but I have a hard enough
time keeping up with the
posts here, so joining the OT list is not an
option
for me time-wise.
Since Cricket has passed, I have
continued to look for
signs from him letting me know he's ok. The best
I
have gotten is a dismembered cricket that my other two
kitties left
by my bed a day or so after he passed,
which was weird because I haven't
seen any other
crickets anywhere, inside or out this year.
A
couple of nights ago, I dreamed I was walking around
everywhere calling
for Cricket. I couldn't find him
anywhere and kept finding myself in all
these
different places. Rolling hillsides, snow-covered
forests,
places I didn't recognize. The dream was so
real. And all I did was call
for Cricket the whole
time, like I used to when he would sneak out of
the
backyard when I wasn't paying attention so he could
explore the
neighborhood. "Crickeeee, Crickeee," over
and over and over. I started
panicking in my dream,
and of course when I woke up, I got upset because
I
knew the reason I couldn't find him in my dream was
that he was
dead. It really disturbed me.
Apparently, I still need closure. I
still have guilt
over Cricket's passing, even though I know the facts.
I am disappointed that I haven't seen or heard
something that lets me
know he's ok and that he isn't
mad at me. Do you guys have any idea what
that dream
meant, and also, what's a good way for me to get
closure as
I think about it a lot?
Thanks for any advice or thoughts you
have,
:)
Wendy
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