I don't want to change this to a Dr. Phil lesson on life with Beno, but 
_realistic_ is also promising work you are fully capable of doing. Yet, you 
promise projects that you have no clue how to do and even if you did make some 
money to live, you can't feed yourself because you are applying that to video 
equipment. Your priorities are pretty messed up dude. Even if the Virgin 
Islands have money, you're gonna drown yourself with stuff you can not fully 
accomplish. We have visited this same issue with you before. 

No matter what your reason is for where you are and why, the fact that you have 
been out of the industry for 5 years isn't just effecting you by the new 
technology. It's also about how you think about your project in your head. You 
have to think of the whole application and start planning out your code in an 
efficient manner. This takes a lot of experience thinking like a programmer. 
This, especially with your claim of being a right hemi thinker, I don't think 
you have. 

Its not that this list doesn't want to help you, because you have gotten tons 
of help. Its just your posts seem like stuff that we all had to look up and 
find out on our own. For us to remind you to put a trace statement time and 
time again, is just proof you are not really putting forth the effort you need 
to figure out your own project. 

Nathan Mynarcik
Interactive Web Developer
[email protected]
254.749.2525
www.mynarcik.com

-----Original Message-----
From: beno - <[email protected]>
Date: Tue, 26 Jan 2010 08:10:07 
To: Flash Coders List<[email protected]>
Subject: Re: [Flashcoders] Rotation

On Mon, Jan 25, 2010 at 4:08 PM, Merrill, Jason <
[email protected]> wrote:

> You sure you're not just some long time list guru messing with us?
>

In my dreams!


> If
> not, I do feel bad for your situation, but you need to be realistic.
>

Eating is realistic. I have to eat. God only knows how I've managed to
survive 6 months as I have...I haven't even tried to sign up business for at
least 5 months. Why? Because I discovered, much to my shock and dismay, that
the entire world of computing had changed in the 5 years I was busy farming
the side of a mountain by hand with a machete in the backwoods of the
Dominican Republic and cleansing my soul. I expected the technology to have
changed. What I didn't expect was (1) server farms' equipment had degraded
so badly that the hardware itself broke code and of course they didn't tell
you that was the problem, you had to figure it out for yourself; and (2) the
outsourcing world had changed entirely. To make a long story short, I
suddenly found myself committed to project I thought I'd be outsourcing only
to discover I'd have to do them myself. They included (1) building a
shopping cart, and; (2) designing Flash sites. Being the kind of person I
am, I believe in doing things right the first time no matter what the
personal cost, so I spent 4 months developing a fully automated shopping
cart in Python (about 12000 lines of code). Now I need to pump out a couple
of Flash sites at least to the point where I can go back and talk to all
those clients I was ready to sign up 6 months ago. I really don't know how
I've been eating all this time. I have $117 on me and I imagine I'm about a
month away from being able to pick up new clients. I don't know how that's
going to last me nor where any other money is coming from. Nor am I worried
about it. If I starve, I starve. I'm moving on as quickly as I can. I'm too
principled to ask the clients I took money from for Flash sites to help me
eat. Besides, their next payments have to go to buying $7K worth of
photographic equipment, since I promised video. But by then I can sign up
other clients. I'll need to do that to afford the equipment. But it won't be
a problem. I'm one hell of a salesman, and there's tons of money in the
Virgin Islands. I really didn't want to go into this level of detail. The
only way I was able to afford the one book that's coming is by
(intelligently) hitting up one of my Flash clients, explaining to him that
it was in his best interest to buy me the book with his CC and I'd pay for
it from what he'll owe me. (I wish I'd thought of that a month ago instead
of this past Saturday.)

I apologize for being a slow learner. I'm actually an artist, so I think out
of my right hemisphere. It takes me a while to catch on. I find myself
reading the books you read 3 times to understand it as well as you do on the
first read. So, I apologize for not getting things like traces the first
time around. My brain literally isn't wired like you scientists. But I'm
motivated. Wouldn't you be in my position?

>>"I copied a bunch of code from flashandmath.com. The above is my own
> addition. It doesn't do anything. What I'd like it to do is, when the
> movie enters frame 10,
> >>activate the code I copied from flashandmath. If I pull out and
> replace my above-quoted line of code in the init with the same,
> everything works. But I'd like to
> >>delay this action for so many frames."
>
> That's a perfect example where, you're trying to copy work others have
> done, without understanding the underlying principles.  Really, you need
> some more basic help understanding how Flash works first.
>

No. Wrong. This is how I learn. It's a valid way to learn. You should
recognize that.
beno
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