Ray, what
can I say? When I lived in Tennessee
in the 80s, according to my Virginia friend, if you weren’t from the Tidewater
Basin you weren’t worth knowing anyway.
Were you wearing your hair in a pony tail back then? Black hat? Did the Tea Ladies faint when you
walked into a room? I guess they didn’t’
care that the Cherokees were Southern
Indians, did they? Go back there
now and tell them your cousin says your mother’s family goes back to Jamestown
and has a historical house to prove it.
They might diss a Native but they would not mess with a Scotswoman with
documents. You were
threatening to them. A blue-eyed
Indian off the reservation knew their music better than they did and you
probably didn’t mind making sure they saw how well educated you were. Shame on you. Teasing
aside (you love it) there are stories to tell that explain how we got to what
we are today. I am
beginning to wonder if there is a backlash against education, a generalized
resentment of teachers and a I Give Up mentality. I mean, there is general stupidity, of which we all
have. A few weeks ago a car full
of young white men a bit drunk got into their car and headed to NE Portland,
where the blacks folks live, they thought, because they’d never been there
before, and started shooting randomly as they drove down streets after
dark. Two of them were minors, but
the two whose mug shots were shown looked like all too many of those whom
teachers shake their heads, saying “I wondered what happened to him” and the
parents in their anguish, if they have any left, try to blame the teachers. To me,
having grown up as a visitor in another culture, not entirely unlike your
experience in-between two cultures, where education was an obsession and there
is a still-common Supermother who ruthlessly, tirelessly pushes her children in
school and sacrifices herself in every way for that goal, I have been startled
to run into parents who were eager to get their kids out of their house as soon
as they turned 18, who never attended PTA meetings after 3rd grade,
who didn’t give their kids any evidence that achieving in school was
worthwhile. As I came
to understand it, Oregon had thrived economically with natural resources and the
fishing and timber industries, and when you add transportation and general
manufacturing, there were generations after the Depression and WW2 who did not
need a higher education to raise a family with a living wage. So when the gov’t came in and said the
spotted owl was worth more than timber mills and jobs, when salmon recovery
meant that more restrictions were imposed, these (mostly) men were caught in
midlife without systems in place for job retraining and they had to be rescued
by the federal government or they moved out of state or they gravitated to
service jobs. Maybe not
coincidentally, this was “brewing” under Reaganism and a small state mentality
that they weren’t sure they wanted to progress to a modern place. BTW, Oregon’s constitution forbade free
blacks from coming into the state and this was taken off the books just last
year with a hearty Good Riddance attitude, but it is still their history. It was such a white place for so long
except for the remaining Tribes that the immigration of the past 15 years has
caught many native Oregonians off guard and not as progressive as our Bottle
Refund and Assisted Suicide laws would lead you to believe. There are a
lot of Bible thumping gay-hating circle-the-wagons zealots here and there is also
an embracing community celebrating diversity and creative solutions to
problem-solving. This may be too
much of a stretch, but I see a lot of Jenkins’ The Next Christianity North vs
South dichotomy here; a real clash of cultures not just class warfare. So maybe that throws a little light on
the subject. Good to
read that you are getting out to the stomping grounds, into clean air. Everyone needs to get a little red dirt between
their toes occasionally. Cousin Karen
Hello
Cousin, Years
ago when I was directing music in a church in Springfield, Va. just
outside the Nation's capital as a second job, my first was the Army Chorus, I
had a chance to see this dumbness first hand. They
hired me to direct two choirs but in the process of doing the work people asked
for choirs for their children as well and you know how I love to build
things so I just built six choirs for them for the same price as they got the
two, that is, my salary was the same. I did run the budget up
a couple of hundred dollars which was peanuts compared to the cost of such
things in other churches. In today's money that would be
$1,200 for six choirs. Because they were in a building
program I saved them several times that amount in the purchase of pianos
because I'm good at bargaining and do a lot of research. The
committee decided that, since they were all business people and bureaucrats
that they would not OK the deal until they took a shot at it.
I had gotten the good deal for the church because I agreed to purchase a Grand
Piano for my own studio as a part of the deal. They decided
that I was getting a free ride and deducted the Grand Piano which kicked up the
price on the uprights by 1/4 ( $1,200) beyond the price I had gotten.
They
went back to the church "with their tails between their legs" and to
their credit admitted that I was better at buying pianos then they but they
took revenge on that overrun for those six choirs. When
the next year came around they cut the money for the choirs and then insisted
that I keep the choirs anyway with no money for music. (Sounds like
Oregon and California. Didn't you have a big influx of Californians
a few years back?) Well anyway......they knew that I had written
music as well and assumed that I would continue to illegally copy (steal) what
I needed and write the music myself. Instead I told them that they
could take it to the Church business meeting and tell the church which choirs
they were refusing to fund. I won that fight too as the
Church members realized that you couldn't claim to want something and then
refuse to feed it. That claim was a lie and that was just
that. Meanwhile,
that group of busynicrats got real nasty and said some very ugly things about
me personally, seeing as how I "was not Christian" and directing their
choir. Now I had never considered that because I
conducted choirs at home, on the res, in churches and always felt like a member
of that community. But as I thought about what I had
seen and how I had been "gifting" them all along and they didn't see
it or acknowledge that it was being done AND when I brought in traveling ART
exhibits from the National Gallery and got friends in the Army Chorus to
come sing as a favor to bring their choir participation and quality to a
higher level they complained and wanted to know where the money was coming
from. Well it
was FREE and surprisingly they didn't like that either since it
WAS THEIR government and THEIR taxes (the NATIONAL Gallery and THEIR
Army). I guess they figured I was being paid too much as
a Staff Sergeant if I had time to give them all of that. (That was the
year that I put in my first of many applications to buy a small house on the VA
plan but I never had enough money to qualify, but I was still getting too much
money for their liking.) But I considered it MY culture and
"gifting" was a part of the religion that I was taught at
home. But
they definitely were not my people so I resigned and put my time into teaching
which brought me as much pleasure and a lot more money. There were
people that I loved and valued in that religion and I still do but when I look
it in the face I see that they are my friends but not my culture which is
OK. I attended that church many years later and was gratified
to see that the good guys had won. They had wonderful music
and the wonderful minister who could tell the best stories and was a genuine
American historian was still there doing his thing. It was
after the Indians were given the right to worship in the US of A 1978
(ten years later) and I was glad to see that the pianos had held up well
also. But the busynicrats had moved uptown and were getting
ready to push Reagan (Hollywood Cowboy I) into the White House and that Roman
Catholic Scalia who has done so much harm to Indian Spirituality was just a
gleam in everyone's Latin eyes. Well
Cousin, you figure it. Ray
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