I saw them interview someone on tv who's house was burned and they
said where they were was "horse country" and it showed horses running
around crazy with flames all around.  I felt terrible!  I dont know
whats wrong with me.  I have a disorder I guess.  After hurricane
katrina I had a brother who lost everything he had worked for all his
life and his family had to go separate ways and live different places
for a whole year, then the victims displaced began to move into our
area, living in RVs in the walmart parkinglot for godssakes.  I felt
bad for them, terrible, I helped all I could.  but then one day on the
front page of the newspaper, it was a half page picture of a little
scuffy dog with a collar, in the middle of devastation.  So obviously
hurt and confused and wondering where his people were, I collasped in
grief over it.  I still can't picture his little face without tearing
up.

I guess I have a mental disorder they havent named yet, st. francis
complex or something!  So many people, like Nancy, do so much good for
fellow humans, but nursing people scares me.  If someone is terribly
ill I have to leave the room i just cant take it.  but a mangy wounded
horse with gaping wounds and maggots, hey, I am THERE....  I am just
very weird.  But these horses in the fire film on tv, it is KILLING
me....
Janice
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