> "Oh yeah... wow." she breathed a slow husky sigh, closing her eyes from
the
> kiss and his fingers in her hair and moving slightly with the carress "I
> have a few."
>
> She opened her eyes and brought her right hand forward, looking into his
> eyes and then down as she placed the palm of her hand against his abdoman,
> just off to the side, softly inhaling when his muscles reacted much like
> hers were doing now. She half wondered if his knees felt as weak and
smiled
> a little at that thought as she peeked back up into his gaze and then
moved
> so that she was whispering against his lip, each of theirs slightly
swollen
> "But no matter the idea or what else happens tonight or not... I want to
> fall asleep in your arms, feel you against me."
>
> Julia knew that he was hesitant for some reason.... as if worried because
> this was too important to him in that he didn't want to do anything wrong.
> She felt the same way, because it was that important to her too. There
was
> no denying that she wanted him, or vice versa, but she also wanted him
> without the hesitation. Not that she doubted his feelings for her, they
> were obvious and clear. Thing of it was.... she just knew it would
happen.
> Too much had happened and there was a sense about it that let her know
that
> all of this was right and was going to be. The conviction of what she
knew
> added to the desire she felt as she moved the hand against him up to his
> heart and felt the beating there.
>
> She grazed her lips against his, waiting for his reply.
>
Derek:
Derek wanted nothing more than that himself. The only trouble was that
there was a great battle being waged in his brain. If he let this happen,
and he wanted nothing else at the moment, it would change everything between
them forever. Once it reached a certain point there was no going back. Her
light touch was setting off a variety of very pleasant sensations that made
it hard for him to think clearly.
"Julia," his voice came out in a meer whisper as his lips brushed against
hers. Derek cleared his throat and took a step backwards moving his hands
to her shoulders where they settled, his grasp firm. He looked down into
her eyes. "Are you certain you want to do this?" He meant all of it,
everything what might happen, her falling asleep in his arms, what was
happening at that moment. The entire thing. Though he would never admit
it, he was terrified of ruining what they already had.
